Big Time Rush two-shot, possibly a short story. I haven't decided how far to take this.
It is Kogan, of course these pair is OTP ftw yo. Possible Jarlos(?) and Cogan(?) later on.
It is rated M for sexual content and some other fun stuff.
Comments/reviews not required, but extremely helpful and thoughtful!
Enjoy peeps~
Love, nortonamoSHOCK
Kendall and Logan's lips smashed together forcefully. At first the kiss was just teeth against teeth, but soon, very soon, it escalated. Kendall slipped his tongue into Logan's mouth, exploring every crevice of the brunette's mouth, licking his roof and insides of his cheek before finally wrestling with Logan's tongue. Kendall had a subtle sweet taste to him, to Logan delicious didn't come close to describe it. Logan moaned and took a deep breath; it was almost too much for him.
"Mmm, Kendall," Logan gasped, his head spinning, unsure if was going on was reality or not.
Kendall placed a hand on Logan's green polyester shirt, right above the boy's right nipple. He proceeded to rub it roughly and pinch it through the thin shirt. Logan could feel his nipple get hard, as well as a new stirring sensation in his pants. He sucked in the air at the sudden feeling, desperately wanting more. Kendall dropped his hand to his side and brought up the other, performing the same action to Logan's neglected left nipple.
Kendall thrust his hips against Logan's, rubbing his throbbing member against Logan's crotch. Logan could feel Kendall's bulging member through his skinny jeans against Logan's own limp one. Kendall rubbed himself up and down on Logan's loose shorts, causing enough friction for Logan's member to become hard too. With his free hand, Kendall slipped his hands into Logan's khaki shorts. His cold hand brushed against the others boxers. He poked a finger into Logan's boxers and gently played with Logan's growing dick. Logan shuddered at the feeling causing a smirk to form on Kendall's lips.
Kendall removed his tongue from Logan's mouth, leaving the other gasping for breath. His hot, moist tongue trailed down from Logan's lips to his jaw. He licked down to the smaller boy's neck, leaving a trail of saliva in his path. The tongue found Logan's Adam's apple and Kendall's mouth clung to it. He sucked it hard, receiving moans through gritted teeth from Logan. He didn't leave the spot until a red mark had formed, marking Logan Mitchell his.
Logan's hands slowly left his sides and found their way to Kendall's dirty blond hair. Logan held on tightly as Kendall wrapped his arms around Logan's waist, pulling him closer. Logan took a step back, just as Kendall was making his way forward. The two boys walked back together until Logan felt the soft, cotton fabric of Kendall's bedspread. He leaned back on the bed; Kendall stuck to Logan and got on top. Their mouths collided with each other once again.
Kendall instantly started to unbutton Logan's shirt. Logan began inching his way out of his shorts while Kendall worked on Logan's shirt. Once off, Kendall crumbled up the shirt in a ball and tossed it aside, while Logan kicked his shorts off on the floor. Now it was Kendall's turn. Logan pulled off his loose Minnesota Wild jersey while Kendall escaped from his skinny jeans. All that was left was their boxers. Before they removed those last two articles of clothing their eyes locked on one another. Kendall's green eyes stared deep into Logan's, asking: "Are we really doing this?"
'We're we really doing this?' Logan thought to himself.It was almost so surreal. Ten minutes ago the two were laughing at not being gay, and now this? It was crazy. It seemed improbable. Impossible.
But it was happening. They were really doing this. It was possible.
"If I find out you broke any one of the rules," Gustavo started, his nostrils flaring with anger, "I'll kick your butts back to Minnesota faster than you can say hockey sticks!"
Logan froze with fear, only able to nod slowly. Kendall, on the other hand, started to chuckle. Gustavo shot him an angry look which shut Kendall up. Kendall looked at Logan in his peripherals and winked. Logan felt his heart skip a beat.
'Why does he do that? Does he not know how much it pains me when he winks at me or touches me, even if it's playful? My heart can't take the stress of knowing its only for play and will never be anything else.'
Logan wished everyday that Kendall would recognize his feelings and maybe even embrace them, but Logan knew that day would never come. Kendall will never share the same feelings as Logan. He never will.
"Alright Gustavo we got it. We won't touch anything, we won't go in your room, and we won't put any alligators in your bathroom like last time." Kendall said as thoughtfully as he could. He turned to Logan and whispered softly, but loud enough for Gustavo to hear. "We'll get a crocodile!" He said and winked once again. Logan forced a chuckle, despite the pain throbbing in his heart.
"Don't blow this Kendall! Or you're dead!" Gustavo fumed while he started to wag a finger in front of Kendall's face.
Kendall didn't flinch, not even once. Instead he just smirked and retorted, "I thought you were gonna kick us back to Minnesota if we blew this."
Gustavo's face turned a bright red. He began to shake with anger. Just before he blew up, the always calm and collected Kelly rushed in to save Kendall and Logan. "You guys have fun, alright?" She said before leaving. Logan watched as the two left, Kelly desperately trying to calm Gustavo down.
The door closed with a slam and that's when Logan realized he'd be alone with Kendall for three days and two nights. 'Alone. With just Kendall. Me. Kendall. Alone. Might as well kill me now, God,' Logan prayed in his inner thoughts.
"So," Kendall clapped his hands together. Logan turned to Kendall and stared blankly at him. He had managed to mask my true feelings for Kendall for the past three years, right now was no different. But lately he was finding it harder and harder resisting his urges. Even the smallest touch from Kendall set him off.
Kendall moved a little closer to Logan and put his hand over the shorter boy's shoulder. Logan's heart started to pump a little bit faster. "What should we do?"
Logan shrugged out of the embrace. He felt his heartbeat start to go back to normal. "I'unno. Whadda you wanna do?" Logan asked in the most normal voice the boy could muster, but he could tell the minute he finished speaking he sounded so stupid.
Kendall chuckled at Logan's fake vernacular. He got closer to Logan once again and draped his lengthy arm around Logan's shoulders. "Dude we are alone in Gustavo's house! We can do anything!"
Logan gulped; he knew they were alone in Gustavo's house. He knew they could do anything. But he hated knowing it. Logan didn't know if he'd be able to control himself alone with Kendall. They way he had been getting turned on by even the slightest thing Kendall did, it was definitely going to be hard for him to control himself and his feelings. "True, but I mean, you know, it's uh Gustavo's house. We shouldn't mess with anything."
"Oh stop being such a worry wart dude! Let's go play video games. Oh wait!" Kendall snapped his fingers in the air. "Hockey game tonight, Red Wings versus the Colorado Avalanche!"
Logan forced the best Logan Mitchell impersonation he could do and said, "Alright cool! Let's do that!"
~*~
"Come on Lidstorm get it in!" Kendall yelled at Gustavo's enormous flat screen. Nickalas Lidstorm, defenseman for the Detroit Red Wings, was swerving in and out of TJ Galiardi and Cris Stewart's way to make it to the goal.
"Colorado get it!" Logan shouted at the television set. The game was heating up rapidly. It was the fourth period, Colorado and Detroit were tied 3-3, and this shot would define the winner and loser of the game.
Kendall jumped up on the couch as Lidstorm neared the goal. He started to yell some more at the television set. Lost in the same emotion as he, Logan jumped up on the couch and started to root for Colorado.
Lidstorm dodges out of Stewart's way and made a shot for the goal. The audience stood on edge as everyone watched the puck slowly slide past the goalie and into the goal.
Kendall screamed, kicking and punching the air with excitement. "Red Wings win! Yeah!"
Logan frowned and flopped down on the couch. Kendall looked down and saw Logan. He laughed and kicked on leg on the other side of Logan, the other on the other side. Logan stared up at Kendall and saw the devilish smile painted on the bigger boy's face.
"Kendall what are you doing?" Logan's voice was filled with worry. If Kendall tried anything Logan knew he wouldn't be able to hold back. He would blow his cover.
Kendall let a quiet evil laugh escape through his lips. He dropped to his knees, pinning Logan under him. Logan's eyes widened and he gulped. "Kendall wha-!"
"I remember your mom would always tickle you when you were sad to make you feel better! So I know I must tickle you now to make you feel better! Muwahaha!" Kendall laughed his hands going up for dramatic effect. It was true, whenever Logan was sad or upset, as a kid his mother would lift him up in her arms and start tickling him until he laughed his head off.
Logan shook his head rapidly. "No, Kendall, don't! It's just a stupid hockey game. So what if it means the Avalanche won't make it to the playoffs? I don't care! Always next year, hah hah," Logan desperately pleaded. He felt himself getting hard from just having Kendall on top of him. If things escalated the end result would be disastrous.
Kendall ignored Logan's pleas and slowly brought his hands to the sides of the boy next to him. Logan gulped and braced himself for impact.
Kendall started to tickle Logan's sides, laughing hysterically as he did. Logan, despite the pain he was feeling, started to laugh back. Logan brought his own hands up and tried to tickle Kendall, but it was pointless. Kendall couldn't be tickled.
Logan felt his pants getting tighter. Kendall, to prevent himself from falling off the couch, had moved in closer to Logan. Their chests pressed flat against each other. The feeling of Kendall occasionally dropping his hand and touching Logan's inner thigh sent waves of pleasure surging through Logan's body. He knew it was getting to be too much. If he didn't stop this now, Logan knew he would end up throwing his lips on Kendall's. Or worse…
Logan, in an attempt to break out of Kendall's cage, grabbed hold of Kendall's body and thrust both him and himself off the couch. Logan had successfully pinned down Kendall now, but it wasn't long until the blond was back on top.
Kendall stared down at Logan, a smirk scrawled across his face. He brought his face up against Logan's and smiled sincerely. "I knew that would make you feel better."
Logan gulped. Kendall's lips were so close to his. All he had to do was reach up and peck them and the feelings, well he hoped, would go away. But he couldn't risk it. A peck could lead to a kiss. A kiss could lead to a deeper kiss. Deeper kisses only led to one other thing. And Logan knew Kendall would never be up for it.
Logan clenched his fists. He knew he had become erect from his friend's touch. He had to get out of the situation and quick. He thought of the only thing that would get him out. "Whoa Kendall man are you gay?" Logan shouted harshly. He pushed Kendall on the chest and started to scoot backwards.
Kendall, shocked about Logan's sudden angry tone, got off Logan. He scooted back until he hit the couch. Logan sat up and quickly stood up; making sure Kendall couldn't see the bulge in his pants. "Logan, I was just playing man."
"Yeah, well you took it a little too far," Logan snapped as he started to step back. "I'm going to go change and get ready for bed."
Logan hurried to the guest room in which he and Kendall were sharing. He stormed all the way to the bathroom door and quickly entered it, locking the door behind him. "Fuck," he gasped at seeing the size he was from Kendall.
He quickly undid his trousers and pulled them down. "God damn it Logan. You gotta be more careful," he spoke to himself as he started to quickly pump his member. "He could have seen you, then what? How would you explain yourself being hard? The hockey? No, not even Don Cherry gets off to hockey."
Logan quickened his pace as he thought about Kendall. It definitely helped him finish up the job. He shot his load into the toilet and flushed it down. "Gotta be more careful next time," he repeated to himself as he began to wash his hands.
He grabbed a pair of basketball shorts from the counter he had laid out for himself and quickly changed out of them. He grabbed his jeans and opened the door. To his surprise he found Kendall at the other end of the room, leaning in the door frame.
"Sorry about that man," Kendall started to apologize. "I took it a little too far. It was just a joke."
Logan tossed his pants next to his bed and shrugged. "It's alright. I shouldn't have overreacted like that." Logan quickly thought of a way to change the subject. "Any more of those?" He asked, pointing to the pudding cup in Kendall's hand, but as his eyes met Kendall he found it difficult to take them away.
Logan stared at Kendall with fiery passion filled eyes. Kendall was eating some pudding with his finger and staring at Logan. Logan bit down on his lower lip and continued to stare at the boy in front of him with desire filled eyes. Kendall dipped his index finger into the chocolate pudding cup and slurped up another bite of pudding. Logan eyes lidded over as he licked his lips; he wanted Kendall more than ever right now.
Kendall looked over and met eyes with Logan. He flashed a quick smile and winked, mistaking Logan's lustful look as a general show of boyish affection. Logan sighed; knowing his unrequited feelings would never be returned.
"Nah it's the last one. Want some?" Kendall asked, holding up the half empty pudding cup up. "You can have some."
Logan's body was almost completely taken over by lust from seeing Kendall lick the chocolate pudding off his finger with his hot, pink tongue. Logan gulped, desperately wanting the feelings he had towards Kendall to go away. But he was powerless to love; any attempt at pushing the feelings away was futile. "Sh-sure," Logan stuttered as he took slow steps towards Kendall.
Kendall scooped up some chocolate pudding and thought of something he was sure Logan would find funny. He smirked and held it towards Logan. "You want some Logan? Then lick it off," Kendall said in a seductive voice.
Logan's eyes widened and his jaw fell slightly. Did Kendall just say that? Did he really want Logan to lick the pudding off his finger? Logan took another step forward, then another until he was finally at Kendall. He gazed into Kendall's green orbs with lusty lidded eyes. His tongue poked out of his mouth slightly.
Kendall, thinking Logan was joking, brought his finger to Logan. Logan opened his mouth to insert the finger when Kendall quickly pulled it back and shoved it in his own mouth. After he devoured the scoop of pudding he started to laugh. "Hah hah!"
Logan stared at Kendall, unsure of what had just happened. Kendall's laugh knocked Logan out of the passion induced trance he was in. "Heh," Logan chuckled softly as he rubbed the nape of his neck.
"You didn't actually think I was going to let you suck my finger did you? Hah! I'm not gay yo!" Kendall laughed and scooped up another bite of pudding.
Logan swallowed hard as he watched Kendall lick pudding off his finger again. The dark emotions came back, this time they weren't leaving. Logan stared at Kendall with powerful eyes. Kendall scooped up the final bite of pudding, but instead of eating himself, he held it out to Logan, as if he were now in the love trance. Logan reached up and held onto Kendall's wrist delicately. Slowly, he put his mouth over Kendall's finger and started to lick off the pudding.
"Lo-gan," Kendall gasped. He knew what Logan was doing was wrong, but his body couldn't help but love the sensation.
Logan wrapped his tongue around the finger, making sure the entire desert was gone off Kendall's finger. But once it was off Logan had planned on taking the finger out of his mouth and laughing the whole situation off as a joke gone too far. But it was too late. Once the older boy had a taste of Kendall he became completely lost to lust. Logan had no intentions of stopping any time soon.
"Logan what are you doin-AH!" Kendall's shocked gasp quickly turned into a sensual moan. Logan pushed the finger into the back of his throat and sucked it like a Popsicle. "Logan, no stop it," Kendall forced himself to say. The pleasure he was getting from Logan was extreme. He couldn't lie to himself, he loved it. "Logan st-st-," Kendall tried to say again, but couldn't quite finish the words.
Logan opened his eyes and stared at Kendall. Kendall met Logan's gaze and stared deep into the brown eyes. "What is Logan? What are you doing?"
Logan slowly removed his lips from Kendall's finger and dropped the hand down with his. "I've wanted you for so long Kendall. You have no idea the pain I go through seeing you day in and day out and knowing I can't have you."
"I'm not gay, Logan. I like girls. I'm not gay," Kendall repeated over, hoping it would awaken his senses and push Logan away. "But," Kendall cooed softly. His chest heaved up and down as he began to breathe heavily. "Let's just fucking do it."
Logan collapsed next to Kendall, his bare chest heaving up and down. He wiped the sweat from his face down to his neck and moistened his lips to speak. "Kendall I have to tell you something."
"Me too, Logan," Kendall said back.
"For the past three years I've known something; something that could jeopardize our band, our future, and more importantly, us."
Kendall looked over at Logan, sensing he knew what Logan was going to say. "What is it?"
Logan looked over and met Kendall's eyes, "I love you Kendall. I love you with every inch of my being, I love you."
Kendall fell silent. He stared at Logan and sighed. "Logan," he mumbled softly. He rolled over on his back and stared up at the ceiling. "I'm not gay. I never will be. What happened here tonight was-was I don't know how to explain it. But me having sex with you doesn't automatically mean I'm gay or I have feelings for you, because, frankly, I'm not and I don't. And I don't see myself ever liking you the way you like me. OK?"
Kendall looked back Logan. Logan's face was filled with a mixture of emotions; shocked, hurt, angry, and broken. Logan forced and fake nonchalant look and nodded slowly. "OK," he said while he choked back a flood of tears.
"Good. We're never mentioning this night ever again, got it? We can't, we both know we can't. Understand?" Kendall said firmly.
Logan nodded and managed to croak out a pitiful, "I understand."
"Now get to your bed and get some sleep," Kendall ordered.
Logan nodded and slipped out of Kendall's bed. He slowly moved his feet one by one until they were at his own bed. The weight of his broken heart forced him to fall lifelessly on his bed. He curled up in a small ball under his covers and clutched onto a pillow as the tears silently fell from his eyes. Oh what he'd give to be tickled right about now.
