A/N: Hi~ This is a Shizaya drabble I wrote some time ago but was too lazy to post! I hope you enjoy it! :) Disclamer: I do not own any of the characters.
Title: What will you do if I told you how I feel?
What will you do if I told you how I feel?
Would you not talk to me anymore?
Would you think I'm weird?
I say I'm not scared of anything, but I'm scared of losing you.
Everytime I see you my hearts skips a beat. Those small accidental touches when you give me something start a tingling feeling in my chest.
I'm pretty sure you don't feel the same.
I listen when you talk about some girl you like. I just have to suck it up with a smile and encourage you to tell her how you feel. To try it... but then I regret it. When I see you smile with her so happily, that smile you never show when you are with me, I feel my heart tearing up in two. I don't know how to talk to you anymore. I lose myself in those intense eyes of yours and in your sweet low and teasing voice. Everyone can see it so clearly that I love you, but you are the only one that doesn't see it.
Why?
Why don't you see it?
That day I went to school looking forward to seeing you and when I do I see you extremely happy and I ask you what happened.
With the brightest smile I have ever seen on your face, you tell me that you and her are going out. You wanted me to be the first to know.
I want to cry. I can't take it any longer, but I don't want you to see me crying, so I smile and congratulate you!
Then you proceed to tell me about you and her and so I smile and pretend everything is fine.
When school is over you invited me to go and hang out with both of you and I told you that I couldn't because I had to go home to finish the project.
You looked at me and...damn... you just had to say that I don't look well. I said that I stayed up late playing video games and so you smiled and said I should sleep tonight then. I just agreed and waved you off. You are gonna be late if we talk any longer.
She is waiting.
After we parted I went home. To my little apartment that normally felt so warm now felt cold. I dropped my backpack and took my shoes off somewhere in the living room.
Normally I would have eaten something and do my homework but I went straight to bed and just laid there...
Crying.
Thank You for reading this :)
