With the Supernatural season over, I'm going to need something to do this summer. I guess I figured that writing little one-shots about Dean for each episode would be a cool way to pass the time. I'll try to update everyday if I can. Enjoy!

Title: Selfish

Summary: All he ever wanted was his brother. It was because of this that he knew he was selfish. A series of drabbles about Dean. One for every episode.

Rating: K+

Warning: Spoilers for episodes 1- however many episodes are in the series. You've been warned.

Disclaimer: SN is totally not mine. If it were, there would be more about Dean and his multitude of head-case issues :)

Selfish

All he ever wanted was his brother. He'd begged and begged his parents for a younger sibling, someone he could teach things to, and protect, and love. They'd given him what he wanted, brought the baby home from the hospital, taught him to feed and change and take care of the infant.

It had taken only six months for his dreams and his hopes and his mother to become consumed by fire. Six months exactly since the day the brother he'd always wanted had been born.

He couldn't help but blame himself. After all, his mother had died in the nursery, the nursery of the baby he'd begged for. He'd made her sacrifice her life for something that he'd wanted. It was because of this that he knew he was selfish.

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All he ever wanted was his brother. He'd begged and begged for Sammy to stay with him, to give the life of a hunter just one more shot. He'd wanted to keep his little brother safe, wanted to protect him from harm, and he couldn't do that with Sam in California.

He'd gone to his brother for help after their father had disappeared without a trace, and had been surprised to find that he wasn't living alone. He had Jessica. Dean had been replaced.

Sam agreed to help him find their father, and for that he was thankful. He had one more chance to get his brother back. He wasn't about to let it go.

But it went, and Sam didn't want him anymore. He wanted Jessica. Dean drove away from the apartment hoping against hope that Sam would change his mind and call him and decided to head back on the road. He wished for his brother, wished for something to fill the empty space of the passenger seat, for something to stop up the bleeding hole in his heart.

He'd gone back to see if wishes came true, and found that they do. Jess was burning, Sam was lost, and Dean was happy. It was because of this that he knew he was selfish.

So, that was chapter 1. What do you think? You DO know that reviews keep me breathing, right:)