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Hpov.
I wake up crying. Again. I was getting tired of this, but its not like i could help falling in love with him. Why did he have to love my best friend? It hurt even more...I tried going out with other people, but i still thought of him so i broke up with them because i felt guilty. Its not like i was cheating, but he is always on my mind. I got up to the bathroom and wash my face. I look in the mirror and i notice how skinny i look. While i put on my makeup i think of how much easier it was when i was'nt in love with him.

"Hermione?" ginny calls through the door, knocking at the same time.
"What is it gin?" i answer. I dont really want to talk to anyone right now, but i would rather talk to her than anyone else. I regret when i talk to her because i havent told my best friend who im in love with, but that is because they are both in love.
"I need to talk to you!"
"One sec!" I rush to the door and open it. What i see breaks my heart, Ginny crying. Ginny never cries. I rush her to the bed.
"What the hell happened?"
"I..I..."
"Ginny, tell me!"
"Harry asked me to marry him, and i said yes! but theres bad news..."
"Thats great! Whats the bad news?"
" I took a pregnancy test and Im pregnant!"
I couldnt speak. She looks at me expentantly, but im at a blank. Then my heart shattered, i knew it was HIS baby. But i had one shred of hope so i decide to ask her.
"Ginny, it is his baby right? I know that sounds messed up, but i need to know" i ask her.
"Yes...but i dont know how he will react! What if he runs away? What if he leaves me to fend on my own? What will hapen to the baby? Oh hermione im so scared!"
"Nothing will happen ginny. He will be a great father. Go tell him now, you need to go tell him."
"Ok, bye hermione."
I didnt reply, i couldnt talk anymore. It hurt so bad, I absolutely couldnt tell ANYBODY that i was in love with Ginny's fiancee, Harry James Potter.