A/N: Ok, this is my second story. I don't know if the title really fits the story, but I had NO idea what it could be. btw thanks to all the people who either read, reviewed or rated my other story :) Love you guys! K, time for the disclaimer:

Me: I DO NOT OWN-

Dio: Let me do it!

Me: Dio? OMG, I thought you were dead!

Dio: Oh yeah. Forgot about that. Well BYE!

Me: NO! OMG Dio don't die!

Chad: You're such a looser Lixsabell!

Me: What? I'm not!

Chad: Just you would be stupid enough to yell at a dead person.

Me: He was the one trying to do the disclaimer!

Chad: OOH! Disclaimer! Can I do it?

Me: NO!

Chad: PLEASE?

Me: *sigh* Fine.

Chad: YESS! Listen guys; Lixsabell DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT own Sonny with a chance.

Me: Thank you Chad!

Chad: Anytime.


Chad's POV

"Fine!" I said

"Fine!"

"Good!"

"GOOD!" Sonny screamed. We were having our daily argument even though I couldn't remember what it was about. I think it had something to do with me being 'disrespectful' towards the Randoms (her words, not mine) or something. But this time it was different. Sonny was angry. She never was really angry, just irritated. What could I've done to make her this angry? Oh yeah, I remember. The other girl at the So Random, Blondie, had been crying. Sonny was comforting her when I walked by, and I said it was stupid of her to care about Toni or Theresa or – whatever. The point is that I said she was stupid, and then she said that I was being disrespectful.

I didn't understand why she cared about Blondie. I mean, she is always mean to Sonny, and she was probably just sad because she had no more lipstick or something. But my Sonny cares for everyone. Wait! MY Sonny? Why did I think that? Whatever, the point is she cares for everyone but me. And to think about it stabs my heart. I don't know why exactly. All I know is that she gives me the same feeling as Emily used to do, when she still was here – CHAD! Stop thinking about Sonny and Emily!

As I looked at Sonny, I saw the hurt in her eyes. I had hurt her saying she was stupid for caring. I was about to apologize when she interrupted me.

"Chad, why are you so mean?" she almost screamed. "Would it kill you to care for anyone?" she said while her eyes started to well up with tears. I felt really bad right now. I wouldn't hurt her for anything, and STILL I managed to make her cry. But then her eyes went dry and became angry. "What are you afraid of?" It was my turn to get wet eyes when I remembered that Emily said the exact thing to me three years ago.

"Everything." I said before turning around to leave (A/N: the 'what are you afraid of?' and the 'everything' thing is from a story I read at fan fiction. I can't remember which story it was, so if you recognize it, please PM me and tell me where it's from so I can give credits to the writer).

When I walked away I left Sonny with wonder in her eyes. Blondie had heard it all, but I think she knows why I answered what I did. She knew Emily too. She knew what had happened. As I turned around the corner I felt the tears coming. I stormed to my dressing room to cry and think in peace.

I hated to think about Emily, but I had to now. It's not easy to stop your head from thinking. Sonny was so much alike her. Maybe that's why I like Sonny so much. Wait what? I don't like Sonny!

Yes you do! Said a voice in my head

No I don't! I can't I promised myself I wouldn't fall in love again!

You don't choose who you fall in love with.

But I don't like sonny!

Yes you do!

Oh, who am I kidding? I am crazy for her. That's right, the king of drama has fallen for the queen of comedy. I love everything about her. I love her brown hair, the way she always smiles. But the thing I love the most is her eyes. They are chocolate brown and full of happiness. Emily's eyes were blue. Blue like the deep ocean. Like the sky. It was one of the things I loved about her. Her eyes were also filled with happiness all the time. I loved her.

Flashback

"Hi!" a girl said to me. I had just got the part of Mackenzie and was meeting my new cats for the first time. "Hello!" I said back to her, smiling. She was pretty. Her eyes was blue like the deep ocean, her hair was dark brown and curly and her nose was very tiny. She wasn't skinny, but she wasn't exactly fat either. She was… chubby.

"You're Chad Dylan Cooper right?" she said while reaching me a hand. "I'm Emily Sophie Linn. I play Ann in Mackenzie Falls (A/N: In my story Ann was one of the members in the first season)." As I took her hands, I stared into her eyes. I had never seen any eyes so… beautiful. By the look she gave me, I could tell she was a person who loved to laugh and smile.

"Nice to meet you!" I said while shaking her hand. I wanted to impress her, so I tried to think of something cool to say. "so…" I said. "Er, are you exited?" Way to go, Cooper. I groaned over my own stupidity, hoping she wouldn't think I was too lame. She was fair enough to pretend that it wasn't a stupid question.

"Yeah! I mean, this is my first job!" she said with excitement. What? She had never had a job before? How could she get a part in Mackenzie Falls if she had no experience at all?

"You've never had a job before?" I asked her.

"No. I mean yes. I mean no." Man that was confusing!

"is it a yes or no?" I asked her with confusion. I was starting to like this girl already, she was funny.

"I mean I have never had a part in a movie or a show before," she explained. "But I have been working as a paper boy- I mean girl." I stared at her, and suddenly we both burst out laughing. My eyes were all wet of laughter tears, and as I dried them I said to her "I like you, Emily."

End of flashback

That was my first meeting with Emily. Now, three years later, my face was wet of tears again. But it was different this time. With Emily I cried out of joy. Now all I cried for was out of sadness. How could this happen? How could she leave me? I needed her. I needed someone to love, and somebody to love me.

I heard my name being called over the speaker but I didn't care. I wouldn't let my cast see me like this! They would probably just laugh at me. None of them new Emily like I did. I bet they didn't care when she – ithappened. The thought what had happened sent another storm of tears down my chin, but this time I didn't dry them. Emily was worth the tears. She was worth everything.

"Knock, Knock" I heard from outside the door. It was Chasity's voice. I didn't answer. "CHAD GET YOUR BUTT OUT HERE! We're shooting the scene were Mackenzie tells Chloe how he feels, and guess what – MACKENZIE IS MISSING!"

I didn't answer her this time either, I just sat on the same spot crying quietly in my own arms. "He asked for it, I'm going in!" I heard her mumble.

The door slammed open and she starred at me with anger in her eyes. "Chad, what are you –"she yelled before she noticed me. I turned away because I didn't want her to see that I had been crying. But of course she had seen it.

"Chad, what's wrong?" she asked. I was so surprised that she cared. I always thought that my cast just pretended to be my friends. After all – I WAS Chad Dylan Cooper. I turned to face her, and when she saw my eyes she sat down beside me.

"It helps to talk about it." I looked down at my hands. "Emily." I whispered as more tears came out of my eyes.

"Oh Chad," she said sadly. Before I could do anything I was in her arms, sobbing into her chest.

Suddenly the director came in. "Chasity, I thought I told you to –" he said, before noticing me. "Oh… I'll just…"He pointed uot the door and turned around, not caring to ask what was wrong. It didn't surprise me, I knew he didn't like me. He just liked Chad Dylan Cooper the star.

After a while I felt I was done crying, and realized it was kind of awkward. I pulled away from her and she looked at me as if to ask 'What? Did I do something?'. I shook my head to her unspoken question.

"Thanks," I said while I smiled. "It was just a bit awkward."

"Anytime Chad," she said, also smiling. "Do you…" she stopped.

"Do I what?"

"Do you want to talk about her?" she asked while biting her lip. I think she was afraid I would start crying again. She was really a good friend.

"Not yet. I think I'm just going to go home."

She nodded and said "bye!" and walked out of my dressing room to give me some privacy. I was about to go out too, when I got a look at myself in the mirror. My eyes were still read and fluffy after the crying.
"Whatever." I said and walked out.

It was empty in the hall so I didn't have to face any question about why the gratest acrtor of his generation cried. That is until I met a certain brunette.

"Chad, what is wrong with your face?" she asked. Of course she had to comment that.

"Nothing." It was a big mistake. My voice cracked when I talked, apparently it hadn't noticed I had stopped crying.

"Chad, have you been crying?"

"No," I said and walked pat her.

"I don't believe you. Tell me what's wrong."

I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't want her to know how pathetic I was. No man cries because a girl ask what they are afraid of. So I stormed away from her, leaving her behind confused. And… worried? I think she was worried.

"Maybe she DOES care about me after all." I said quietly to myself.


A/N: Sooo... Like it? Hate it? This is the first chapter so tell me if I should continue. I need at least 3 reviews telling me to continue before next chapter is up. So you have to REVIEW! Btw; Emily is based on me ;) It's how I look like and how I'd be answering and stuff. Plus my name is Emily.

So byee! R&R

- Emily