My darling…
It's so cold not having you near me.
Even in your dungeons you had the power to warm me through.
But now you are gone and I'll never feel your arms around me again.
I'm so sorry I left you. But you knew I had to help Harry.
I saw the light leave your eyes, and I knew it was the end.
I knew you had gone from me forever…
But I tried, Severus! I tried! I did…oh gods, I tried.
I ran back to you as fast as I could. I held you…
I breathed into you. I kissed you. I cried on you. I bled on you.
I used my most intelligent and sophisticated magic on you.
But I knew…oh, I so heart wrenchingly knew that you had gone.
I told you how much I love you, over and over and over again…
I tried my hardest to bring you back.
But, my god, I just couldn't! I couldn't, ok?! And I'm sorry…I'm so, so sorry…
Severus…
I have to say goodbye…
No, my dear, not to you…I've had enough of living without you.
I'll be saying hello soon…
I have to say goodbye to Harry and Ron…
They won't understand, my love…they'll never know until they read what I have written on this blood stained page, and see my cold hands clenched around your lifeless body.
Severus…
I'm coming to be with you.
I've never loved so much…I never felt it possible to hurt this much, to feel so incredibly, entirely empty.
I love you.
I really do.
But, I am sorry…I know you won't be proud, but I just cannot let go.
You are my world.
My love.
My life.
And now…my death…
