So the day has come, the day we face each other on and fight till death giving it all we got. Both with the idea that one of us will die right here right now, but we find it difficult to end this fight as it was easy to start it. Were equally match and the day seems to grow longer. How long has it been already? Who is going to end it? Why are we doing this? When will this end? Where will we strike next? Questions unanswered were spoken in our mind as we tried to concentrate on all this.

The memories of how we met, to the day we made a strong bond, to the time it was broken were thrown right before our eyes. I don't know why we started a war against each other and a fight inside us to choose what was right and what is wrong. We are equals and this fight will never end until we both die at this place. Finally when you knew of my secret power the power I vowed to never use ever again was shown to you. You saw the way I came back from the dead the way I fought the way my eyes change for you to see the monster I was inside. You were also hiding power inside of you. Power that you were cursed with just like me but you liked the power that you craved while I hated this power and just wanted to never let it out. I was abused by the power and you didn't listen my wise words of what matters and what not.

You needed strength to kill the person who has hurt you and haunted you when you were a child but in reality you just need it a slap in the face to get you out of the gutter and show you right from wrong. I thought I could help you but you always tried to push me away. I was abused my whole life with parents who left me in a place that I forced myself to love while in reality I loathed whit all my heart. I found people who were like me who were hurt and needed to heal…..it was you….I thought if together we reunited we could make sure we sew those wound together and kissed them to make them better so they won't hurt no more….but instead you will skimmed into my past to know why I got my wounds and pour salt on it…..

In the end of our fight….I didn't had the strength to kill you as you will always and forever be someone precious to me. Neither could you….you couldn't kill me for the thought of I being someone precious to you to. We grew up together and nothing will ever change the past that we had together. I will always be that first friend you ever had and you will always be my best friend. I saw you walk away your words bringing tears to my eyes as they echoed into my mind. 'You're nothing to me.' I fell in an instant and slowly closed my eyes wanting to scream for you to stop and come back but you kept on walking away into the darkness as I watched and let you slip from me. I slipped into darkness and didn't rise until morning came.

I woke with the thought it was all a dream but they came to me and ask me 'why' why what?...'Why didn't you stop him?' 'Why couldn't you be stronger to make him come back?'

Why, why, why, why, why, why, why!

I couldn't answer it myself. I wish I had an answer I wish I had something to say but nothing will come out. A slap to the face, a grim face that tore up to tears and hated words being screamed at me, I couldn't take it. I needed escape I needed to be left alone! I found it funny how only one person out of everyone who came to see me was concern of me. The only person who went to look for me and saw me running away from the glares and the shouting running past the public park, the market, the restaurant and going straight to solitude in the forest.

That person saw my tears fall, saw how I shouted and hit the floor throwing tantrums of how unfair everyone was being, how I tried my best and they didn't understand anything of how all had happen so fast. This person embraced me in a hug and told me to come, telling me I will be much happier with him than here. I smiled and took the offer. I didn't look back at the place of hell that I was force to call home….instead I raised my hand and threw the middle finger behind me as a way of saying good riddance.

Years past and it was about 4 years after the day you left me and the day I left to. I fell in love with him and we easily connected. He took care of me and I felt the warmth of his embraces something that I should always lust for just the way I lusted for his lips to be near mine his caring touches on my body and oh so much more. The day came when we saw each other again in one of the weirdest ways ever. You came because the place of hell had asked for you to take me back home. Or was it there command that made you come? I didn't recognize you at first but you did instantly and tried to take me. I screamed for help and the man I loved came to my rescue. You fought him and you were angered how I cling to him and kissed him. You seem rather jealous and pushed me aside.

You did something I could never forgive you, for something that made me hate you with so much passion that it could never change. You killed him, you killed the men I loved and even then I heard how he told me that he will love me and protect me even in the afterlife. I shouted, tears falling and the hatred for you started rise. I grabbed him and told him that he will be okay that he will live. He coughed blood out and smiled at me wishing for a last kissed. I gave him a kiss wishing it would have lasted longer but you had to grab me from my hair and throwing me aside like garbage and finished him of. Watching you behead him was terrifying. I screamed my lungs out and new tears fell as I felt stabbed by an invisible force in every place of my body. His emotionless hazel eyes stared at me, the mouth parted letting a fountain of crimson red liquid flow out, his chest nut hair that was nicely groomed to the back was dirty with blood and dirt as it was messed up as well. My heart that thumped hard in my chest was unbearable, my lungs burned and my eyes got blurry. My throat hurt for so much screaming I have done and everything ached.

I blacked out and I saw how you got closer and stopped in front of me….When I woke up, I was back to hell, I couldn't believe that the day I escaped hell and went to heaven was the same day I came back…funny huh…..

The ruler of hell saw my state and gave a quizzed look at you before helping me but I slapped all the helping hands telling them to leave me alone to let me die to not get so close. I was tempted to scream again as they kept on asking why….'why did I ran away?' where…'where was I all this time?' …who…'who abducted me?" when….'when did this happen?'….where…'where was I?'….and how….'how did it happen?' I screamed the truth to those who had glared at me on the past and shouted everything of how I thought I was safe in the arms of the men I love, safe and warm and away from the people who only cared for you and how I didn't want anything with any of them how I was tempted to die how you mercilessly killed him how I wished my love was near me how my heart was breaking …how…..how I….how I was expecting my lovers child in just 8 months….but I told them once you were gone…They were all silent , guilt was stabbing them in the chest and when one got closer I yelled and let some of my forbidden power out .

It was by instinct that I kept myself living and smiling as I thought of the past. All for him and my baby….. When you came to check on me the first thing you did was look at my stomach with discuss. You growled when you met my eyes and gave me a heated glare. I put my hands protectively against my stomach and hissed back as you got closer. I was in a room where all was white and only a black window that let people see me and I not to them. I knew they were watching this, how we were interacting and I hope they are damned fucking crying for all the shit they have caused me. But as you came closer you did the unexpected and got to your knees. You touched the bed and then touched my face. You had guilt in your onyx eyes. Something so shocking that I never thought you even could feel the emotion name regret.

You asked for my forgiveness and as you brought you hand higher to my hair your sleeves fell down and I saw the red marks of scars…something shocking I never thought you will ever do. You touched my stomach but I slapped your hand away not wanting you near my baby. I saw the hurt in your eyes as they met my cold glare. I looked away and you understood very well that I was mad. That I couldn't forgive so easily and when I thought of it I felt like I never will. We stayed in a pregnant silent that was over when you got up and walked back out the same door you came in from. Before you left you looked at me and spoke. "I regret everything I have done. I regret not staying with you and living life like I promised you but instead I choose a road that brought me misery because you weren't there. When my consciousness came back to me many months ago, I knew that I had to do something about all this. When I saw you with him, I lost all control and attacked in rage." Your words were truthful and hit me in the heart, it was so unlike you to say those words and mean them at that. "-I ….I came back with ought the vengeance that I longed for, just to come back and see your warm smile shine on me….but when they told me you had disappeared I went in rage and searched for you thinking that something awful had happened to you. Now I see that you have been happy with someone else holding you in their arms… I regret for what I have done and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I couldn't stand seeing that because I always thought you will be waiting for me back at home with everyone else." I was in tears; I was speechless for the first-no- second time in my life. I just kept looking at the sheets not wanting to meet your eyes and see all those emotions that I heard in your voice. "I can't forgive you," I had spoken," Not yet, not until I know why…why did you went in rage, why did you thought I will wait...Why?" I had asked you. Your words after the silence were whispered but it echoed around the walls of this empty white room that was only filled by a bed and I with you in it for now. "Because I love you." And with those words spoken you closed the door leaving me in my thoughts.

'I hate you, I hate you…I HATE YOU!'

That was all I could think. If you loved me so then why was it that you did all of this? Why didn't you tell me from the beginning before I did what I did and fell madly in love with someone who cares more and has been there for me since you left?

I stayed in that room for what seemed like an eternity when in reality it was only two weeks. Why they kept me there, someone who was pregnant… God only knew why. They only transferred me to the hospital where I was checked to see if how the pregnancy was going and my health. Everything went fine but when one of the people I used to call 'friend' came near me I only glared as it was them who had looked at me down at that day.

She looked down not wanting to meet me in the eyes as she clutched at the roses she had brought with her.

"What do you want?" I spat out with such sour in my mouth I myself couldn't bare the taste it held in my words. She flinched and finally looked at me with determination.

She took a step forward and cleared her throat. "I brought you some flowers, and I came to tell you that they will let you get out soon but you will be saying with someone as orders by the leader"

I raised an eyebrow and hesitated to get the beautiful bouquet she was trying to give me. She saw my hesitation and put it in a clear vase next to the bed. "I wanted to see you again, ever since you left but not just me everyone have been hoping for your return…We missed you."

I rolled my eyes and looked away. "You all should have thought of that before you," I pointed at her accusingly, "slapped me and shouted at me of how stupid I was that I couldn't bring your precious boy-toy back and for all those fools who I thought were my friends and companions they don't know how much they have injured me. No one even thought of how I felt, me the one who had to fight him, the one who was closes to him but no, you all just pointed and accused me for being a weakling." I confessed. "A real frien-no...a true friend, a best friend, a comrade would have stayed on my side and helped me out. No one did, only him; who went after me and wrapped me securely in his arms."

She cocked her head sideways and asked. "Who?"

I turned to her a warm smile and fresh new tears that I swear were the fault of my mood swings. "Leo."

"What did he do to you? What happened while you were gone?"

"I fell in love."


okay this was all typed when i was so bored and thinking of the episode of the valley of the end while listening to our dying day by story of the year plz review if you wanna know how all this ends i think you can tell whose who right if not then tell me and ill give everyone names.