Ain't you guys lucky? Two attack on titan fanfictions from me XD I just had another idea so I wanted to do one set in an Alternative Universe and one set in normal Attack on Titan time. Well this is a slow, more love filled one but with some sex scenes in later chapters, kay? XD alright, enjoy my second attack on titan fanfiction ooookay?


Dear diary

Monster. Freak. Worthless. Stupid. I am used to being called these names by everybody around me. Nobody trusts me here on the survey corps and they all shoved me into a attic room in case I turned into a titan when I slept. As if it ever happened before so why would it happen now? I looked around at my surroundings. One small candle to light up my room. It's cold. It's dark. It's nice to know everybody else has the height of luxury. I just wish they would all treat me more like a human being and less like a titan. But I guess that is too much to ask. Mikasa and Armin are by my side though and at least Armin keeps Mikasa under control before she goes off to beat the shit out of Levi.

But I don't want her to do that. I show great admiration towards Levi. I know that he beat me half to death but he was proving a point and was trying to secure my life. I just wish he'd trust me a little more. I remember when I was little and he rode through my town, I remember smiling and waving at him and Erwin. I always wanted to join the survey corps. And now I'm here...

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Eren Jaeger had finished the cleaning for the day. He was forced to do it three times by Levi to the point of Levi just giving up on him. Eren was exhausted, sick of the labour he had to do. But he had to be thankful as it was this or be dissected by creeps. Mikasa walked over to Eren, passing him a bowl of food. "Eat." She ordered. Eren shook his head, turning away. He was sat against a brick wall in the dining room. The others had left Eren to finish his 'sulking.' Mikasa growled. He was acting exactly like he was 5 years prior. A complete and utter asshole. "Eat it Eren." She said in her more threatening voice. Eren looked to the side. "No...what's the point?" He whispered under his breath.
"Eat the fucking food, you damn brat." Eren jumped up. Levi had entered the room and was stood at the far side of the table in front of them. He gulped. The look in his eye suggested that he was a little angry and it scared Eren a bit.
"B-but-"
"No ifs or buts. You need to keep your strength up. If you don't eat it then I will tie you to the chair and force it down your throat." Levi's cold stare pricked Eren's eyes a little as he caught a glimpse. He finally gave in, taking the food from Mikasa.

"We leave tomorrow. You brats need to make sure you get enough sleep." Mikasa stood up, storming out of the room and elbowing Levi on her way out. She didn't like him ever since he hurt Eren in the court. "Tch" was all she got as a response."Hey Eren, what's bothering you?" He pulled a chair over, sitting opposite to Eren. Eren averted eye contact. Why was he being all nice all of a sudden? Usually he'd throw something at him and tell him to stop sulking.
"Petra and the others...I don't think they like me very much..."
"Of course not...do you think we can form an emotional attachment to people? We can't consider people as 'friends' right now. You're just a runt but when you go out there and face the titans, you'll know what I mean." He mumbled too him, turning the complete opposite direction. "Now when you've finished, go too sleep." He said plainly too him. Eren looked down sadly. Friendship. Was there really no need for it? He wanted to get closer too Petra and Oluo and the others. Levi stood up. He swiftly turned around and left the room, leaving Eren alone. "How...lonely..." Was Levi perhaps lonely? Well, he still had a chance after the expedition to get closer to the others.

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The expedition didn't go to plan. They were ambushed by the female titan and worse...Petra and the others...were all killed. His chance to befriend them went too waste. He couldn't stop blaming himself for it. He sat in his attic room, knees to his chest. How could he be so stupid? He should had turned into a titan before but Levi's words...'If you turn into a titan now, you'll be a monster.' Levi had called him a monster many times because he didn't 'submit to anybody's will.' But Eren believed he was just human. He broke down and cried like a human would, he'd get scared, he'd get a boost of confidence. He'd also try and deny offers off people who would lock him up and beat him half too death. They were all human responses but he got called a monster for acting human.

"Mother...Father...I'm scared." Eren was in the corner of his room, repeating those words. He wanted to go back to his normal life. Before the titans would attack. Back too arguing with Mikasa and his mother or reading books with Armin. Back to his adventures with his father but all that life was gone. He was apart of the survey corps and was humanities only hope. Levi stood at the other end of the door. He heard Eren's cries to his parents. 'Tch...he is only a brat I guess...' Eren was only 15 years old. He should had been still living with his parents. Levi simply turned around and walked back up too his own room. Eren thought for a few minutes. What was Levi doing? Was he sleeping? How did he look when he was asleep?
'EREN NO! WHY IS THAT AN IMPORTANT TOPIC?!' He cried out too himself. He wanted to get a little closer too Levi and at least be worthy enough to be called his friend. But where was he too begin? It was hard to even hold a normal conversation with him. He decided he'd try in the morning. He needed to stop crying and get too sleep anyway.

"You're still up?" Hanji Zoe welcomed herself into Levi's room.
"Shitty four-eyes. Knock next time. You can't invade somebody's privacy." Levi scolded her as she jumped on the bed. She had a few sheets of paper in her hands, waving them around in the air. "I need to borrow Eren again tomorrow if that's okay with you." Levi sighed, removing his jacket and folding it neatly.
"Yeah, fi-" He cut himself off. "Actually no, I think Eren should rest for a bit." Hanji was surprised by Levi's response. She actually burst out into fits of laughter, getting a cold glare from Levi. Hanji took a few deep breaths to calm down. "Sorry, it's just, you're actually worrying about somebody? That's not like you."
"Fuck you. Get out." He growled at the woman who stood up, waving at Levi and taking her leave.

'Damn that shitty four-eyes.'


I'm trying to follow the story and make it as close too Attack On Titan as I possibly can. I'm open too suggestions. Considering it's bloody midnight, I probably missed out a fuck load of grammar mistakes in this so if you see any...point them out...please.