Going Back Again

Author: LadyInWhite

Co-author: Goldenwolf88

Summary: Sam and Dean make a shocking discovery. Jessica is alive and is living under a new name and new life. When they find her, Sam is determine to get his girlfriend and bring her back home so they could pick up where they left off, only problem is, Jessica is suffering from Memory loss. Can Sam and Dean help her get her memory back, and will Sam still propose?

Disclaimer: We don't own the characters of Supernatural. Maggie is a made up character created by Goldenwolf88. Kelly Clarkson doesn't play in the real show of Supernatural, just thought it would spice things up to add a celebrity to the fanfic.

Jessica woke up in someone's house wondering how on earth she had gotten there when the last thing she remembered was... was nothing. She didn't know who she was, didn't know where she was or how she got there. Sitting up, she had a huge headache, and some sores. Glancing up, a kind man in his forties who looked handsome was taking care of her. She found herself in a log cabin. The man who found her had blonde hair and blue eyes. "Where am I?" she asked weakly sitting up more.

"My name is David," said the man. "And we're in the Smokey Mountains. I found you outside my house."

Sam Winchester burst up in bed and gasped. He had just had a vision. Jessica was alive and she was in North Carolina. "Dean!" he yelled. "We have to go to North Carolina!"

Jessica looked up at the man and felt confused more than ever. She was in North Carolin? How did she wind up here? "What happened to me?" she asked

as the cut on her forehead hurt. It made her dizzy to sit up.

Dean was already up and cleaning his weapons. They had just solved a case recently and it had been successfull "Huh? why come?"Dean wondered what his brother's visions were about this time.

"I'm not sure. I was hoping you could tell me." David scratched his head. "I was coming home after a hunt and you were laying in my yard."

"Jess is alive!" said Sam, yanking on a shirt and switching from pj pants to jeans. "We have to go find her!"

Dean looked at his brother. He knew Sammy missed Jessica very much, but to go around saying she could still be alive, wasn't healthy. "Sam, don't you think you are being dilusional? Jessica died because of a Demon and we found her on the ceiling just like mom at your place. Don't you think her coming back from the dead is raising the bar a little bit high?"

Jessica looked at the man again "I don't know what to tell you. I can't even remember my own name much less where I came from, or what happened to me. I'm in a huge mess!" Jessica looked down and noticed a ring on her left finger. It was a beautiful diamond ring, on a gold band,.so she knew by looking at it, she was engaged. But to whom?!

"Well, darlin', you're more than welcome to stay here until you figure it out. My daughter is about your age. She should be here in a few hours... she's studying to be a doctor, so maybe she can help you out." David glanced at his watch. He hoped that Maggie would get home soon...and that they didn't have to tell this girl their secret.

"Dean! I'm delusional. I'm going. Are you coming with me or not?"

"Thank you", said Jessica as she stared at the roaring fire before her. She was hungry, and alone even though she was in a room with a total stranger. If she was engaged, why wasn't her fiance' out looking for her? And what did he look like?

Jessica hoped he was a kind man and if he found her, he would be able to help her remember who she was before she went missing. Jessica laid back down and watched the roaring fire, and went back to sleep.

Dean sighed "Okay Sam I'll come with you. And you can drive", Dean tossed him the keys. "Suppose Jessica is still alive, where can we find her?" Dean asked as they walked to the Impala threw their stuff in the back, and climbed in the car. Sam got in on the front and Dean took the passenger side.

"The Smokey Mountains," said Sam, speeding until he got to the interstate. He and Dean were leaving Georgia, so they would be in the Smokies by the end of the next day. Sam's mind was racing. Could Jess really be alive?

A few hours later, Margaret Mcbride used the spare key in the mailbox to enter David's log cabin. "Dad?" she whispered. She saw movement in the kitchen and glanced over to Jessica before entering.

"Hey, Maggie," said David, hugging his daughter. "You didn't have any trouble on the way here did you?"

"A little ghost in Kansas, but that's about it," Maggie shrugged. "So we still don't know who the girl is? She has no idea?"

"None."

Jessica slept throughout the night, not even waking up to eat something. Even though she was hungry, Jessica felt like she couldn't eat. Her head ached, and she felt tired and weak all over.She slept until noon the next day. Jessica woke up the next day feeling a bit nauseated. The young woman checked her over and examined her wound carefully "You have a mild concussion and temporary memory loss. You should get it back but It'll take some time. I'm sure your family is worried and is looking for you".

"What happened to me?" asked Jessica. The young doctor looked at her again. "Looks like you were kidnapped by someone and left for dead". was the young doctor's reply. "I tested to see if you had been raped, which you haven't, but you are pregnant by someone. Your fiance' I presume since you have a ring on your finger".

Jessica had to blink at that one "I'm pregnant?"

Dean looked over at his brother "The Smokey Mountains", he whistled. "Sam, hate to tell you, lots of people live in the mountains. Do you know exactly where Jess is and what place she is in?"

"She's in a log cabin, up at the very top. I"ll know it when I see it," said Sam.

" Yeah, you are, which is why you really need to eat." The woman stood up straight. She had David's blue eyes, but black hair. "My name is Maggie, by the way. I know I look young, but I skipped a few years in school."

Jessica looked at her and smiled "Guess that's why I've been feeling a bit sick. It's very nice to meet you". she said as she got ready to eat the soup that had been made for her and drank some water. Jessica was really glad these strangers had been very kind to her and took great care of her. Jessica ate the soup, then asked for another bowl and ate crackers with it. The soup was noodles and chicken, and it tasted so good.

Dean was amazed by Sam's abilities as a Demi-God. When he found out that Sam wasn't a normal guy anymore but something more special, he feared Sam would be evil. But he wasn't. Sam is a Demi-God like he called it and was good

had visions, healed people, saved people, and could read anyone's thoughts and fears and knew just how to comfort a person and save em when they needed saving. Sam was special and not a hunter like he was. Dean knew that if he found Jessica, that he would want to take care of her, and go ahead with the wedding and their hunting days would pretty much be over.

"Sam, say if you find her, what if Jessica is suffering from memory loss? Would you still want to be with her?" Dean asked his cousin the question.

Sam looked at Dean, shocked. "Of course I would! What kind of question is that?"

Dean just shrugged. "Just a question. And I just wanted you to be aware of what we may be facing if we do find her. "

Jessica laid back down and turned on the tv in front of her. Nothing much was on except daytime stories, so she watched a few of them intrigued by the soaps. Her eyes kept going back to the ring on her finger. She wondered where her fiance was and if he even knew she was gone.