Hi you guys! This story is really important to me (in case you didn't read my little note before this.) I've been thinking of it for a while now so I hope you like it.
Shout out to my beta crowfeather ftw! Even though she hasn't read Twilight *gasp* she's still the bestest person in the world! Love ya crowfeather buddy! Read her stories too! There's a really good one about the Hunger Games. (ftWIIIIIIN!) ooooo yea! Haha. READ! Hehe. :) I know you will 'cause you're all awesome like that. ;)
Remember, this is completely OOC. So don't be all "Oh, they never would do that." Just remember it's really personal and stuff…So yeah. :) let the story begin!
Oh yeah. The whole story's gonna be in Bella's POV for a while. If I really don't like the idea of an Edward POV, then I'm not gonna put one in. :)
So here goes…
BPOV
I remember that day so vividly. The day I first met Edward Cullen. Then more than six years later, the day that…something happened. Something beautiful. Then, a month later, it was gone. And I was left with a huge hole in my chest and no one to turn to.
"Bells. You ok?" my best friend in the world, Jacob Black, asked me.
"Yeah, Jake. I was just thinking."
Jacob nodded his head and went back to building his car. He was a couple of years younger than me, but we were about as close as a boy and a girl can be without being in a "relationship" relationship. Jake and I were more than that. We had a bond that nothing could ever break.
"Bells…"
"What is it Jake?" I asked him, interested. His face never looked like that around me. So…quizzical. That was mostly because he knew everything there was to know about me. And right now, he looked like he didn't.
"It just seems like…I don't know. Something's gotten into you today. You seem so…Out of it. But, it's like you're happy about something. Something big too. What's going on?"
God. I thought. Jacob could see right through me, couldn't he?
"It's nothing, Jake." I answered.
"Bella. Don't lie to me. You're a terrible liar."
"Fine. You want to know?" I asked him.
"No duh. That's why I'm asking you."
"Edward Cullen is my boyfriend."
Jacob looked angry for a minute and stormed off inside. I followed him but he wouldn't let me inside the house. I finally rolled my eyes at the door and got into my old truck. If Jake was going to ignore me, I shouldn't waste my time on him.
I talked to Edward. I called him, IMed him, texted him. There was never a moment that Edward didn't fill my thoughts. I was happy, and soon I forgot about my little spat with Jacob. Nothing mattered to me as much as Edward did.
I couldn't tell my parents because they had always told me I couldn't date anyone until I graduated from college. I know that's rough, but they just want to be sure that I can take care of myself. But I can't stay away from Edward. Let me explain.
I met Edward Cullen when I was in the fifth grade. I had a crush on him for such a long time. We became good friends and everything, but never really close. Then, in sophomore year, he started hanging out with me more. My other girlfriend, Jessica, joined our friendship. We were a really close knit group. I knew Jessica liked Edward too, but I knew he thought she was a snob so I didn't really care. Edward and I became really close. Jessica was becoming ruder and snobbier by the day. I think she was really influenced by the school's smartest and snobbiest girl, Lauren. I was falling in love with Edward, but he was the same as ever. A wonderful same, but the same.
"Bells, I wanna sign your yearbook." Edward told me at the end of tenth grade.
"No, Edward. Of course you can't sign it. You haven't been my best friend this year at all." I said sarcastically.
He rolled his eyes at me and started to pick up my yearbook. I grabbed it from him and he looked at me with a shocked expression on his face.
"Uh uh uh. You can only write in here if you let me write in yours."
He rolled his eyes again and gave me his yearbook.
"Thank you. Now, write away!" I said, handing him my yearbook.
He shook his head and started writing in the book. I tried to read over his shoulder but he kept covering it.
"I'm done Bella."
"Wow. That didn't just take a millennium." I told him.
He chuckled and I turned around to read what he had written. It was the typical stuff a best friend would say. Our inside jokes and memories from the year and everything. It was really funny but it made me sad to think that I had only one more year with the boy I loved.
I finally got to the P.S. part.
P.S.
Bella, I just wanted you to know something. Please don't take this the wrong way, but you're really adorable when you're angry.
Have a great summer, Bells!
-Edward
With those two sentences, my world was unraveled. I took a nosedive into a place I couldn't get out. I didn't think I would want to, but it was so full of pain that I wish I had never journeyed there in the first place.
What did Edward mean when he said "Don't take this the wrong way?" How was I supposed to take it? Edward wouldn't say that if he only liked me as a friend, would he? I was so confused.
Jessica had read the message over my shoulder. Her face reddened a bit when she saw me looking.
"You know Bella, he's always saying that stuff about you in study hall. He can't stop talking about you."
Angela, one of my other best friends, spoke up.
"Bella, this is weird. I know. But…it's true. He never stops talking about you."
I just stared at them, an expression that I hoped didn't betray me on my face.
Questions were racing through my head. What did all of this mean? I was so confused. I would have to wait till next year to find out.
Hehe. HI! K, I know that wasn't that great. Sorry…Should I continue? Please say yes. I actually want to really bad, so I will anyways. DON'T HURT ME! Just review in case, k? I need some support out here. And also can you read my other story, Sweet Days at High School. I think it's pretty good actually. So yeah. Pleeeeease do.
BTW, I LOOOOOVE Speak Now(the CD and song) SOOOOOOOOOO much! Ya gotta give it a listen, even though you probably already have. :)
