A/N right now I am at my house, and we had a party…everyone just left…it's one fifteen in the morning… and this came to mind, I just couldn't shake the feeling that I had to post this as a one-shot…I hope you enjoy it!

Oh and the bold is the song lyrics, and the normal is Bella's thoughts. This is when Edward left Bella in New Moon…obviously…

Disclaimer: I wish they were mine…but sadly, they are not. I don't own the glorious song, either.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

I can't believe that Edward would leave me here…after all we've been through, and he even told me he loved me, more than family, at one time…

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I still refuse to believe that this is happening…how would he…could he…I love him! I thought he loved me, too. I...won't be able to love again…not unless it's to him…oh please, let this not be real…

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

When you left you took my heart…and love…with you, Edward. I knew that I wasn't good enough for you. I knew that this day would come, but I had fruitlessly hoped that it wouldn't…

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

Every night I dream no more, nightmares have haunted me…your face, so beautiful, never to be seen again. Only in my memory. I'm losing it…my soul has been taken from my body…

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

The pain is unbearable. How can I last a single day longer without you?

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You took my heart with you when you left. There is nothing left of me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

You are with me only when I am in danger…and even then, only in spirit…those few moments with your voice are heaven…even with the voice of silk, of velvet, I am still ever so alone…

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I will never heal from this. I love you too much to move on, and I will never lie, I will love you still, even if you don't love me too…oh God, please help me…

A/N writing this is making me depressed. And I put in a lot of "…"s, I know, but I couldn't help that. It just seemed a good way to use them. Does anyone know the song? If you do, you rock. I'll send you a cookie. And if you think that there should be more then just this, I know many more songs that I could use…but as of right now, this is a one-shot. So be a good person, make me happy and review. Please?