Always on my mind
Set after the final episode of series 8 where it ended with Gordon Ormerod's life hanging in the balance and that Jill didn't have a hysterectomy at the end of series 6
Gordon Ormerod survived his ordeal and all Jill could do was wait until her darling Husband awoke.
Jill's POV.
Why did it have to be Gordon, why my husband and not that young lad, Gordon has 4 young children at home who need their daddy, I need their daddy more and I am not leaving the hospital until he wakes up however long that might be.
As Jill laid beside her husband she started to think about the past, their first kiss that happened in her consultants room and how he danced with her when it was the ball and no-body knew about them and how he also dance with her when they got married and how he was after his car accident and when she told him she was pregnant with Jonathon.
After a while Jill decided that she would write Gordon a letter for when he woke up and so she headed towards he room and got her writing pad and her pen which Gordon got her for her birthday and headed back to Gordon so that he wasn't alone and she began her letter to her darling husband and the love of her life.
My darling husband Gordon Ormerod,
While you lay in this hospital bed all I can do is think about is us and the children and how happy you have made me. I remember the very first time that you kissed me, I was sitting at my desk and you said that you were fond of me, very fond and I said the same and you leaned in and kissed me then I kissed you back, but I pulled away and left you on your own in my room alone and I never told you this but I might as well tell you now. When I got back home all I wanted was you and for you to hold me in your arms and tell me that you loved me because to hold me in your arms and tell me that you loved me because I loved you very much but you were married and so I left it there
The day we got married was the happiest day of my life because I finally got to marry the only man that I have ever loved and will only ever love for the rest of ours lives because I am yours and you are mine and I do love you more than you will ever know because you're my world, my heart and my soul and in my life there is only room for three men in my life our two sons and you my husband
All my love always yours forever your darling wife Jill
Xxx
" Gordon darling please wake up soon the children want their daddy and I want my husband to hold me in his arms and never let me go" Jill started crying at the sight of her Gordon and so after 4 hours after the operation Gordon started to come round and the first thing he saw was Jill's head leaning on the edge of the bed
" Jill… Jill darling" moving his hand over her hair which was covering her tear stained face and Jill was startled by the sound of her husband voice as she thought she was dreaming " Gordon…. Oh my Gordon your awake let me go and get Mr. Rose" but before Jill could go and get him Gordon grab her by the hand and her towards him " Jill now what were you saying before…. That you needed me to wake up soon so that I could hold you and never let you go and here you are leaving me so that you can go and get Mr. Rose when I don't need him because I have the best Doctor in this hospital and the most beautiful doctor standing right in front of me and I much rather have her look me over than him" " ohhhh so you heard what I said then and you heard me crying but still you stayed asleep and now if you don't mind I have to go and see to a very gorgeous and hunky man that has just had an operation….. And well I think I may of fallen in love with him so I'll see you soon ok and when I come back I'll bring Mr. Rose back with me ok and I shall ring the nanny and let her know that I'll be popping back when the children arrive home so I can tell them the good news.
So off Jill went in search of Mr. Rose with the letter in her hand that she had just written for Gordon. All Gordon could do was think who she had fallen in love with and then he was interrupted from his thoughts when in walked Matron checking to see if he was awake yet.
"Oh Gordon I didn't know you were awake…. Dose Jill know" " yeah she knows and she has gone to see a patient that's just had an operation and she said that she has fallen in love with him and well I thought that she loved me" all Matron could do was laugh at him and then in walked Jill with Mr. Rose following behind her.
" Gordon how you feeling old pal….. It's good to see that your awake, you had this one worried ( Mr. Rose referring to his wife Jill)" " better than I thought I would be and well Mr. Rose just how long are you planning on keeping me in for as I need to get home and be with the children before my wife leaves me for a younger man" " Gordon what are you on about a younger man" " you know what younger man I am on about" " Matron….. Mr. Rose would you leave us alone for a while just so that I can talk to this husband of mine"
So both Mr. Rose and Matron leave Jill and Gordon by themselves for a while and both knowing that there is only three men in Jill Ormerod's life, that's her two sons Tom and Jonathon and her husband Gordon.
" Right… Gordon what ever do you mean a younger man" " before you said that you were going to see a patient that has just had an operation" " here you might as well read this and then I'll explain about the patient" So Jill handed Gordon the letter and So he decided to read it out aloud
" My darling husband Gordon Ormerod,
While you lay in this hospital bed all I can do is think about is us and the children and how happy you have made me. I remember the very first time that you kissed me, I was sitting at my desk and you said that you were fond of me, very fond and I said the same and you leaned in and kissed me then I kissed you back, but I pulled away and left you on your own in my room alone and I never told you this but I might as well tell you now. When I got back home all I wanted was you and for you to hold me in your arms and tell me that you loved me because I loved you so very much but you were married and so I left it there
The day we got married was the happiest day of my life because I finally got to marry the only man that I have ever loved and will only ever love for the rest of ours lives because I am yours and you are mine and I do love you more than you will ever know because you're my world, my heart and my soul and in my life there is only room for three men in my life our two sons and you my husband
All my love always yours forever your darling wife Jill ohhhh Jill"
" So Gordon Ormerod this patient that you keep going on about, the one that I have fallen deeply in love with is…. You, you daft fool you my darling is the patient that I have fallen in love with all over again I only want to be with you and you only and as I said in the letter I have loved you since the first day we met here at the hospital but you were married with two young children and so I left it there and then you kissed me" " Jill I am so sorry, and well I've been silly haven't I" "well I wouldn't say that but …. Yeah you have but I love you and I always will"
Jill wanted to wrap her arms around her husband but she was disturbed by Sister Bridget and she went straight to Gordon and ignored Jill
"hello doctor how you feeling then" " much better now after seeing my beautiful wife and looking forward to seeing my 4 gorgeous children and leaving this place and spending time with my family who will be waiting on me while I get better" " well that's good to hear, I'll leave you two alone and doctor if you need anything I'm here for you" " thanks Sister"
" Oh Sister if MY husband needs anything I'm sure he'll let me know first seeing as I am his wife and doctor" " I'm sure he will but while your at home with the children at night it will be me who he needs and not you
I'm sorry but I'm going to have to leave it there if you would like me to carry on then please review this fanfic and my other two thanks
What If
A surprise engagement