I loved him and I think in the deeps of my heart I still do.
I'm not going to say that it was easy. It wasn't, believe me but I had to let go. I had to let him go. I had to admit myself that even after his return I would never be happy with him around.
I would never be able to trust him. Did I even in the first place?
He apologized for his behavior and I knew he was sincere. Kindly, I accepted it. But still, I turned my back on him. I left my past behind. Sometimes it's necessary to be at peace with yourself. Sometimes you have to leave everything behind, turn your back to your childhood, leave the place where you grew up to face a bright future. Leave behind those you love.
I knew it isn't easy but somehow I knew I'm better off this way.
