"But now you kno-ow
That I am co-old.
(Take me out now, I've dropped the mast down )
And I... am found.
(Take me out now I've dropped the mast down )
(Duck down and hide,
Behind the file cabinet
Duck down and hide,
Behind the file cabinet
Down...)
And without ever letting go I'd knew yo-ou..
Oo-oh
(Duck down and hide,
Behind the file cabinet.
Duck down and hide,
Behind the file cabinet
Down...)
And without ever letting go I'd knew yo-ou'd,
Gone astray
Stranded here, in this cold atmo-sphere"
"Lee."
"Waiting for the lifeless words to run from your mouth.
Enduring, Every sound.
( This is not why the cast is hollow
Sending the rats to follow
Under the weight of all these eyes
Fry
)
But now you know,
That I am co-old
(Take me out now, Ive dropped the mast down )
And I... am found.
( Take me out now I've dropped the mast down)
I lay without understanding
I don't know why I feel this way
Now lay down girl
And take my world
I know why, I can't see your face...
I've placed every-"
"LEE!" My iPod buds were yanked from ears as I was thrown back into reality. Looking up I see my old friend, Jacob Black. He's holding his lunch tray in one hand. He was carrying two hamburgers, and 2 water bottles, not including the one peaking out of his pocket. He's a water guzzler. Won't drink anything but. His other hand extended towards me to be helped up.
I find lunch time pretty pointless. Only purpose I think it serves is to help me catch up on my reading. The lunch tastes like plastic, everyone's shouting like caged animals. It's utterly pointless. Currently I was reading one of my favorites. Perfect Chemistry, maybe the best book ever. A cocky Mexican thug, a close minded White cheerleader, and lots of sexual tension. Always makes for good storytelling I think.
Jacob says I spend to much time alone, which is a absolute lie because he's always dragging me off to hang out with his best friends Embry and Quil. Making me go cliff diving in frigid Olympic Peninsula water. Riding on dirt bikes in random clearings, watching them work on cars. Doing all of this when I can be holed up in a Barnes&Noble somewhere in Seattle, in a cozy corner, reading books without buying them. Boys.
Jacob snatched my hand and pulled me up from the ground. I sit in the outdoor hallways outside the cafeteria until Jacob comes get me. I don't try to hide anymore. It's just inevitable. Living in La Push, Washington you would think I would have to be pretty high to want to purposely sit outside, well... I'm not. That's the junkies in the parking lot who skip lunch to get lifted jobs. I however like the rain. Most people in this area are used to it, hate it, but used to. I adore it. It just sets a mood ya know? You'd think rain is rain, but here it's different. There's a dark and gloomy day, and everyone goes with the flow and stays gloomy. Then there's days when it's sunny. Still the rain is pelting, but everyone is in such a better mood. A reason I love rain so much. Only if Jacob would leave me alone to enjoy it.
He pulled me into the den of crazed sex deprived teenagers and I cringed. Loud noises bother me. Yes I listen to DGD however I listen to it at a low reasonable level. For the fact I hate loud noises and I don't want to bust my headphones...again. I'm really good for that.
I sat in the space between Quil and Jacob, also the seat farthest away from Embry. I have a crush on him. I guess that's what the kids call it these days. I'm not embarrassed about my feelings, I always make sure my thoughts and opinions are known. But I highly doubt I'm his type. I don't look like every other girl around here. Long black hair, bangs straight across or swept to the side. Wearing pink tanks and denim skirts even though it's early March here all year round. That's all there really is around here*.
I like my hair short in the back, and my bangs long and in my eyes. Occasionally I pulled them to the side with a fancy clip when and 0if in a good mood (like today, two strawberry clips brush away my curtains). I'm really short for fifteen, 4"10, but I don't see it as disadvantage more of a asset. Short people are naturally cuter. I looked to my right and saw Quil giving me a strange look.
"Yes?"
"What are you wearing?" He asked. I really don't understand why he's so confused, I wear things equally as random everyday.
Today my concoction was a dark blue hoodie that said "Buck buck" on each arm in rainbows. My favorite cuss after "twat" is "fuck". Buck is the closest to fuck, so yeah. Over that a green vest, not neon green, (gag) not forest green, just green. Orange skinnies, not neon just...well you get the picture. Then rainbow striped rain boots.
I looked down at myself and shrugged. "Clothes?" He rolled his eyes.
"I like your outfit." Embry commented while poking his hot dog with a spork. I smiled.
"At least someone around here appreciates me." On the inside all of the butterflies came out of their cocoons. I was silently yelling for them to chill out.
I looked to my right again and saw Quil about to choke down a hot dog. I put my hand in front of his mouth and snatched the hot dog away.
"Dude it looked like you were going to deep throat the weenie." He rolled his eyes and reached for it. I dodged him and ducked my other hand into my bag. I keep a random assortment of things for:
Gags
People Out
What I was about to do might just qualify for all three.
I pulled out one grape flavored condom, carefully unwrapped the plastic and properly placed over and on the frank.
I kindly handed it Quil. "Now you can molest- I mean eat your hot dog."
I was bored. So sue me.
*Every couple chapters or so there will be musings from the mind of Lee. Explaining her innermost thoughts and the reasons she does the things she does. Certain words, phrases, and actions have hidden meanings to her which will be explained in her musings.
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