Not that I NEED a new fic.

Prologue

A day of not going to work wasn't helping. Nothing was.

He stared at the mirror. He felt trapped in his world. While others cared about him no one really understood him. He hated living in this constant pain. The nightmares were still torturing him. Not to mention the voices were getting louder, getting him more and more concerned that he was going crazy.

He had to end it before he snapped. He won't be put in a mental hospital, not like his mother.

He continued to stare, a tear rolled down his eyes.

He knew he would hurt people by doing this, but they'd get over it. They'll move on. He had always felt he was the expendable one of the group. He felt expendable most of his life.

It was just too much. He had to make it stop. He just wanted it to be over, and at the moment he didn't see any other way.

Slowly he swallowed and stuck a needle in his arm.

"Goodbye," he whispered, closing his eyes.


"It's the second day and the kid still hasn't shown up or answered our calls," Morgan was saying as he and Emily walked towards Reid's apartment. "I'm starting to get really worried about him."

"Me too," she said softly. "It's not like him."

Morgan knocked at the door.

"Ried? It's me, Morgan." No answer. "If you don't answer I'm kicking the door down!"

Still silence.

Morgan glanced worriedly at Emily who nodded. He stood back and then as hard as he could kicked the door open.

"Reid?"

No one there.

Emily cried out when she saw a hand by the bathroom door. They raced towards it and stared in horror at Reid's body laying on the floor, a needle stuck in his arm.

"Reid!" Morgan shouted, fear and panic rolled into one in his face. He flew to his best friend and felt for a pulse. "He's not breathing! Call 911!"

Emily put her hand to her mouth, tears rolling down her eyes, and nodded.

"Don't you do this kid," growled Morgan as he preformed CPR, hands pressing against Reid's chest, ignoring how cold it felt, breathing warm air into Reid's lifeless body. "Don't you do it!"

"Yes send an ambulance right a way a friend of ours has overdosed on some drugs...he's not breathing..."

As Emily had hung up the phone Morgan wouldnt' stop cursing as he preformed CPR and as he continued the repititve moments Emily closed her eyes, letting the tears trickle down her cheeks. Nothing was working...Finally Morgan collapsed on Reid's body, his shoulders shaking.

"No!" He roared, his voice angry. "NO!" He continued doing the CPR.

"Morgan," cried Emily. She placed her hand on Morgna's shoulder. "It's too late...we were too late."

"NO!" Morgan yelled, fury in his eyes. "NO WE'RE NOT TOO LATE!" He tried over and over again...nothing. Reid's body still laid still. He collapsed onto Reid's body again, sobbing with one word in his head. Why?

I'm sorry I had to kill Reid again! I thought about making him live but I was too curious about everyone's reaction would be if he ever killed himself, that would have been very different if his death was accidental for then a lot of people would be angry as well as heartbroken. So I hope you can understand why I did it!