Today
What is it about you that makes me love you? I've never
really been sure until now. Now I know. Desire and lust may bring us together,
but family and friends will bring us apart. Our love is forbidden, and yet we
embrace it, as if it were some sort of challenge. You mean the world to me, and
yet, I cannot have you. When we kiss I feel like I'm in heaven, away from all
my troubles, and yet, I cannot want you without risking both our lives. Your
reputation, your job...my education. Student Teacher relationships never were
very easy. Sometimes I dream about you in the more boring of my lessons - sure,
I love lessons, but History Of Magic really is the most boring of all. One day
I dreamed that our love was allowed, that we could roam free in the bosom of
our entrapment. Now I realize - that entrapment, that secrecy we have to keep
about us - is what makes me want you.
Today is the greatest day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow, tomorrow's much too long
I burn my eyes out
Before I get out
I wanted more than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore of saving face
Today is the greatest day I have ever known
Can't wait for tomorrow, I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get out
I love you, and yet I cannot have you. I see beyond the
stern Professor, I see into a mind of immense complexity and confusion, and
this I love. Your life is tarnished by rugged patches of hurt and torment. Why
did you have to go through this all by yourself? But it's okay now - I am here
with you. Forever and a day, I will love you. Please believe me, my love. Our
love is all that keeps me together any more. Yes, I know, I am a girl of
sixteen and you are a grown man of thirty-seven, but age is of no factor to me.
What is twenty years or so to love?
Pink ribbon scars that never forget
I've tried so hard to cleanse these regrets
My angel wings were bruised and restrained
My belly stings
Do you regret what you did? I see the scars on your back
when we are together. Did they hurt you? Do you know what I would give to kill
the men who hurt you so much? I would die for you, and yet I wonder whether
this is true love. I lust after you every second we are apart. But is it the
secrecy of our relationship that makes me crave for you to scream my name in
ecstasy? Maybe, if we told people, the ones that understood would say we went
too fast, we loved too quickly. But for us, it was perfect. I hungered after
you, your touch, your sweet whispers; your body resting against mine...perhaps
it is just a teenage romance. You know, the kind you see in Muggle cinemas. But
I think I am falling for you. Are you falling for me?
Today is, today is
Today is the greatest day that I have ever known
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you round
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you
I feel your presence when you walk in the room, like we are
connected in some mysterious way. When we make love we seem to know what the
other wants, and take it only so far. This I lust for. No one has ever treated
me like this before - not Harry, not Dean...no one. But you do, my serpent. You
are like an angel to me, your touches. You are my love, my one true...so far. I
want to climb to the top of the Astronomy tower, and yell your name to the
world. I want to shout our love around the castle. I want to make all those who
lust after me jealous of you. I want you to feel wanted. And on that day, we
shall love forever more.
Today is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
Today is the greatest day that I have ever known
I love you, Severus Snape.
This is for you.
-Ginny