"Blood is really warm,

it's like drinking hot chocolate

but with more screaming."

Ryan Mecum


Pain has always connected her- with herself, her family and others. She has always loved darkness, pain or the suffering of others. But she tried to change that about herself when she joined Fairy Tail. She would never show her magic leading the others to think she was weak, and a burden since she didn't a team.

The truth was that she was afraid to let them in and to show them her cursed magic. Plus, she only made three people who she could truly call friends. They have also been hiding themselves but they have slowly been letting it out as more people ignored them, hated them, ridiculed them and insult them.

This girl at the age of eighteen, to others, seemed to have the brightest eyes that shone with shyness, uncertainty, and fear. But to the few who knew, it was a deception. When alone, it would be easy to see the disgust, hatred, loneliness, and sorrow. For she had lost her family too young to know of mercy, forgiveness, love, or compassion. She had already tainted her hands, what more could she do?

If only I could love…who would want me?


It wasn't right how they treated her. How could this guild become so cold-hearted just by one new member?

Just because the three girls are her only friends, it didn't mean the guild had to shut all four of them. Of course, there are the few exceptions. But it still hurt to have that last small branch of sanity slowly broken in half and crumbled to pieces then to be stepped on repeatedly.

They had darkness too, and it was a pain to act so cheerfully and be happy all the time. To be so innocent…

But now they can live freely with the one they love, the one who accepted them and their darkness for he was pure darkness himself.

Together, buildings will fall, cities will crumble, blood will splatter and people will collapse at their feet. For they are now the Duchess of Brutality, the Princess of Sorrow, the Queen of Insanity, The Goddess of Terror and the Overlord of Darkness and they control the Under-World.

Together, they would rule over everything.


"I do know that for the sympathy of one living being, I would make peace with all. I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other."

Mary Shelley