A/N: hiya all! Kisa-chan's back with a song fic!

Disclaimer:

Code Geass © CLAMP

Kimi no Kioku © Mao

Love and Sorrow

Mai ochiru hanabira hoho o tsutau shizuku

Ano hi futari de miageteta keshiki ni ima tada hitori

(Flower petals fluttered down, teardrops trail down my cheeks

In the scenery we looked up together on that day, now I'm just by myself)

After the war against the Britannia, Japanese had recovered, but not with our (ex) Private First Class Suzaku Kururugi. He lay on the hospital bed, unconscious. Beside him, sat a boy in his age with a worried face, his name is Lelouch Lamperouge.

His face covered with sweat, his hands holding the other male's hand. He prayed silently that Suzaku would wake up at any time now. He whispered silently

"Please, come back, Suzaku…"

omoidasu no ga kowakute

hitomi kokoro o tozashite

nandomo kesou to shita no sono tabi ni anata afureta

(Recalling it is scary

So I closed my eyes and heart

And I tried to erase you again and again, yet every time, you spilled out)

He couldn't manage the tears that started to overflow his handsome face. The door opened, Lelouch's sister entered the hospital room with Sayoko. Then, Sayoko leave her in Lelouch's care

"Onii-sama"

Lelouch diverted his head, looked at Nunnaly

"Yes, Nunnaly? It's rare for you to come here"

"It's already late, Onii-sama must go home" Nunnaly pleaded

Lelouch smiled softly, "No, Nunnaly, I must take care of Suzaku. It's my fault Suzaku ended up in here"

Nunnaly cannot say no, she bowed her head and leave with Sayoko whose waiting outside

Lelouch gripped Suzaku's hand hard, tears falling from his eyes, he whispered just one name

"Suzaku…"

zutto mamoritai to negatta tatoe kizutsuitemo

dare yori mo chikaku de mitsumeteita

dakishimeta nukumori wa mada kono te no naka ni

wasurenai ikutsu no kisetsu o kasanetemo anata omotteru

(I wished that I'd want to protect you forever, even if I got hurt

Close to you, I watched you more than anyone else

Your warmth that I embraced is still in my hands, I won't forget

No matter how many seasons I pass through, I'm thinking of you)

In his unconscious state, Suzaku's dreaming. He dreamt about him, Lelouch, Nunnaly, and the people are safe. Britannia government gone, but the people are more comfortable and friendly with the Japanese. He held the Prince's hand softly, looking at the stars that formed above them. The warm hands felt so real, until he heard a whisper

"Suzaku…"

hajimete atta toki ima mo oboeteru no

tsukiakari ni yurameiteta kanashige na sono yokogao

(Even now I remember the moment when we first met

The view of your wistful face from the side flickered in the moonlight)

He looked at the people behind them, CC, Nunnaly, Milly, Sayoko, and all of them. They were welcomed him and the Prince. He saw Lelouch stood and helped him to stand. Nunnaly opened her eyes. She could see again, her blue eyes are beautiful. Same as the violet ones that held his hand now, he was so happy, seeing Lelouch smiled to him. He closed his eyes and his ears are all open. He heard something, whispered, waking him up

"Suzaku…"

setsunasa o kakaeta mama

hitomi kokoro o nurashite

ookina senaka dakishime tsubuyaita watashi ga iru yo

(While I held my suffering

I teared up in my eyes and heart

And I embraced your broad back and whispered "I'm here")

His emerald green eyes fluttered open, the first thing he saw is the violet eyes were overflowed by tears

"Lelouch…?"

"Lelouch…? Why are you crying?" Suzaku asked, smiling softly

Lelouch's mouth gaped, tears falling down from his eyes. He quickly released Suzaku's hand and hugged him tightly

"A-ah, Lelouch, what are you-?" Suzaku stuttered before Lelouch cut his sentence

"Why didn't you wake up earlier, baka? I'm worried sick of you!" Lelouch stammered with raspy voice, his body quivered, "Welcome home, Suzaku, I'm tired of waiting"

Green eyes widened, but smiled softly after, "Yeah, I'm home again, Lelouch"

sotto tsutsumikonda ryoute wa anata no tame ni aru

nani mo iwanaide tada kou shite

subete o nakushitatte koukai nado shinai

honki de omotteta

anna ni mo dareka o nidoto aisenai

(My hands that you softly cupped are there for you

Without saying anything, we'd just be like this

Even if I lost everything, I wouldn't regret it

That's what I earnestly thought

I can't ever love someone else like that again)

A few days later, Suzaku was out from the hospital. Lelouch was the one who picked him up and dragged him to Lelouch's house. His friends held a party for his recovery. He was so happy, they care for him. After the party was finished, Lelouch grab his hand and drag him to a hill

It was so silent, so peaceful when they sit on the top of the hill. Lelouch held Suzaku's hand. The brown haired man blushed lightly, but held back the black haired man's hand

"Suzaku…"

"Yes, Lelouch…?"

"I always imagined that we would end up like this, holding onto each other's hand" Lelouch's eyes stared into the endless starry sky

"Yeah, I saw it in my dream when I'm unconscious in the hospital bed" Suzaku implied

"Suzaku…" violet eyes stared deeply into the green ones

Lelouch leaned closer, close enough for Suzaku to hear his whisper

"I Love You"

He closed the gap between them, Suzaku melted into the kiss. Lelouch grabbed the knight's head, deepening the kiss. They stayed like that until air was an issue. They broke away

"I Love you, too, Lulu" Suzaku said in a deep breath

They embraced each other and spend their night on top of a hill, with the stars surrounded their deep sleep

zutto hanarenai to chikatte

kami o nadetekureta nanoni naze tonari ni anata wa inai

dakishimeta nukumori wa mada kono te no naka ni

wasurenai ikutsu no kisetsu o kasanetemo anata omotteru

(You vowed that you'd never leave me

And stroked my hair; yet, why? You're not by my side

Your warmth that I embraced is still in my hands, I won't forget

No matter how many seasons I pass through, I'm thinking of you)

-fin

Omake:

"Oh my, they are so sweet" Nunnaly, who had regained her sight, said softly

"They are very, very, sweet couple" Milly added

"Should we leave them like this? They would catch a cold" C.C implied

"Oh they wouldn't, C.C. See? They embraced each other, they are in each other's warmth" Milly said, pointed into the couple

"Yeah, Onii-sama deserved this. Let's go inside the house, Sayoko made some cakes" Nunnaly offered

The other followed Nunnaly and leaves them slid into their own world

Music: Kimi no Kioku by Mao ()

A/N: HYOOOO! It's finished, finally! I was longing when can I wrote a fic about Code Geass (SuzaLulu for sure). They are sooooooo… cute, I love SuzaLulu, and I love all yaoi fangirls. Well, you should hear the song, it's really nice. I dedicate this for my favorite Author, aRaRaNcHa and nanonine. Baca ya English fic-nya Kisa-chan

That's all folks! Have a nice day!

Regards,

Kisa-chan