Hey Guys!

Today I'm celebrating my year anniversary. It had been a whole year since I've been on the site! Can you believe it!? (shakes head)

Anyways, I decided to start my second year on the site with a whole new story that I hope will turn out to be good.

This story has been invading my dreams and my daydreams, and I just couldn't get it out of my head. So, I decided to write it on the site and post it on September.

Note: This story has popped into my head when I saw the anime Black Cat, which is by the way one of the greatest and funniest animes ever. I was so fond of Train Heartened; the hero of the show, so I started imagining Atem like him. So, the point is, if you found anything similar to the show, you know why now.

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The Love Of A Heartless Vampire.

I sat on the edge of the bed in Mai's apartment and held my head in my hands. All I could think of in this, chilly, dark and scary night is his mysterious eyes and all I could imagine is his majestic and handsome face looking at me.

I didn't know how all these things had happened. It seems like yesterday when I came to his house. But the time flew fast. Way too fast that I barely had the time to let everything that happened sink in.

I still couldn't believe how I had the heart to leave him. To leave the love of my life and simply walk away. How could I just leave him while his beautiful amethyst eyes begged me to stay?

How could I leave him!?

His voice was so soft and shockingly tempting and sweet that I swear I was melting with every letter that escaped his lips. How could I go away while his soft words pleaded me to stay?

I shook my head at my silly words. He never said that he loved me anyways. He was just in a sort of a way begging me to stay with him because of his lust. He wanted me to be his pleasure slave, that's why he tried to sound hurt so I would pity him and stay with him...what an idiot!

The ironic thing in this thing, though, is that I always was afraid of him, so how could he think that I'll ever pity him? And the other ironic thing is that he didn't seem a bit sad by my departure. My senses told me that he was sad and hurt, but if anyone else saw him when I said goodbye and hugged him tight, he would say that he didn't give a damn. In fact, he would say that he wanted me to leave.

I sighed. But I loved him and it hurt so much to be away from him. I know that he only cared about his stupid pleasure. His dark desires. And his ultimate thrill in giving me so much pain. I knew that all. But I was happy just because I was with him.

He always gave me the safety that I was bereft of. He always seemed to comfort me without noticing. His words always knew how to cheer me up, though, he didn't mean it.

His words "You're mine" always seemed to give me the ultimate pleasure and the biggest happiness, though, he always said them in attempt to tell me that no one had the right to fuck me but him. He never meant that I was his and no one else can love me but him. No. He never loved me and I knew it. His words always meant that my body was his, but my feelings, he didn't give them a damn.

He knew I loved him so much that I was ready to give him myself whenever he asked for it. That's why he always seemed so thrilled when he would force me to his bed. Because he knew that I loved him too much to resist or object.

I know that he used me to satisfy his desires. But I didn't care. I just tried to give him all I can to make him love me, or at least to make him respect me and stop treating me like a mule. But with no luck.

Come to think of it, despite all the history we shared and the memories we had before he sent me to the orphanage. He still didn't love me.

He loved me so much back in that past life, why didn't he love me in this one? Even after I regained my memories, and expressed my love for him, he still ignored my feelings, as if he was actually a new person other than the old Atem I was always in love with.

But that doesn't matter now because he told me not to go back to him again.

I lied on the bed with a huge sigh. I curled up in a ball, hugging myself to keep warm as I thought back of the very first day we met, when he took me from my cage only to throw me again in another cage. His cage. I was like a helpless bird that was caught by a merciless hunter.

I was locked up with him with nothing but insults, threats, abuses and rapes all the time that I hated my life.

Tears streamed down my face as I recalled how he treated me. Closing my eyes, I pulled the sheets over my body and tried to keep myself warm in an attempt to drift to sleep. I just wanted to forget everything.

Who am I, you might ask?

I'm the poor, unlucky orphan girl Anzu Mazaki who fell desperately , one-sidedly and irrevocably in love with Atem Mutou; The heartless vampire...

And this is my story...

This is all for the first chapter. I know that you didn't get most of it but Anzu would say all her story in the next chapters and you'll all understand everything that happened.

Please guys review!

~Rawan