Sam looked at his sleeping brother and tried to work out how he felt about him. The guilt had been building up since Dean's unexpected return. Why hadn't he looked for him this time?
He loved his brother.
But he loved Amelia too. He'd turned a corner after meeting her. She represented everything he'd never had.
Truth be told, he didn't look for Dean because finding him meant giving up on ever living the life he wanted.
He was glad his brother was back. But a part of Sam Winchester died each time Dean Winchester came back from the dead.
