Ed Sheeran- Give Me Love
Give me love like her,
'cause lately I've been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,
Helga had been so used to seeing Arnold loving someone else but her heart felt like it was breaking. She was right there when Lila had kissed him. She knew how Helga had felt but ignored her so now here she was waking up alone after crying herself to sleep. Why couldn't she be like Lila?
She knew she couldn't blame them though she had told Arnold that she didn't love him in the FTI incident and she had even lied to Lila and said she was over him. She and Lila had become closer after that as Helga had gotten less abrasive and defensive. She knew she would have to change with College around the corner and so had tried to attempt to be a better person. Helga had become popular and had grown to become beautiful in her own way. She was still best friends with Phoebe and both were set to go to the same college: Phoebe for medicine and Helga for creative writing. Arnold had grown a little taller and now wore a checked shirt over his green top but was still an optimist. He had remained close with Gerald who was now Phoebe's boyfriend and so had become a little closer to Helga.
And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.
That's why she was at Rhonda's party. Phoebe had practically begged her to go as did Rhonda who had become closer to Helga as both were popular beautiful girls. After sipping a suspicious looking drink she felt her blood turn warm. It was true what they said, it was liquid courage. She had spotted Lila here but no Arnold and she was so tempted to call him and confess everything until she saw him at the door and all that courage disappeared and heartache reappeared as he walked over to Lila and held her instead of Helga.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.
All she wanted was some time with him to confess all her feelings but he would never return them like he did with Lila. There she was stood in a party dress attracting everyone else's attention but his. It was like they were playing a game where he could never see the real her and she refused to show him it. All she wanted to do at the moment was kiss him but she refused to do that to Lila and she knew he would never give his love to her.
Give me love like never before,
'cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,
She needed his love more than ever. Big Bob had begun to verbally abuse her about how she was useless and not Olga. He was right she wasn't Olga or Lila and she never would be. She couldn't be perfect and she knew that. Miriam was drunk all the time and so wasn't a big help at all. She couldn't wait to leave Hillwood and have a fresh start but she still loved Arnold and she knew she would have to get over it but she'd loved him since she was 3.
You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No I just wanna hold ya.
She was used to fighting from when she was younger and so knew she could fight away her feelings but for tonight she'd let them get the best of her and dream of him holding her and not Lila. It would hurt her in the morning but for tonight whilst she had alcohol in her system she would be fine.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
She was just watching, standing with her drink. All she could think of was leaving this place and how happy she would be away from this game that she and Arnold were always playing. She'd dreamed of confessing to him and kissing him and then he would confess. She knew it was just a dream especially when she saw Lila and Arnold kiss in front of her.
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
How stupid had she been? He'd never give his love to her. She wasn't Lila.
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