"Kagome, please I can't do this anymore." Those were the nails in my coffin. After that I left her there, in that deserted parking lot.. Just as the first snows of the season fell. My Kagome.. Too shocked and hurt to even fight back. Kami, what have I done? I.. I didn't want to make this choice but really couldn't continue dragging her along. Every day edged closer to the time where I'd have to make a decision that would.. that would make her hate me. I'm so confused and I can't seem to find my head. How am I, the great Sesshoumaru, supposed to make a decision that appeases everyone? Do I take responsibility for who I am in birth right or do I take responsibility for this woman's heart, of which I've taken into my personal care? I shouldn't have let her in to begin with but.. how could I not? Now the only image ingrained into my mind is the utter heartbreak showing in her beautiful eyes. I.. I would rather hurt her now than before this gets too serious. I have a responsibility to the West. My Lands need a leader and I have no time for traipsing around with some human woman who knows nothing of the youkai world. Even thinking that now sounds wrong. Kami, I cannot face her again..
