There are some nights I hold to every note I ever wrote
Some nights, I say, "Fuck it all!" Stare at the calendar
Waiting for catastrophes, imagining they'd scare me
Into changing whatever it is I am changing into...

And you have every right to be scared.

Some Nights Intro ~ Fun

My name is Ysabeau "Bo" McCorrigan and I am a Succubus. I did not always know I was a Succubus, no, I believed that I was human, living a human life. All that changed when I tried to have sex with my then boyfriend Kyle Williams. I did not know who I was, what I was or anything. All I knew was I was a freak. Asking my parents, I found out my life was a lie, I was not Beth Dennis like I thought I was, no, I was adopted but my parents had no idea on who had given birth to me. Ashamed, angry and arguing with my parents, I had run away and tried to create a new life. The only information I had, was that my name was in fact Bo.

Talking about what happened next to me is hard, too hard for me to talk about. All I will say is, I fell in love, I foolishly fell in love with someone, and he loved me. Loved was the right word. We split up after he sacrificed his love for me, so I could fight my Real Mom. It was something I could not stick around and watch. Dyson with someone else, so, after the last battle, I ran. I was pretty good at running, and running I had done.

I could not talk to anyone, Kenzi,Hale, Trick and especially not Dyson. It hurt too much to even consider speaking to him again, knowing that he could not love me and I mean love me. Like, holding me, touching me, arguing with me and the sex, all that had stopped and it hurt. It hurt too much to even consider doing it with him ever again.

Tears were rolling down my face as I looked back one last time at The Dal before I got into the car and drove away from everything. The only thing that I could think of was Dyson and what I had promised myself.

" Life's hard when you don't know who you are. It's harder if you don't know what you are. My love carries a death sentence. I was lost for years, searching while hiding, only to find I belonged to a world hidden from humans. I won't hide anymore! I will live the life I choose!"

(Short and sweet, Bo, will explain more when she has left her life behind. Though, there will be a time jump.)