Disclaimer: Mine? Psh. I wish. They belong to Ms. JKR. And don't bother
trying to sue. I'm an unemployed high school student who gets her kicks
talking 'bout gay men.
A/N: This is just a short little thing I wrote because I'm beyond stuck with Completely. It's pissing me off. But I won't vent. Anywho, hope you like it. It's kind of....well...I don't know. Just read and respond.
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"How did you know, Sirius?"
"Know what, Harry?"
"That you loved Lupin."
~sighs~ "I just knew, that's all."
"C'mon, Sirius! There had to be some way you knew."
"Harry....I'm trying to sleep."
"But this is important."
~Mocking tone~ "But this is important... Why is it that all the important things come up at these ungodly hours?"
"Sirus..please?"
"Why do you want to know about love so badly? You're only 15."
"You were only 16 when you got together with Remus."
"That's a whole year older."
"I'll be 16 in three weeks."
"It was a very mature 16."
"Screw off. I'm way more mature than you'll ever be." ~sticks out his tongue~
"Yeah. ~Rolls eyes~ Real mature, Potter."
"Sirius, please. I really need to know."
~sighing~"Is it that important to you?"
~looks Sirius in the eyes, unblinking.~
"Fine! Alright."
~huge smile~
"I guess I always knew I loved him. I'd get this funny feeling in the pit of my stomach every time I saw him. Most people didn't think anything of him. He was just Remus Lupin, but to me he was....."
"...breathtaking?"
"Precisely. Every time he held me I never wanted it to end. He'd look me in the eyes and my heart would leap into my throat. Every second of my life was about him. I breathed him with every breath. I tasted him with every taste. He was my life. I suppose that was my justification. But mostly, I just knew. I knew from the bottom of my soul that he was the one for me."
~Quiet for a few minutes~
"Thanks, Sirius"
"You're welcome."
"Sirius?"
~gruffly~"Whaaaaaaat?"
"Why aren't you together anymore?"
"Can we talk about this right now?"
~whining~ "Pleeeaaasse?"
~sighs~ "Because I was in Azkaban. I was just to hard to stay together after all of that."
"Do you think you'll ever stop loving him?"
"Distance makes the heart grow fonder."
"Will he ever love you again?"
"I doubt it. Things changed for him. He's at a different place in his life."
~Sighs~ "I'm sorry."
"Not your fault."
~quiet for a time~
"Harry?"
"What? I'm trying to sleep."
"It's important though."
~mocking tone~ "Why do all the important things come up at these ungodly hours?"
"Ha, ha. But seriously. Why did you ask me all of that."
"Because I needed to know."
"Know what?"
"If I was in love."
"Oh........well then. Are you?"
"Yeah."~sighs happily~ "I am."
"Does he know?"
"What? He? Who's he?"
"Ron."
"Who said anything about Ron?"
"I just know these things."
"Oh."
"Harry?"
"What?"
"Don't be afraid to tell him."
"Why?" ~ voice gets all panic-y~ "Do you know something I don't know?"
"No. Calm down. It's just better for him to know."
"Ok...but what if he doesn't feel the same way? What if he gets all freaked out because I'm gay? What if he's in love with Seamus or Dean or Neville or Hermione? What if-"
"Harry! Shut up. You're supposed to be the fearless hero."
"But-"
"No. Just find your balls and tell him."
~silence~
"Thanks, Sirius."
"Welcome."
" Are you going to sleep now?"
"How'd you know?"
~Fin~
Read! Respond! Please! I love you!
A/N: This is just a short little thing I wrote because I'm beyond stuck with Completely. It's pissing me off. But I won't vent. Anywho, hope you like it. It's kind of....well...I don't know. Just read and respond.
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"How did you know, Sirius?"
"Know what, Harry?"
"That you loved Lupin."
~sighs~ "I just knew, that's all."
"C'mon, Sirius! There had to be some way you knew."
"Harry....I'm trying to sleep."
"But this is important."
~Mocking tone~ "But this is important... Why is it that all the important things come up at these ungodly hours?"
"Sirus..please?"
"Why do you want to know about love so badly? You're only 15."
"You were only 16 when you got together with Remus."
"That's a whole year older."
"I'll be 16 in three weeks."
"It was a very mature 16."
"Screw off. I'm way more mature than you'll ever be." ~sticks out his tongue~
"Yeah. ~Rolls eyes~ Real mature, Potter."
"Sirius, please. I really need to know."
~sighing~"Is it that important to you?"
~looks Sirius in the eyes, unblinking.~
"Fine! Alright."
~huge smile~
"I guess I always knew I loved him. I'd get this funny feeling in the pit of my stomach every time I saw him. Most people didn't think anything of him. He was just Remus Lupin, but to me he was....."
"...breathtaking?"
"Precisely. Every time he held me I never wanted it to end. He'd look me in the eyes and my heart would leap into my throat. Every second of my life was about him. I breathed him with every breath. I tasted him with every taste. He was my life. I suppose that was my justification. But mostly, I just knew. I knew from the bottom of my soul that he was the one for me."
~Quiet for a few minutes~
"Thanks, Sirius"
"You're welcome."
"Sirius?"
~gruffly~"Whaaaaaaat?"
"Why aren't you together anymore?"
"Can we talk about this right now?"
~whining~ "Pleeeaaasse?"
~sighs~ "Because I was in Azkaban. I was just to hard to stay together after all of that."
"Do you think you'll ever stop loving him?"
"Distance makes the heart grow fonder."
"Will he ever love you again?"
"I doubt it. Things changed for him. He's at a different place in his life."
~Sighs~ "I'm sorry."
"Not your fault."
~quiet for a time~
"Harry?"
"What? I'm trying to sleep."
"It's important though."
~mocking tone~ "Why do all the important things come up at these ungodly hours?"
"Ha, ha. But seriously. Why did you ask me all of that."
"Because I needed to know."
"Know what?"
"If I was in love."
"Oh........well then. Are you?"
"Yeah."~sighs happily~ "I am."
"Does he know?"
"What? He? Who's he?"
"Ron."
"Who said anything about Ron?"
"I just know these things."
"Oh."
"Harry?"
"What?"
"Don't be afraid to tell him."
"Why?" ~ voice gets all panic-y~ "Do you know something I don't know?"
"No. Calm down. It's just better for him to know."
"Ok...but what if he doesn't feel the same way? What if he gets all freaked out because I'm gay? What if he's in love with Seamus or Dean or Neville or Hermione? What if-"
"Harry! Shut up. You're supposed to be the fearless hero."
"But-"
"No. Just find your balls and tell him."
~silence~
"Thanks, Sirius."
"Welcome."
" Are you going to sleep now?"
"How'd you know?"
~Fin~
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