Hiding behind the trash can, I got the pink camera out of my dress pocket
*Snap*
I smiled, it was a perfect shot.
You might think I'm obsessed..I guess that's true. Because it turns out, we don't spend enough hours at school to finish my collage. I didn't want to seem suspicious. He was dating Jade. Who also, happened to be a friend of Cat's..wait... mine. I love talking all watsonish. But I feel guilty too. Because if anyone knew Beck would hate me, and Jade would do bad things to me.
Over the past few years, I fell for Beck. I wish they didn't call it "falling' for someone, because that hurts. Unless you have a parachute, hehe...
Even though I know it's wrong, I still like him. You see, he's always just so nice to me. His hair and his eyes, the way he doesn't get mad at me like everyone else. Sure I'm different...but I'm me. I don't think he minds.
He can be cold sometimes, it's hard to see what's on his mind. But I try to talk to him whenever I can, and hope that he talks back. Sometimes I ask Jade about him, like what topping does he like on corn chips.
She'd give me a weird look, but that's it.
I wouldn't ever break Jade and Beck up. Jade's like the morbid dark sister I never had. So I look at my pictures and that's all. Sometimes I dream of things that are different. Jade, Tori, and everyone has someone, someone isn't Beck. And me, and him,
I don't want to feel like this.
I know he doesn't love me, and him and Jade will be together forever, that's how it's supposed to be.
But I was supposed to be a boy. My parents bought a superhero bed set, lots of boy clothes, even a car, for when I turned 16.
My parents really wanted a boy. A normal one, not like my brother. Even the doctors thought I was a boy.
But 9 months later they had a little girl named Cat Valentine (me).
But I'd rather date Sinjin then see Beck as disappointed as my parents were..
They sold the car.
My brother once told me that love is worth a thousand words. I guess he's kinda right. There are a thousand things you know about the person, and a thousand more you want to know, but in the end you just end up with a puzzle of words. That's Beck.
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