Imprinted by the Sun ~*Part 1 | Bye


I had to be one of the most loved girls in the world. Jacob made me feel like the only person in the world that he would rather be with and live with for ever and, I was glad that we would be together forever. He was so special to me. There was no one I had ever met, that made me feel like he did.

I leant against his side, looking out to the horizon, and watching the sunrise with him keeping me warm from the cold night of La Push. I was more human than people thought I was. I could feel the cold and heat; I wasn't that much like my parents, like most vampires. The only difference was that I lived forever, never aging and living on my families diet, and of course all of the usual vampire abilities, speed, strength, perfect eye sight, hearing and my own gift of showing people what I see and think, without speaking.

Jacob's arm around my waist and my head on his shoulder, it felt so different when we were alone. I loved been with him, doing anything, I just loved it.

"Are you warm enough, Ness?" he asked, stoking the side of my arm.

"Fine thanks Jacob." I looked up to his eyes, seeing the sunlight peering over the cliff and reflecting into his eyes. For almost seventeen years we had known each other for and he hadn't aged a day, nor had any of the other wolves.

Normally my father and mother wouldn't let Jacob stay out with me all night like tonight, but he was leaving for a month and they knew how much we would miss each other, especially for me, it would be the first and only time Jacob had ever left me, since I was born. It would cause us both pain to be away from each other for that long. I didn't want him to go, and I wanted to go with him, but he insisted on my staying in Forks with my family. He kept saying that it was too dangerous for me to come, even know I had taken Paul down in a play fight one day, he didn't think I could fight that well.

The thing that frustrated me most was that he wouldn't tell me where he and the pack were going, but my father knew and so did my mother. I didn't even know if I would ever see him again. It had to big, something deadly, he was mixed up in for him not to tell me. Whenever he wouldn't tell me something, I always knew it was huge and when he did finally tell me – after it was all over with – it always was.

"Mmm, come on Ness. It's time to go," he murmured, getting up and helping me up too, taking my hand in his. Unwillingly I stood up, by his side, his hand leaving mine at my side, his arms around my waist, as we both took one last look at the sunrise before we left.

When he turned me around, I knew it was to say goodbye. Looked down, trying to be strong. "Don't go," I choked, wrapping my arms around his neck, resting my face on his shoulder, tears flowing down my face.

"Please. Please don't make it any harder for me Ness. Please?" he begged, pulling me away from his shoulder, looking me in the eyes before pulling me back to him, his head tucked into my neck under my hair with my arms around his neck. I wanted to kiss him, but I knew if I did, it would only make it harder for the both of us.

I heard Sam on the cliff in front of us, howling for Jacob. Sometimes I wished that Jacob wasn't a werewolf or the Alpha of the pack, because if he wasn't he may not have had to go with the rest of them. Surely Sam would understand if Jacob didn't want to go if he was still Beta, he would let him stay with me.

"Stay Safe," he whispered, kissing me on the cheek before running off, into the forest of La Push.

I stood there, on the beach, watching where Jacob had gone. My heart beat felt like it was racing, but it was calm and normal, like always.

I could still feel Jacob's warmth from when I was in his arms, the only place I felt truly safe and close to him. I turned back around facing the sunlight, I started to shine in the sunlight and thought I had better get home before the sun was up and I would have to go stay with Billy until dark. Summer in La Push was sunny, sometimes, but this year it seemed like it was somewhere other than the state of Washington DC. It was too sunning and bright. I sort of hated it. I wanted to be outside in the light, not waiting until dark to go out and then it was only a few hours until it was bed time – or so my parents wanted. They only ever let me stay up until twelve at night and that was only when the sun was out, I wished that I didn't have to sleep like the rest of the vampires, it wasn't fair, it was the one thing that I wished I had in common with my kind and I was sure that Jacob felt the same way.

I couldn't wait until I was seventeen, cause that was when Jacob promised me that I could live with him and make our own rules and do what we wanted when we wanted. I was surprised when Jacob told mum and dad about his promise to me, which they agreed with the promise, I just hoped that they would stay true to their word when the time came.

When I got home, Claire was outside of my house talking to mum. She was two years older than me, but I looked older than her.