Yeah, a new fan fiction I probably shouldn't start. I was writing randomly when this idea popped into my head, so I decided to write it up. Of course it is a one shot. I hope you all enjoy it and please review. Thanks to Stephanie and Leah who helped me with the story.

Disclaimer: I absolutely do not own TMM. Yeah, I think everyone knows that by now…

Plot: Ichigo and Ryou exchange a couple of letter which involve a lot of feelings…

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Love forever, Ichigo

Dear Ryou

I never really found a place that I could call home, I never really thought about that. I was always a loner, faking to everybody what was really going on. But I tried, I tried so hard.

All I need is someone to hold onto my heart. To love me the way I should be loved. I need to be able to show my true colours and let everyone around me know who I really am. Be loved for who I am. I need to take off the mask that is my life, the mask I have been living in. All these strangers I call my friends. They need to know the real me that is buried deep inside, deep, deep inside.

I have power building up inside of me. I need to let it go, as well as I need to let go of my past, and there is only one way for me to do that.

That is why I am writing this letter. My feelings have been bottled up inside for too long. I am in love, in love with you. Around you I can be myself. I am at home in your arms, and I am not alone when I am with you.

You mean the world to me. Before you came into my life I was afraid. Although I could not show it, I was scared to be the real me. You showed me it was ok, but I am sorry. By then it was too late. I had set myself on what I am about to do. Please tell no one…

Please, after it has happened, let everyone know it was my own decision. After thinking long and hard I came to my grave decision.

Always remember I will always love you even after what will happen.

Love Forever, Ichigo xxx

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One month later…

Dear Ichigo…

I think about you everyday. You are always in my mind. After your letter I broke down. Knowing you struggled for so long without help breaks my heart. Why didn't you tell me? Even writing this I feel I can still do something to help, even though I know, you are gone forever. Every night I look up to the stars and wish for you to be happy and for you to feel that you made the right decision. One day I will look back and remember all the happy moments we shared together, as one. I feel I am still with you even though you are up in heaven. You may never know this but I love you too! I just wish with all my heart that you could have told someone, and maybe together we could have got over your depression, then maybe you wouldn't have committed suicide. I am sorry..

Love Ryou xx

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Sorry it is so short – I thought about adding another few letter but I liked it the way it was, and yes I will update Unnoticed as soon as I can. Please review!!

BODB xx

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