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Chapter 1: Fears

BPOV(5 years after breaking dawn)

I was sitting on the couch by myself in our cottage, Edward was off hunting with Carlisle and his brothers, and Rose, Alice and Esme were out shopping, leaving me and Nessie at home by ourselves for the day.

We decided that it would just be mommy- daughter day and spent most of the day making cookies and cupcakes for Jacob, and the rest of the pack. We had fun. But when it was time for her to go to bed, she came out of her room after getting her pajamas on, and handed me a necklace saying that she found it lying in the corner of her bedroom.

If my face could have paled anymore than it already was, it would have probubly been glow in the dark. I recognized it immidiately as the necklace that the Volturi had given me as a wedding present years ago. After the confrontation with the volturi I had taken it off and thrown it into the corner of Renesme's bedroom and never even glanced at it again. But now that Nessie found it all of my fears were unearthed.

Which has lead me to where I am now, sitting crosslegged on the couch staring into our fireplace, twirling the necklace around in my fingers. My mind was running wild with my fears, 'what if the Volturi come back', 'just because they left with their tails between their legs last time doesn't mean they wont come back and it will turn out the same way', 'what if they try to take her away from me' ,'what about Edward', ' we'll never win an actual fight with the volturi'!

I was so caught up in my worrying that I didn't even notice when Edward walked into the cottage, until he slid onto the couch next to me a wrapped his arm around me and placed a kiss on my shoulder. Even then I didn't budge.

"What's wrong, Love?" always so perceptive.

"Nothing's wrong," I tried to lie but I knew I wasn't very convincing he always saw through me.

"Bella, you know your a horrible liar, tell me what's wrong" he said firmly.

"Nessie found this in her room tonight" I sighed holding up the necklace. He just looked at it for a while, before he sighed a started stroking my shoulders trying to thaw my rigid body.

"Bella how many times have I told you, they wont get anywhere near her, Alice will see it ahead of time nad we'll figure it out, I wont let anything happen to her... or you. Stop worrying, everything will be fine" He tried to reason with me.

"I'm her mother, I never stop worrying, and if they decide to come back its going to turn into a fight, a full on blood bath, only minus the blood but you know what I mean! And you know we wont win Edward! I can't let them take my baby!" I was hysterical now.

Edward just kept rubbing my arms trying to sooth me. "Bella, nothing is going to happen to her, and if they do come back we have the advantage! With you, me, and Alice's powers! And not to mention all the people we have on our side! Bella your worrying about something that may never even happen, they may never even come back!"

"I know, but just the thought of not being able to protect her, protect you. I can't lose you two, your my whole world." My eyes were pleading with him to understand.

"I know, you and our daughter are my whole world too, and I can't lose you either, but we'll cross that bridge when we come to it" It was still bothering me, I know he wasn't going to let up until I stopped worrying. "Bella, let it go" he commanded in my ear licking my earlobe, tickling me, I tucked my head in and tried to keep from smiling. Tickling was always my undoing, it was my ultimate turn on, I know its weird but whenever he tickled me he it always got me out of my head, especially when I was doing my artwork which is something I had taken up and realized I was surprisingly good at, but I would sometimes get frustrated with my work and he would come and drag me out of my studio tickling me, which usually lead to sex!

"You asked for it!" He growled before digging his fingers into my side, making me jump almost 5 feet!

"Eeeeeeeeeeeeee!" I squeeled, and squirmed to get away, he just wrapped his arm around my waist, holding me there, and kept tickling me! "Aah! Edward stop! Please!" He just laughed and moved to the back of my knees. "Noooo! Aaahaha! Baby, your going wake Nessie!"

He finally relented once he had me pinned to the couch. I look into his honey colored eyes, and kissed him. I threaded my fingers into his hair as he pushed his tongue into my mouth. I dont know how long we sat on the couch and made out like horny teenagers, which we were!

After a while he scooped me up and carried me to our bedroom. "I love you" he murmured.

He laid me down on the bed slowly and crawled up the bed to me and placed a kiss on my lips, before pulling back and slowly starting the remove my clothes, his eyes following his every movement. Once all of my clothes were gone he leaned back and let me undress him, stroking his chest, kissing each muscle. I'm pretty sure his eyes rolled back into his head when I licked his nipple.

Once we were both naked, he laid down on top of me in between my legs, wraping his arms around me. He started kissing me reverently, and slowly, my lips, jaw, neck, shoulders, breast, all over my body, murmuring 'I love you's, telling me everything would be okay, he wouldn't et anything happen, quietly reasuring.

If I could have cried, I would have. His love was so overwhelming and all consuming, that I just wanted to cry sometimes.

When he finally entered me I let out I whimper, and clutched onto his shoulder. He glued his lips to mine and when our tongues met, I moaned into his mouth, encouraging him. We made love slowly and reverently, he knew that I needed this reasurance. I love this man! He always knew what I needed, always took care of me, he was always so strong , and I always felt safe and loved in his arms. It's were I belong.

Our movements were becoming frantic, we were both panting and moaning, and the headboard was hitting the wall. I wrapped my legs around his waist, and wraped my arms around his neck, desperately clinging to him with everything I had. If he were human I would probubly be choking him! But I needed him, sue me!

"Baby, I'm close!" I moaned, meeting his thrusts.

"Your so beautiful Bella! Come for me, Love" He breathed in my ear and I knew he was close too.

"Oh, Edward... Baby! I... I'm... Oh God, baby! Oooh!" I cried out as I released, clenching around him, and muffling my screams and whimpers into his shoulder. Soon I felt him release inside me.

"Bella, Love! Ugh! I love you! So, *thrust*, fucking, *thrust*, much! Ungh!" He growled and grunted into my ear as he came.

"I love you to baby, so much" I murmured as I placed soft kisses on his shoulder. Once we came down from our high, he layed back and pulled me onto his chest and held me.

"I wont let anything happen,Bella, I wont let anyone hurt my family." He stated solemnly. I believe him, I know he would kill anyone who tried to harm me or our baby, rip them to pieces and burn them!

"I know." I sigh.

"I love you, Bella"

"I love you, too"

"I love you more," He challenges.

"Don't argue with me." I say firmly giving him my mommy glare. One that I have perfected over the years.

"Yes, dear" He says, I tought him that, he knows how to kiss ass! And I'm always right!

"Good Boy" I pat him on the chest and then we fall into a comfortable silence.

A/N: Well heres the first chapter, I hope you like it! Please leaves reviews and tell me honestly what you think, if I get enough good reviews I will write much more lemony chapters!