Emily's POV
I tried to ignore.
I tryed to hate you.
But you adored me so much.
I couldn't hate you for long.
I couldn't not be with you.
And in not hating you,
And in being with you
I lost my best friend.
I hurt her.
And I'm sorry.
But there isn't anything I can do.
I love you Sam Uley.
And so I must hust my own cousin.
Who was my best friend.
When she sees me,
she doesn't speak.
Maybe she'll say hello.
But I can see in her eyes.
Leah is hurting.
And I hate myself for doing this.
But I can't help it.
And I can't say I'm sorry,
Because she always walks away
With a broken look in her eye.
I hate seeing Leah like that.
I hate the whole thing.
I hate imprintion.
Because I love Leah.
And I think she still loves me.
But we can't be friends anymore.
We barley act like family.
She is sad.
And I understand why.
I understand why we can't be friends.
I took the man she loved.
And now she is alone.
I wish I could take it all back.
Give her Sam's love.
Because I know
That if this hadn't happened.
If Sam hadn't imprinted on me.
I would have never loved him.
I wouldn't be in pain.
I wouldn't feel as Leah feels, right now.
So, if you can hear me, Leah.
Please understand.
I miss you.
I wish that things could go back the way the were.
I could have found someone.
I know I would have.
So I can say that without lying.
I wish with all my power, that you could have him.
That you, my best friend, could be happy.
Because I love you Leah Clearwater.
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Leah4Life