Feelin' Kind of Sick by FutureKitty
Pairing: Johns/Riddick
I wish my stomach would stop churning. Can't decide whether I want to open my eyes or close'em. Room spins whatever I do. I'm hot. So fuckin' hot.
Feel like screaming, but it'll make it worse. Fuck, I hate this shit.
All I hear is my own blood flow. Loud, deafening. Can't hear anything else. Televid makes the nausea rear up. My head is killin' me. Like I'm been stabbed right in the temple. Keeps pounding. Add that to the symphony in my ears. So it's quiet in here. Too quiet and too loud.
Wonder where he's at. What he's doing. Probably left. No reason to stay with a drug addicted bounty hunter who can't decide whether to arrest him or fuck him. Where the fuck did he go...not like I can't find him again. I always...
For fuck's sake, get off me.
Hate it when he touches me. Puts off heat like a fuckin' heater. Radiates from his hand through my whole fuckin' body. Fuck, gotta puke, nothing to puke up. Dry heaves, belch. Tears. Throat burning. Shaking like a leaf.
Get off me, dammit.
He can't keep anything down. So sick he can barely talk. Got the shakes real bad. Hair stuck to his head. Eyes drooping, doesn't have the strength to hold 'em open. He wants to sleep but he's too sick.
So he's frustrated. Stripped him down to nothin', turned on the cold air. It's fuckin' freezing in here. And he's still too hot. Looking at me like I'm the enemy, but he hasn't asked for a hit. Not once.
Rolls his eyes under those heavy lids, frowns, curls in on himself, but his own skin is too hot, so he stretches out again. Spreads his limbs as far away from himself as he can. Then the nausea hits again, and he curls up. Hellish cycle.
Huh. Must be love. Never seen him this vulnerable. This fucked up. I'm not big on hugs, but I see him lookin' around for me, eye brows furrow when he doesn't immediately see me. I sit on the bed, lean over him, rub his arm. He shrugs me off, says I'm too hot, but he calms down. His eyes don't have far to fall when they finally close.
I'll be right here when he wakes up. Freezing my ass off, but I'll be here.
