AN: So if I get enough feedback on this fic I might make it into a multi-part series but i'm not sure yet.

Warning: This fic may contain bad language. It will definitely include a CONSENSUAL gay relationship.

So I guess this story begins on one of the many days Dean and I got into an argument. It was over one of the main things we argued amount these days, letting the angels ride shotgun on our jobs. Dean, as ever was against it, if only because he reserved a, not so little, hatred of Gabriel after the events at the mystery spot. In fact if it wasn't for my intervention I doubt Gabriel would still be walking let alone talking. I couldn't let him kill Gabriel, he could still be useful, especially with his 'just deserts' mantra. Castiel, for once, was on my side. He refused to allow Dean to kill his brother, and even though Dean wasn't thrilled about it he relented and allowed Gabriel to come along for the ride. But back to the present.

"I get we have to let him live, but why does he have to come with us? I'm sick of letting him ride in Baby, she deserves better."

"We need his knowledge Dean."

This wasn't wholly true. Yes Gabriel's knowledge could be helpful but I had found since Gabriel had started riding with them he had not had one bad dream, and although this couldn't possibly be completely accredited to Gabriel I had learnt not to look a gift horse in the mouth. And to be honest, I quite liked Gabriel's company.

"Oh we need his knowledge, his fucking knowledge Sam really?"

"Repeating it doesn't make it any less true Dean."

"What has happened to you Sam? Just two months ago you wanted the tricksters head on a spike."

"I know Dean but-"

"But what, Sam? What has gotten into you? He is a monster, plain and simple. He should be dead. WE kill monsters"

"You heard Cas De-"

"Yes I heard Cas but that's besides the point."

"No it's-"

"Make a choice then Sam, me or him?"

"De don't make me-"

"Oh I see you chose him over me! That's how its going to be is it?"

"No!"

"Yeah alright Sam I'm out. You don't need me."

"Don't say that!"

"Why it's the truth."

"No it's no-"

BANG! Dean had punched me in the face sending me tumbling backwards whacking his head of the wall.

"I'm out Sam, you want the angel so much you son of a bitch you can have him, I'm leaving."

I watched Dean pack up his stuff from my place on the floor where I had landed when he hit me. And not five minutes later Dean was gone. After he left I fell apart Tears falling down my face, I must have sat there for hours but I just couldn't move and so by the time Gabriel found me the tears and blood from my noes had dried to my face

"Gigantor what happened?" the noise felt like another slap and as Gabriel knelt next to me I burst into tears again. "Oh, highness, do not shed any more tears , I am here to rescue you"

"I can't- Gabe- I- Breathe- no" I started hyperventilating. Alarm was written all over Gabriel's face but I barley registered it as I lost control of my breathing. "Sam, Calm down, breathe, look at me, Sasquatch?" but I was to far gone. The last thing I saw before I passed out was Gabriel's face, worry etched in every line.

'It's warm' I mused as I slowly came back to consciousness 'And soft." I rolled over in the tight embrace I was in, pushing my head into the chest of- Wait What? I didn't go to bed with anyone- I didn't go to bed at all...

To be continued...

(If I get enough support)