Because of you
Tommy was back since six months and he and Jude didńt talk about anything beside music and Jude said she couldńt trust him anymore, Tommy changed alot he drank, were in the tabloids but not like usually because of girls but drugs and drunk driving. Everyone knew it was because of Jude but noone said something.
Tommy sat in the studio and Jude stared at him, she worried about him alot. Especially today, he acted strange like he planed something and somehow Jude knew it wasńt good. "Jude.."
he said. "Jude..." She looked up at him. "What?"
"Wére finished" He stood up, he looked down at her and said. "Goodbye Jude" Jude looked into his eyes and saw something, she got the feeling that he didńt mean goodbye til tomorrow but more like forever. "Bye Tommy" She let him go and the concern grew with every minute.
What Jude didńt know that she was right. Tommy planed something, he couldńt stand this anymore, he had to see her everyday but she wouldńt talk to him. He had to work with her, he knew he couldńt live without her so he decided to end it.
He sat on the edge of the bed staring at the gun in front of him. He knew this is the only way out, why couldńt he just move on, just forget her and fuck some girl, no he loved her. It sucked!
Jude drove as fast as possible, she knew something was wrong and she had to make sure Tommy was okay and wouldńt do anything stupid. She pulled into the driveway and jumped out of the car not bothering to to lock it she ran up the stairs.
Tommy took the gun and was about to put it to his head as he heard the doorbell. He sighed and put the gun under the bed. Tommy got up and walked to the door. He opened it and his eyes shot open as he saw Jude standing there. Since he was back they never saw each other out of the studio.
"Jude?" she smiled. "Hey Tommy." He nodded and asked. "What are you doing here?" "I wanted to visit you!" He opened the door wider and she walked into his apartment.
Tommy closed the door and turned around to see Jude staring at him. "Why are you staring at me" "Are you okay?" "Yeah, Ím fine. Jude are you sure you are okay" She nodded and smiled.
"Okay, you should go" "Why?" She walked closer to him and cupped his face in her hands. "You wouldńt do anything stupid, would you!?" He shook his head. "Why would you think that" "I dońt know just had a feeling!" She stared into his eyes and couldńt stand it any longer.
She crashed her lips onto his, Tommy was shocked at first but quickly responded after a few moments.
He wrapped her arms around her and pulled her closer.
Tommy lay in his bed and held Jude in his arms, he stared at the ceiling while Jude was fast asleep. The night ended unexpected, he wanted to end it all but instead he had sex with Jude twice. It was her first time.
Tommy stood up slowly as not to wake Jude, he went to the edge of the bed and grabbed the gun from underneath it. He took it and hid it in the dresser. Jude stirred and opened her eyes slowly. She saw him standing there and smiled. "What are you doing?" "Nothing" He walked over to her and kissed her.
Five years later
Tommy sat on the couch and Jude had her head on his lap while she was sleeping. He smiled as he remebered everything.
Jude found the gun a few days later, she asked him what he wanted to do with it. He told her the truth and Jude began to cry, he hugged her and they talked about everything. Two years later they were married. Tommy never thought he could be that happy.
Tommy sighed and placed his hand on her little shown stomach. He was so happy that Jude showed up that night. He was married to a beautiful woman and they were expecting a child.
And know he knew.
Because of you Ím still alive, because of you Íll never die!