I feel lost.
I feel forgotten.

I pulled up my knees and wrapped my arms around them.
With my finger I make little circles around on the floor.
Darkness, surrounded me.
Where are they talking about again?
My eyes, looking to all of them.
They keep talking, as if I am not around.
The meeting, one big mess, just as always.
Why did I join again?
A little sigh escaped out of my mouth. Well, even if I yelled something, no-one would have even noticed it.
One by one, they start leaving again. They must have been finished talking again. And as always, England and France ended up fighting.
I kept waiting, just to be sure, that they all would have left. That everyone would have walked away.
Slowly I close my eyes, emotionally not able, to even stand up again. I moved my head backwards, until I hit the wall with it. It doesn't hurt, but somehow, it feels more comfortable. Tears start to ran over my cheeks, but I even don't try to wipe them away. Why would I? No-one would notice anyway. And I am the only one left.

"Hey." A friendly and nice voice simply talked to me. I opened my eyes, just because I got curious. I didn't hear anyone coming in … and why would anyone talk to me?
The friendly Italian smiled to me and reached his hand out to me. Yes, I have heard a lot about him, but I don't know if I should ignore him, or talk to him. Would he be nice? Or would he kick my ass out of nowhere?
Confused I stare to his hand, which he reached out to me. Why would he do that?
"We are nations. We should help each other. The world is big. You will never be alone."
Those worlds, so easy, but somehow, they really make me feel better. Maybe because no-one else ever talks to me?
With a little smile, I took his hand as he pulled me up. He looked at me, with a silly smile, I like that. Then he turned and walked away, I think ... he wanted to leave me behind. But even before I could realize that, he stopped walking and looked back to me. Asking with his eyes, when I come with him. No, he wouldn't leave me behind.
At least someone knows, that I exist.
Thank you Italy. You are so nice.