Hia People. This is my first post on , and I really hope you enjoy it! I'm going to do three more one shots for the rest of the couples. Please review!!!
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or the song My Immortal. (I wish)
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
I couldn't walk through my own house without being reminded about him, and what had happened to us. Pictures, clothes, games, movies, music, even food. I was tired of missing him, tired of trying to get over him, and just tired of loving him. It had been two years, he wasn't coming back, but it seemed my heart didn't want to get over him and my mind was telling my heart to get over it. Everywhere I turn I heard his voice as if he was still talking to me, as if his presence was following me.
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
When we started dating, he seemed to glow, like he was the one that was perfect for me. He was confident, loving, and friendly. And I loved him for it. But now, after he left, it seems like I'm trapped in the life we tried to create, and I can't get out. Like we created tight ropes around us, and he was able to slip through them, but he left me behind. His face appears more than not in my dreams, telling me things like, "I don't love you," and "There was a reason I left you." My dreams used to be wonderful, of our future, our family together. But he walked out of my life without a second glance, and took the dreams with him. Now the gap was filled with horrible nightmares, the had me waking up screaming. His voice follows me wherever I go, telling me things that aren't true, but I desperately wanted to believe, and stripping me of all sanity.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When I looked in the mirror, I couldn't see what happened on the inside, but I knew that my heart was shattered and torn. And no matter what I did, it never would heal. My pain washed over me like a tsunami, drowning in a sea of hopelessness. Time cannot heal wounds this deep and pain this bad. My mind is filled with thoughts of the man who left me, and how my battered heart seemed to leave me chest and follow behind him.
