Never Giving Up

A/N: Hi there its been a while since I posted anything so here we go some GerMano there isn't enough of this pairing out there and it is my OTP. Also I shall be taking requests for Hetalia yaoi fanfictions so drop me a message or review with a pairing and a plot. I hope you enjoy this fic please R&R!

Romano's POV

I yawned as I headed to the kitchen nothing but a towel draped around my waist as I'd just got out of the shower I was surprised as I approached the kitchen to hear my fratello talking to someone. As I opened the door to see a certain German standing in my kitchen, my face hardened as I saw that potato bastard's blushing face. "Morning fratello~" my brother greeted me.

I glared at the German as I moved to stand in front of my fratello "what the hell do you want?! Damn potato bastard!" I growled out. as much as I'd love to say that I was protecting my fratello from a monster but in all honesty I was jealous of how close said German was with him, I want him to look only at me, but there was no way he'd be into someone like me who simply insulted him all the time. I didn't notice the eyes that were on me.

Before anyone could answer me I spoke once more "I'm going to my room! He better not be here by the time I'm dressed!" I growled out grabbing a tomato as I went mumbling to myself. "Damn potato bastard coming into my house hitting on my fratello!" I stormed up to my room and slammed the door sitting on my bed as my eyes watered a little "why doesn't he like me?!" Seeing how easily fratello clings to him and how he lets him each time it hurt me each time. Once again I was second to my fratello like always.

I placed the tomato on the nightstand before I slipped on a nearby pair of boxers before laying back on my bed burying my face into my pillow allowing my tears to run free. Fratello would be too busy fawning all over the potato bastard to even bother coming to see if he was alright so I pulled away from the pillow taking a bite out of my tomato now before burying my face into the pillow once more my thoughts filled with self-hate and of the potato bastard.

As my thoughts darkened like usual I heard a knock at my door. I sighed inwardly ignoring it hoping that they'd go away I just wanted to wallow in self-pity right now, but they knocked once more.

Ludwig's POV

I'd been listening to whatever Feliciano was saying as he sorted out something to eat. I was shocked when I saw Lovino storm into the room with just a towel covering his hips. I couldn't take my eyes off him a blush covering my cheeks. He moved to stand in front of is bruder glaring at me "what the hell do you want?! Damn potato bastard!"

As he screamed at me I couldn't help but notice a small bead of water sliding down his chest and I couldn't stop myself from licking my lips I hadn't even noticed how Feliciano had been watching me studying my reaction before either of us could respond to the fiery Italian he screamed out once more "I'm going to my room! He better not be here by the time I'm dressed!" with that he stormed off slamming the doors behind him.

I sighed once he was gone my body relaxing I had no idea why the fiery Italian hated me so much I mean he is incredibly sexy whenever he's angry but he's always angry at me for just breathing and looking in his general direction. My feelings were going nowhere I was starting to think that it was so helpless that I shall just give in. I released another sigh this one full of depression which Feliciano had clearly picked up on, he really wasn't as dumb as people made him out to be "Luddy…" he called out gaining my attention "you really like fratello right?"

My cheeks turned pink at that staring at the younger Italian like a deer caught in headlights "F-Feliciano…w-what…of course not..!" I mumbled out not really sure what to say now I was surprised that he started to shake his head at me as he walked up to me now taking my hands in his making me stare at him.

"Don't lie to me but more importantly don't lie to yourself anyone can see by watching you how you feel for my fratello. He may be a huge tsundere who doesn't show how he truly feels but I'm his fratello I can tell how he feels and he is deeply in love with you so don't give up on him."

I stared at the Italian my eyes stretched wide not expecting such a speech from the usually aloof Italian I was skeptical of the elder Italian actually liking me back but Feliciano was right on one thing I shouldn't give up on him I wanted him no matter what and I was going to make sure I got him no matter what. "You're right Feliciano…I'll be back…" I told him before heading out to the others room. Once outside his room I heard quiet sobbing and it broke my heart. I knocked on his foor as much as I wanted to just bust in there and hold him in my arms I didn't fancy getting hit in the balls.

When there was no answer but the sobbing stopped I frowned and knocked once more when he still didn't answer I opened the door anyway glancing at the bed seeing the Italian burying his face into the pillow. I walked over to the bed sitting on the edge reaching out a hand to gently rub his arm "L-Lovino…what's wrong..?" I asked softly not knowing how he would react to me.

I was surprised when he turned to me a fierce glare gracing his beautiful features "fuck off bastard go be with fratello!" he snarled out the venom in his vice when he said 'fratello' shocking me as he turned away once more his sobs becoming horse as he wiped as his tears away only for more to fall soon after. I reached out and pulled him into my lap hugging him tightly "b-bastardo…l-let go of me…" although he still cursed at me his fight was gone.

"What makes you think I'd prefer to be with Feliciano?" I asked the other as he gave up trying to fight me burying his face into my chest "no way would I ever prefer him to you…I love you…" he pulled away to glare at me his expression clearly showing his distrust in those words. We simply stared at each other for a moment till I just thought what the hell and leaned in to capture his lips it was now or never.

The Italian did nothing for a few seconds before he shut his eyes and he started to kiss back, for a moment I thought I'd died and gone to heaven. I placed my hands on his hips pulling him further into my lap as his arms wrapped around my neck. I deepened the kiss, licking his bottom lip asking for entrance which he granted. I slid my tongue in exploring his hot wet cavern mapping it out.

I pushed the Italian down onto his bed climbing on top of him my hands slipping his boxers off, his cheeks flushed more now, I inwardly smiled this was a very different side to the fiery Italian that no one but I would see. Now he was naked under me I started on undressing myself, I smirked a little when the smaller Italian watched me, he unconsciously licked his lips as he eyed up my taught muscles as they worked on removing my trousers. Once I was finally naked as well I pushed him back into the mattress as I leaned down to place a rather possessive kiss onto his lips before placing butterfly kisses along his jaw till I reached his neck then biting and sucking on that spot roughly making sure the Italian was marked as mine. "No one can have you now not even that damn Spaniard that clings to you like glue!" I told him sky blue orbs locking with amber.

He puffed his cheeks out a little which made him utterly adorable "like I'd let anyone else touch me!" he declared "but the same goes for you no one can have you not even my fratello!" he growled out now. This made a small smile grace my lips. I leaned in kissing him once more my hands running up from his thighs to his stomach then to his chest making sure to brush his nipples causing him to moan out at the contact. I smirked and started to play with the sensitive nubs rubbing, pinching and rolling them. "B-bastardo…stop with…t-the foreplay…." I couldn't stop the smirk that appeared at this.

"Impatient much?" I asked teasingly which earned me a glare in return. I held my hands up in surrender "do you have any lube?" I asked him which caused him to blush deep red giving me the answer I needed. I glanced around the room spotting some hand cream on the table "be right back," I told him standing from the bed picking up the bottle before walking back to the bed, taking my place on top of the Italian once more.

I opened the bottle pouring a generous amount to my fingers before moving them to his entrance running a finger teasingly around his puckered hole gaining a strangled groan from him before I slipped the first finger past the tight rings of muscles. He shifted a little uncomfortably as I thrust my finger in and out "are you alright?" I asked wanting to make sure he wasn't in too much pain.

"F-fine j-just unusual...I need to get used to it…" he mumbled as he shifted again trying to get used to the sensation. I nodded and continued to thrust my finger into him until he seemed to have gotten used to it allowing me to add the second finger causing him to hiss a little at the stretch. I started to scissor them trying to stretch him as much as possible for what was to come not wanting to cause him too much pain as I am rather large. He soon got used to the two fingers thrusting into him allowing me to add the third and final finger stretching him that last bit. "C-come on…s-stop making me wait…" he groaned out.

I let out a small chuckle and removed my fingers causing him to let out a small whimper at the loss. "Lovino you are going to want to bury your face in the pillows to muffle the noise." He glared up at me clearly about to have a go at me for my comment but I beat him to it "its fine if you don't mind Feliciano hearing you…" his cheeks flared at that as he looked away mumbling curses, I couldn't help but find him absolutely adorable.

The Italian shoved his face into his pillows as I lined myself up with his entrance before I thrust into him making him scream into the pillows just as I'd suspected. Once fully sheathed inside him I kept still allowing him time to adjust to my huge girth. Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes at the pain he was clearly feeling. I leaned in and kissed both of his eyelids before kissing his lips trying to distract him from the pain he was in.

Eventually he shifted his hips telling me he was ready for me to move so I started a slow pace as I placed butterfly kisses over his face and neck till he mumbled out , "f-faster…h-harder…" which spurred me on more as increased the speed and ferocity of my thrusts ramming into him now causing him to moan out now his eyes sliding shut as his back arched off the bed as a hand gripped at now tousled golden locks the other on the bed sheet. I lifted his leg up over my shoulder allowing me to thrust into him deeper than before, I'd clearly hit his prostate when he gave a loud cry and his eyes snapped open "a-again…hit that s-spot again…" he cried out.

My thrusts became rougher causing him to moan out louder, his entrance tightening then relaxing as he started to push back against me as I rammed into his prostate with each thrust. We were both a moaning mess as I slipped a hand around the others leg to take his erection into my hand pumping him in time with my thrusts causing him to moan more and his entrance to squeeze around my erection causing me to grunt out in an effort to stop myself from cumming before the Italian. I leaned forward to kiss him as I thumbed the slit making him moan into my mouth which I gladly swallowed.

I pulled away just enough so our lips just brushed as I reached out now to cup the others cheek running a thumb comfortingly over his cheek. I glanced up at the others curl and a thought popped into my head. I reached up now and gripped his curl causing him to shiver and close his eyes, a loud moan erupted from the others mouth as he came hard over our stomachs as I pulled on his curl now. A loud moan coming from his lips "L-Ludwig..!" he moaned out.

I groaned and thrust into him a little more, hard and fast as his walls tightened around my erection making it painful now. After a few more thrusts I came inside him hard, his entrance milking me of my seed. I moaned out his name "L-Lovino..!" I collapsed next to him pulling the now tired Italian into my chest "I love you…always have…" I mumbled against his ear causing his cheeks to flare bright red.

"I-I love you too…potato bastard…" he mumbled back into my chest as he buried his face in it. I chuckled a little and placed a kiss to the top of his head "b-bastardo…" he grumbled as I buried my face in to his hair closing my eyes.

A/N: I know that Feli was OOC but I didn't want him to be all ditsy in this fic. I hope you enjoyed it. Please Review~