Lost

Himitsu

Disclaimers: Not mine.

Warnings: Yaoi if that stuff scares you then run! If your still here then good. Metions of rape and a couple of bishies getting it on.

Notes:

[...my butt looks big...] thought "...It is big!" speech (no more burgers for me) comments here and there.


Katsuya was on his way home...wait it wasn't fit to be called "home", it was fit to be called "hell". That would really be the appropriate name for that place because the devil actually resides there. [1]


Katsuya's POV

"Boy this sucks...Now I have to go home, yeah right, HOME. More like "hell" to me...Damn, of all the days to finally realize how Seto has been really treating me, I just had to choose a Saturday. I can't go to my friend's houses they're going to suspect that something's up. So I guess I just have to go to the stupid hell-hole. Now I have to face my father when he's all bitchy because of his hangover...It's not my fault he likes to drink himself to a coma, but he damn makes sure that I get my "punishment". Oh well, after what happened at Seto's...wait KAIBA's... I don't know if MY "punishment" would hurt more...

(Flashback...)

"Seto! Come on! Leave your laptop for a while! Let's have some fun!" Katsuya whined to his boyfriend who was busy typing something.

"Hn." Seto answered without even stopping.

"Seto! Don't you love me anymore?" Katsuya whined again. Seto was waiting for more whining from his boyfriend but all that greeted him was silence.

[Weird] he thought.

He momentarily stopped his typing to look at his puppy. Yes, HIS. He was damn possessive of his puppy but he would rather jump from the top of his building than admit it out loud.

"Puppy?" he inquired.

"I just realized something..." Katsuya started as if he was talking to himself.

"Never have you said that you loved me." Katsuya paused then raised his puppy brown eyes to meet Seto's icy blue ones.

"Well, do you?"

Seto wanted to yell, "YES", but he couldn't. It was just so damn hard. He was just starting to open up c/o his puppy of course but it was still hard for him to express his feelings. Seto looked at Katsuya. The blond was looking at the floor now.

[Shit! I think he took my silence the wrong way.]

Seto didn't like that one bit. So he did what he did to make Katsuya shut up. He kissed Katsuya on the lips...hard.


A/n: Lemon here lemon there, lemon everywhere. Btw, the lemon part of this fic can be viewed under the pen names: himitsu-chan in Adultfanfiction.net and himitsu in Mediaminer.org



Katsuya was the first one to wake up. He felt exhausted after their intense love-making but he was still pissed at Kaiba. It was obvious that his boyfriend was distracting him and he wanted to know why. It was only a week before their anniversary but during the entire duration of their relationship, never has Kaiba said those wonderful three words. He was not asking for too much right? So he decided to get the answers that he seeked. Besides, he was also feeling so sticky so he might as well ask Seto if there was a shower in the Kaiba Corporation building.

"Seto, wakey-wakey." He cooed, but then he remembered that he was supposed to be mad at the man.

"Seto! Wake up!" he shouted.

Seto blearily opened his eyes and looked at Katsuya. The blond would have glomped him and called cute because of his appearance. Too bad the blond was still holding a small grudge at the young CEO.

"Why are you trying to distract me? Why don't you answer my question?" the blond said to him suddenly.

Seto did not really feel like distracting his precious puppy right now, but he wasn't about to answer thought.

"Why didn't you just tell me directly?" Katsuya's voice was so devoid of emotion that even Seto wanted to piss his pants because of that. Seto Kaiba wasn't the kind to be easily intimidated. That was also a bruise to his ego.

"Tell you what?" he replied just as icy.

The blond flinched at the tone of Seto's voice but he was not about to be put down by that.

"That I'm just your fucktoy."

"What?"

"I just realized..." Katsuya started in a voice that seemed so far away.

"Never have you once said that you loved me. And all we ever do when we're together is fuck."

Seto opened his mouth to object but Katsuya cut him through it.

"Yeah we eat together sometimes but never in public. I know you're ashamed of me. And besides, you never want to spend time with me 'coz you're always busy."

[But I AM always busy.] Seto thought.

"Why didn't you just tell me so we could have arranged a price?" Katsuya spat.

That did it. Seto was now really fuming. Did Katsuya just imply that the blond was only like a whore to him?

"Get out." If the blond was not out of his sight once he really blew up there would be bloodshed.

"Oh now your throwing me out 'coz I realized your "evil scheme"?" the blond said to him sarcastically.

"Just get the hell out." He replied in his icy monotone.

"Fine, just don't expect me to be there if you need someone to play with."

"Fine!." Seto shouted.

"Fine." With that Katsuya was out of his office.

After a few minutes, Seto realized what just happened. He screwed up... big time.

(End Flashback...)
Katsuya was in front of the hell-hole that he was supposed to call "home". He knew he looked stupid just standing in front of the door but he was not really in the mood to be a punching bag right now. He just really felt so tired right now and all that he wanted to do was climb into a whole and die. After deciding that he really won't be able to escape this, besides, there was a shower there, and he was really in desperate need for one.

"I'm home." He greeted. But he was only answered by silence.

[Good. Dad's not here yet.]

So he dashed to his room to get the things that he needed for his shower. But when he arrived at his room, his father was there sitting on his bed.

"Where the hell have you been you bastard?"

"Uhm...I was...uh..."

[Quick think of a lie.] Katsuya told himself.

"What? Cat got your tongue you bastard. Wait... I shouldn't call you that, I should be calling you bitch instead."

"Huh?"

"Don't play dumb bitch. I know you've been to your boyfriend and I know that you played around with him, I can smell it."

Katsuya's dad was advancing towards his son. Katsuya was already covering his head for the punches he was going to receive.

"Why don't you answer me you fucking faggot? And don't worry, I won't hit you. I have other plans for a faggot like you."
Seto was sitting uneasily in his chair. It was already Monday and he hasn't been able to contact Katsuya. He really wanted to ask for forgiveness but he just really can't contact the blond. He had even swallowed his pride and asked Yugi about the blond's whereabouts but he too had no idea where his friend was. Katsuya did not even hang-out the game shop like he always did on Sundays. He was really starting to think that his boyfriend...well maybe ex-boyfriend was really avoiding him. But he wanted to right his mistakes and he also wanted to remove that annoying prefix –ex-.

He glanced again at the clock. Katsuya was usually late but NOT an hour late. And the odd thing was, their teacher Mrs. Iwamoto hasn't attended class yet. After about 5 minutes later, the door opened to a very teary eyed Mrs. Iwamoto. The whole class was alarmed especially Seto, even though he did not show it.

"Class, settle down, I have an announcement to make. Your classmate, Jounichi Katsuya, will not be attending this school anymore."

Gasps could be heard from around the class and Yugi's eyes were starting to get watery.

"He was well, his father decided to move away because of something that had happened to his son."

"What happened to Jou sensei?" Anzu asked. She too was on the verge of tears.

"Well, I don't know if I should tell you..." the teacher started.

"Just tell us!" Seto shouted. Many were startled by his outburst but right now he didn't care. He just wanted to know what the hell happened to his puppy.

"He was violated." She said in almost a whisper.

Now Yugi's gang were really crying and Seto was utterly shocked.

[I didn't rape him...I'm sure he also wanted it...wait, somebody else must have touched him!] he thought angrily. Once he found out who that was, there would definitely bloodshed.

"And his father brought him abroad for treatment." The teacher said again. She now noticed that most of her students were crying.

"I guess we could hold the lesson for today, just no noise okay?" she said then she slumped to her chair.

Her class complied but before that Honda suddenly cursed.

"Bull shit!"

That brought Seto out of his thoughts so he decided to hear what his puppy's friend had to say.

"What's wrong?" Ryou asked him in a whisper.

"Brought him to abroad for treatment my ass. His father wont' even pay shit for him.

"What do you mean? His father cannot be that bad. You're..." Ryou started but he was cut off by Honda.

"Trust me, I know his father and I don't even know where the hell he got the money to go abroad."

"What are you trying to say?"

"I smell bullshit about this. I just know it. And we have to get Jou out of this."

Seto and Yugi's gang who were also listening could only nod in agreement.

[Just wait puppy.]
TBC?

-- should I continue or not? I'm not sure myself...hehe -- btw, please r&r I need feedback to know if somebody likes this or not.