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Chapter 1-leaving

So my story begins in London, my name is Louise Miller but everyone calls me Lou-Lou. I live with my parents Claire & James and go to London High School where i have 4 friends: Chris, Jack, Lucy & my best friend Connor. But my life changed when we moved to Wolverhampton.

When Claire told me we were moving i ran out of the house and started screaming.
"No mom, I'm not moving, I m not!" I Screamed. "Louise we have to"
"Why? Why Now?" James came out with a pained expression on his face. "What s the matter James?" Claire asked in a quiet voice. "It's nothing Claire, I Promise."

"HEY OVER HERE, MOM, DAD! I don't want to move... i want to stay here!" I shouted at them, i thought mom would answer me but instead dad did.
"Louise... me and your mom have jobs in Wolverhampton.
Wolverhampton? WOLVERHAMPTON! Are you kidding me?" I screamed,
"And what about Chris, Lucy, Jack and Connor?" "Lou-Lou... will you listen to me?" Claire asked quietly.
NO, NO WAY! "Louise we have to leave" James said, that pained expression still never leaving his face.
Dad I don t want to leave I cried.
Why? I couldn't tell my parents what I thought, could I? no I couldn't tell them how I felt that by leaving London I would lose Myself, who I am, not to mention my life. It would hurt too much if I lost my friends especially if i were to lose Connor, my best friends, my brother.
How could I tell them that? So I told them something else.

What about our family? I asked. They ve already given their blessing Claire answered. That just made me more upset; i felt like I wanted to rip their heads off.
What I'm the last to know? I shouted anger filling inside of me, although I should have expected it. My mom answered me in a whisper,
Unable to look anywhere in my direction, No of course not Lou-Lou Connor is OMG! That did it I really was going to rip their heads off, how was I going to tell Connor? Because there was no doubt they thought it was my job!
Well tough shit because I wasn't Gonna do it! NO WAY. If I told him I was leaving he d think I was joking after that he d never forgive me I just know he wouldn't. He s never going to find out NEVER because I'm NOT MOVING UNDERSTAND! I screamed, Claire just glared at me and screamed back.
Louise Sky Miller! You are coming with us, weather u like it or not, and that s the end of it! I stared at my parents with utter shock, I felt as though they had driven a knife through my heart. I couldn't believe this was happening; I needed to get away from them, so I did exactly that,
I turned and walked away.

Louise get back here! Claire Called After me, I but didn't turn or answer, I just kept walking. Lou-Lou Where are you going?! James called after me,
Like he didn't already know; I could tell that he knew I could tell from his voice.
I'm going to Connor s I called back to James, my anger wasn't with dad, it was mostly with mom. Its wasn't my dad that had made me so upset because he was on my side and I knew this because it was in his expression unlike Claire s who couldn't seem to wait to get outta here. She seemed almost joyful like she wanted this move to happen I bet anything she did.

I was half way up to street to Connors when the devil himself came up behind me, and whispered in my ear with a shocked tone. "Hey Lou-Lou what are you doing here?" he asked, i turned around and smiled at him.
I was on my way to see you, why? Can t i see my best friend anymore?" i laughed,
But he didn't answer instead he just stared at me like i was someone else.

"What?" but he just kept staring at me...it wasn't like i was wearing something he owned...so why? It was starting to freak me out.
"Connor you re scaring me what the hell is going on?" i whispered. "Sorry Lou-Lou, it s just someone told me you were moving...a pretty good joke i was on my way over to tell you."
OMG that was it! I wanted to scream and runaway and just get away. I just needed to get away from here, from this nightmare...or try to anyway.

"Lou-Lou?" Connor called with a pained tone. I looked at the floor unable to look my best friend in the eye as i whispered the truth.
"I m so so sorry Connor, i really am" than i ran. I ran as fast as my legs would carry me but it was useless as Connor was right behind me pushing himself to catch me up. I can t help but wonder who told him... because i know Claire nor James told him so who?

I stopped dead and turned around looking at him with obvious confusion. Connor who told you... who told you we were leaving?" then he stopped and the expression on his face made me think someone had cut of his air supply... It was then i realized he wasn't breathing. Connor! Please breathe please!" i cried.
5 minutes later i was really starting to panic but he started breathing again and finally answered my question. "You...You don't know?" he breathed. I looked at him confused, what was he talking about now? Surely if i knew then i wouldn't be asking.
"Know what...what are you on about?"
"Nothing" then he turned his back on me; like i was a piece of rubbish...after everything we'd been through together...i wasn't going to stand for that. So i turned the way i came and made my way home.

When i got home all my stuff was gone and i realized we were going today. so i went to the car and got in without arguing...my lil talk with Connor had knocked the fight out of me, i didn't see the point in fighting now because i realized it was too late I d already lost my best-friend. "Did you say goodbye to Connor?" James Asked. "Yeah, of course dad" i lied my tone had no feeling and it felt like someone had ripped my heart out, broke it into 100 pieces then threw it away.

The drive was horrible, it was so silent, and can u imagine being left alone with your thoughts from London to Wolverhampton. So you can imagine i had plenty of time to think about the life i had left behind and the life was to begin here...most of all i was sorry that i didn't say goodbye to Connor, i wish i had. Truthfully i wish i knew what he was thinking right at that second.

"Louise? Are you ok?" Claire asked in a worried tone. "I'm fine mom" Claire laughed a quite laugh and looked away. I wondered why she was acting like that...but i didn't ask...i didn't want to know. Not long after I d finished contemplating my mother's unusual behaviour i saw IT... the deadly sign... the 3 most horrific words i would ever know, would forever try to erase from my mind. WELCOME TO WOLVERHAMPTON.

Ha this horrid place may welcome me, but i most certainly DO NOT welcome it. After seeing the sign and up-setting myself i felt like crying...this wasn't my home, it never would be because i didn't want to be here. I wanted my home i want London.
"Lou-Lou say hello to our new home" Claire said in a joyful manner, expression, tone and all.
"Mom, how can you be so joyful about this? We've left our home, our friends and family. You should be upset or at least be thinking about the life we've just left behind!" "Lou-Lou please don't start" James Pleaded. "Okay dad...so where are we living now?"
"Penn Fields"

Okay not so bad but it wasn't London, it wasn't my home... "Okay so where am i going to school then? anywhere nice?"
"Yeah Colton Hills" Claire answered. SCREAM, SCREAM or at least say something i thought... Something like i want to go home. "Oh and guess what ... you start tomorrow" Claire rudely ripped into my train of thought when she pointed out the school. I'M NOT GOING, not going i screamed in my head, i want to go back home to London back to Connor (the befriend that turned his back on me) and Chris, Lucy and Jack. My whole family that wasn't here this place isn't my home it s not where I want to be speaking of family and new life, much less starting one here in this place where I didn't belong.

The house was beautiful at least. 21 Lea Road, Penn Fields. Well the outside was anyway, not sure about the inside. We got out of the car and went inside, the inside was just like the way it used to be in London, but better in a way I couldn't describe. It was so beautiful a princess should be living in it not me, and yes it s seriously that beautiful.
Lou-Lou what do you think? James asked in a quiet voice.
It s uh it s uh so beautiful i whispered shock covering my tone.
yes it is Claire said coming up behind me and hugging my waist, I twisted away from her, I didn't want her hugging me even if I did like the house.

Where is my room please? Claire looked at me angrily but answered my question with spite.
Upstairs and it s the last door on the right. I past my parents as fast as I could then went to my new room, I couldn't care less about looking around. I went into my room and once again it looked just like my old one in London.

With nothing but memories in the room I turned around and left. To my shock I noticed a third room in the hallway, I ran downstairs to ask my parents about it my curiosity spiked.

Hey what s the room extra room for? James and Claire shared a glance and then Claire answered me.
Lou-Lou I m pregnant that s why we moved here You re pregnant! I whispered. This was impossible, this was it - my life was truly hell I live in hell.
Yes she answered with the joyful tone again.
But how who? I d figured out long ago that my parents were no longer sexually involved.

Louise your mum cheated on me and became pregnant, but now the father want s the baby and threatened to kidnap it when your mum refused. So you see we had to move. Well that explains it, along with the pained expression that has filled my dad s face all day because my mom cheated on my dad?
When why...mom? tears rolling down my face.
I m sorry Lou-Lou, it happened a couple of weeks ago when your dad was on that business trip and I was lonely I was shocked when she said that word.
Lonely what the hell mom? Your dad was away and I missed him I missed him too but I didn't run off to a boy did i? I asked. Claire didn t answer and nor did James, so I want back to my room to lay on my bed and clear my head, to put on a McFly CD and close my eyes.