When you asked me
My answer was water.
Then spring came.
Every day with you,
The snow
Inside my heart was melting.
It was a dream,
But all dreams
Come to an end.
Summer broke that dream,
As the glass hit.
You blamed yourself,
You fell sick
In your heart.
I suppressed your memories,
The same memories
That we shared.
The long, lonely summer.
Then the fall came,
That girl showed up.
She gave me hope
Like the colored leaves in admen.
It wasn't happiness,
But we all had something,
Hope.
Than it was winter again,
Our need for hope
Was gone.
A burden lifted,
After twenty-eight years
With that burden,
I was
Lonely.
The ice of winter
Reappearing.
I hope life is locked now,
In internal spring.
Standing next to her,
Not you
As I always imagined.
You're here though,
Crying in the front row
Because of your best friend.
Even not with you
Now I am
Happy.
Possibly even happier.
My eternal spring has come.
I have grown up.
I have let you go.
Just a happy memory.
I am no longer dwelling on dreams.
Now I know,
When snow melts
It becomes
Spring.
