If This Is Love, Then I hate It
Hello Just a small note from the author :D all the italizied phrases are Samms thinking, at first it will adress that she is speaking to herself but eventually it gets taken away so I just wanted to add this is as a small side note so as to not confuse my readers. Thanks a bunch for reading
- Tattered Webs
Chapter One: New Fifth Seat
I'm standing outside the door to the main laboratory of Squad Twelves Shinigami research and development laboratory. I was nervous, I had excelled in biology and in chemistry. I knew every part of the body ,of almost any organism found in the soul society and also some found in the world of the living. I also knew how to safely remove all the organs and tissues inside the organisms without to badly hurting the subject. ( on a side note I also excelled in poisons).
So now I'm standing outside of research and development, taking up my position as Fifth seat. My shinigami uniform was blowing around me as I threw the door open and stepped inside. The first thing I noticed after stepping inside the lab was the overwhelming smell of chemical cleaner and metal. After standing there dumbstruck for a few minutes , 3rd seat and vice president Akon appeared. He smiled shyly at me as he said, "you must be the new fifth seat, Samm I believe your name is correct?". "Yes" I smiled back at him, "I'm very excited to become a part of the research team here". He smiled then and the three horns on his forehead seemed to perk up. "please follow me this way" he said.
He led me through the lab, pointing out different stations and what the different stations were used for. He was especially proud of this so called 'computer room'. The Gigai Expert Hiyosu sat at one of the large computer desks working on a huge monitor. When we walked into the room he turned around and gave me a large toothed smile and a wave, before he continued his work. "at this point, he is trying to make gigai that are completely fire proof", Akon chuckled, "it isn't working very well, but don't tell him that". I laughed, I like Akon I thought to myself. Finally we came into a smaller room. This room had a large examination table in the center and three more tables lined along the walls, a book shelf sat in one corner by a small computer, with a sink and cleansing station along the same wall . Along the wall closest to the door was a large glass cabinet filled with many different examination tools, I counted a total of four scalpels, all different sizes. "this is your office and the place you will be working in everyday" ,"this is perfect and just what I wanted, thank you " I said, "your most welcome Samm, and before I go Captain Yamamoto contacted us and told us that you have no place to stay at this current time is that right?", "Yes, I've been staying at the academy for longer then my school time and after I got this placement...". "well we have a room for you" Akon smiled "after you get settled in and sorted out I will come back later and lead you to your quarters".
I smiled "thank you this is wonderful, I'm thankful for the hospitality". He started to leave then but turned around last minute to say ,"Captain Kurotsuchi says to send his humblest of apologies because he probably won't be able to come and introduce himself today, he hopes you'll understand", "of course " I say back to him. He then takes his leave and I'm left in my new office.
I walk over to the computer desk by the book shelf and set the small bag I was carrying on the surface, I open it up and take out my favorite lab coat with the long sleeves and the large breast pocket. I also had my favorite pair of lab gloves, they were pink and a perfect fit to my small hands. I booted up the computer and my schedule for the day popped up on the screen, along with a note from Captain Kurotsuchi saying that I was to start with the simple dissection of a standard Hollow. Said Hollow was to be found in a cold room to the left of my office.
I quickly threw on my lab coat and gloves and walked out of my office and took a direct left. I was immediately faced with two big steel doors. I opened one and walked into the cold room. As I shut the door the room slowly lit up and I was faced with rows on rows of dead Hollows. I walked down the rows looking for one that was relatively fresh. After finding one I found suitable, I headed back to my office to start the dissection.
It took me about an hour to get the dissection finished. The Hollow flesh was hard from being frozen and wasn't that easy to cut but the new scalpels I was using were very well sharpened so the task was almost too easy.
I had separated all the internal organs into organized piles and was washing my hands in the sink when I heard a sharp voice behind me, "so you must be my new fifth seat Samm that Akon spoke off". I turned towards the voice to find Captain Mayuri Kurotsuchi standing in front of me. By his side was his loyal lieutenant and artificially created daughter Nemu Kurotsuchi. "Yes I am, its a pleasure to meet you Captain" ,he chuckled and walked towards the examination table with the dissected Hollow. He looked at each pile in turn and then said to me, "you are very meticulous is your organization and carry out of the dissection" , "Yes Sir, I like to make sure that every thing is properly organized so that clear data can be collected" I said sternly. He smiled a large white toothed grin at me, " I like organization, I think we are going to get along just fine", they way he said that comment caught me off guard and I felt something inside me tense up, I smiled back at him and bowed as he left the room. Before she left Nemu walked up to me and shook my hand and welcomed me as well and then she left me to finish cleaning up.
I had finished cleaning and was playing around on my computer when Akon came for me. " I will be showing you to your room now, please follow me". I shut down the computer and took of my coat and placed in on the desk and grabbed my bag before I followed Akon out of the room. Akon led me across the large main laboratory and past the entrance doors before turning into a hallway with a large flight of stairs leading upwards. I followed him up the stairs into a small cell like room. There was a small window to my left with a small bed underneath it. Along the far wall there was a small dresser and table and chair. Looking to my far right there was an open shower stall with no curtain and a toilet and sink next to that. "This is your room, it used to be used for some live experiments but it isn't used anymore and I think its perfect for you" ," Thank you Akon this is lovely" ,He smiled and bowed, "my pleasure" ,then he left.
I put my zanpakuto beside my bed, I had almost forgotten I was wearing it. I had excelled in sword play but I had kept that to myself because I had already mastered Bankai and most of the students my age had barely mustered enough power to will out their Shikai. I was to scared to tell anyone about it because I thought I would be thought of as dangerous and that would put me on a one way trip to the maggots nest. I preferred to work in a lab anyway so I just keep my spiritual pressure at a minimum. So all during my school years I pretended to be more of a lab nerd and I did just enough fighting to get me into my fifth seat position.
I unpacked my lab clothes, which Ill be more then happy to wear tomorrow and I started to strip. Nothing like a shower to wash off the day. I turned the water on and watched it until it started to steam. I stepped into the warm water and slowly I sat down underneath it and allowed the water to cascade over my body. I closed my eyes and drifted off.
I had only been asleep a few minutes when I was awoken by the sound of laughter. I looked up to see Captain Mayuri looking down at me. I flushed and hurriedly covered my naked body with my hands. "Akon forgot to bring you some soap to wash with, so I decided to be a nice person and bring you some, is that alright?" he asked with a smile. "Of course Captain you just surprised me thats all...um.. you can put the soap on the ground there i'll grab it when I get up", I held myself tighter, this is so awkward I thought to myself, I'm completely naked and he doesn't seemed to be phased at all. He smiled and walked towards me, he reached out and shut the water off not taking his eyes off me. Those eyes they pierced me. "You have such beautiful skin, I can really do things with skin like yours" ,as he said this he came down on one knee in front of me and slowing ran his hand up my ankle and onto my shin. My breath hitched as he continued to trail is pale hand up my leg and up over my knee. I pressed my legs together tight but with one smooth movement he had my thighs apart and was trailing his hand along my inner thigh. I place one hand over my sex to hide it and when he got to the curve between my thigh and sex he stopped. "Like I said before you have beautiful skin and you shouldn't be so eager to hide it", with that he got up off the floor leaving me breathless and cowering. He turned back just as he reached the stairs, his eyes caught me in their grasp and I sat there staring. Finally he laughed and left the room.
What was that all about I thought, I slowly got up off the floor and retrieved the soap he brought up to me. I turned the shower back on and quickly washed, never taking my eyes off the stairs.
I got out of the shower and quickly threw on my sleeping robes and jumped into bed. I sat there shaking, thinking to myself, why did the Captain touch me and why? Why am I so shaky?, I'm scared yes but there is something else, something I have never felt before, what emotion is this? I didn't know exactly but I did know something...I liked it.