Don't Let Go
By Twilight Always
C.D.J.B
Every word is like a dagger to my soul, to my heart, to my very being. Her words are the most important, to me at least. The thing is, her words are always cruel, and maybe, I'll admit, even sometimes deserved. But no matter what, it hurts all the same. I am in love with the girl who hates me. She doesn't see it though, she doesn't think im being honest, she doesn't believe a word a say. Its sad really, she doesn't know. She doesn't know how absolutly crazy I am about her, she doesn't understand that I've changed just for her. She is the only person on the face of this earth that I would change for. But no, she doesn't see it, and I don't understand why. I've done all I can, I've said everything I can think of, but she doesn't budge! she doesn't care. . .
You may be thinking, well if she really hates me that much, that I should just let go, I should just give up and leave it to rest, forget about the perfect fiery red head.
But I can't.
She is so much better then me. I've always known that. Shes so much smarter, I swear, she might even be smarter then Remus! and shes beautiful . . . like nothing I've ever seen. Her long, flowy red hair falls beautifuly, and her eyes are the most beautiful colour of green that seem to be able to see right through me, into my very soul. More importantly though, she has the biggest heart. Shes incredibly kind, even if its not to me. She doesn't like to see people hurt, because it pains her. Shes always thinking of everyone else before herself, something I'll always envy. Nobody. . .Nobody, will ever love her, or know her better then me. . . its just. . . not possible. I notice the way she bites her bottom lip tenderly when shes writing an exam, or thinking hard on a teachers question. I see the way her beautiful face lights up when she gets something right, or when shes laughing. I notice how she sits by the fire late at night, when she thinks nobody is up, and she just watches the fire, and she cries. She doesn't know it, but I've stood in the dark in the common room and watch her, wanting nothing more then to go up to her and wrap her in my arms, never wanting to let go. I see so much. . .why can't she she that I love her? if shes so bloody smart. . .why can't she see something as obvious as that?
So why don't I let go ? simple . . .you don't let go of what keeps you hopeful, which keeps you sane, and is always running through your head. You don't let go of what you want most, even if the object of that great affection doesn't love you back . . . letting go, that would mean having to forget. I could never forget, its impossible.
Lily evans is going to change the world someday, I know it. I just hope shes with me along the way.
And that, is why I, James Potter, will never, never let go of Lily Evans. My life without Lily Evans ... well that doesn't seem like really living .
AUTHORS NOTE!
Hey my lovely readers, I hope you liked it. I was feeling inspired to do this. I know theres a few grammer mistakes, but please just look past it this one timee ? pretty please! My lap top is getting fixed so i've been using my brothers, and the program I use to fix all my little grammer errors isn't on this computer!
But anyways, I hope you liked it! I really want to write a James/Lily story now, not just a one shot . So thats something that should be coming up soon when I get my lap top back.
Soo, thanks for reading ! REVIEW PLEASE, I KNOW YOU WANT TO !