My name is Takahashi Misaki. I'm just your typical 18-year-old university student, trying to make something of myself. However, there is one thing in my life that makes it hard for me to feel "normal".

Strong arms wrap around Misaki's small waist; holding him close to the attackers torso. The older male leans down to nibble on Misaki's ear, causing the teen to blush crimson. The males purple eyes seemed to glow with lust as he whispered Misaki's name.

That's Usami Akihiko. Otherwise known as "The Great Lord Usami", or "Usagi-San". He's my landlord/guardian/lover. I had started living with Usagi-San after my older brother had gotten married and moved away. I wanted to stay and go to school, so Usagi-San said I could stay with him. However, things have turned out rather strangely.

"Misaki." His mysterious voice whispered the teens name into his ear as Usagi pressed his warm lips to Misaki's neck. Blushing even more, Misaki felt a tingling warmth form in his gut. He bit his lip to contain a moan that was trying to escape his lips.

Usagi-San and I…are dating. Nii-Chan doesn't know about this though, which is a good thing. I mean… two guys in love? That's not right.

Usagi's hand, warm and large, slides up Misaki's shirt and gently twists his right nipple; making the teen arch his back in pleasure.

But dammit… it feels so good. GAH. No homo, no homo, no homo, no hom-

Misaki lets out a surprised moan as Usagi's slender fingers brush against his manhood.

"U-Usagi-San… You have work to do…We can't…" Misaki forced out his breathing ragged. Usagi chuckled and unbuttoned Misaki's pants.

"It can wait. I need more 'inspiration'." Usagi murmured and fondled the boy's full erection. Misaki's eyes closed as he let out a moan. He couldn't deny it, he wanted this just as much as Usagi did… maybe even a little more. Usagi had removed his pants, freeing his throbbing member. Fully removing Misaki's pants as well, Usagi began to insert his fingers in his opening. Misaki groaned in pain, tears forming in his eyes; but once he felt his lovers fingers press against his prostate his groans turned into moans.

Usagi continued with his ministrations, preparing the boy for a much bigger invader. However, hearing Misaki's moans were causing him to become impatient. He wanted to take him now.

Misaki felt the fingers exit him, and let out a whimper of disappointment. That is, until he felt something much bigger enter him. Usagi began thrusting into Misaki, causing the boy to scream out in ecstasy. He continued to go faster, wanting to hear more of Misaki's pleasurable screams. The muscles tightened around Usagi's cock, causing the older male to become even more aroused. Both came in unsion.

"Misaki…" Usagi whispered, "I love you." Misaki's eyes opened and he remained silent. His eyes stared into Usagi's, he saw nothing but love and lust in them. However, they were soon replaced with sorrow when the boy didn't respond.

Usagi-San… loves me. But, we're both guys. We've had sex. We've kissed. We're dating… yet, I have never told him I loved him. But… don't I? I worry about him. I care about him. I yearn for his touch, his kisses…

Usagi had pulled out of Misaki, his eyes now sad. Misaki reached his hand out to cup his cheek gently as his green eyes bore into Usagi's. This shocked the writer, not use to Misaki touching him willingly.

…Even now, I have hurt him; yet I can't say those three words he wants to hear. This man… this man who has done everything for me. This man who loves me. This man who is in pain because of me; I love him. I… love him…

"Misaki?" Usagi asked, a little confused about the faraway look in his lover's eyes. Misaki smiled warmly and sat up, his face inches from his.

I love him.

"Usagi-San…" Usagi's eyes widened at the emotion in the boys eyes. Before he could say a word, Misaki's lips crashed onto his. Without any words, the message was delivered.

I love you, too.