Hey, this is the first fic I've written for this so please don't be mean….
So if you've clicked on my story,
Then that means you're interested in my idea for
man
: Voice Within my Heart
Hope you like it!!!

Now you'll find out where I took my pin name from Haha
Right never mind
Ps, this happens right after the ark
and I might change some things because of my OC
Just a heads up for ya

Yup so just another warning, the first four chapters are from the anime
After that, Imma change it a bit for my own ideas
Though I might return to the regular storyline to add in characters
Remember I warned you…
So let's get started with this thaaaaang!!!
Excuse me for my language

Disclaimer: I don't own anything but my OC


Chapter 1: Singer in my Head

Allen Walker walked from the nurse's office towards the cafeteria with Timcanpy, a golden golem created by his Master, Cross Marian. After being back in the Order, his home, he still felt like something was off, especially after seeing the shadow in the window of the ark and again with Link Howard, the man who was said to follow him until further notice because he was under the suspicion of being in cahoots with a Noah who goes by the nickname of the 14th. "Why is this happening Tim?" He asked quietly as the golden golem seemed to be giving off a questioning vibe.

"It's just something that I've been thinking about for a while now and I have no idea what it means." He frowned while he turned away from the cafeteria and decided to go elsewhere. He didn't feel like eating, which would be pretty weird for anyone who knew the boy well. He didn't really want to see or face his friends either since they'd usually be asking if he was fine or if he was still aching anywhere. He'd usually just say that he was fine when he really wasn't and he made it seem really easy to put on a poker face but not when he was like this, his fragile, uncertain self.

Timcanpy had no idea where his master was going but he followed regardless until they found themselves in the science department. In front of them stood the massive white ark and Allen didn't hesitate to walk straight inside. To him, it felt like there was a force pulling him inside which didn't come as a shock to Timcanpy a bit. As they got closer, they started to hear the lullaby that Allen played subconsciously when they were last here. Allen was surprised since he suspected that there would be no other person in the order who'd know the song.

"Who could possibly know that song?" Allen thought out loud as he stalked closer and closer towards the 14th's secret room. Once he got in front of the entrance, he heard the familiar piano and a familiar voice that sung:

(A/N: I'm using the Japanese Version)

Watashi wa inori, tsuzukeru

Douka kono ko ni ai wo

Tsunaida te ni kisu wo

Allen watched as a little girl, with brown hair tied in two pig tails that hung on her back, looked at him as he walked in. She looked around 9 or 10 years old and wore a short purple dress with frills around the neck, making it look like a maid's outfit. She also had dark purple boots that covered her shins and she had a long black jacket. She wore fingerless gloves on her wrists with green bracelets around each wrist. "W-who are you?" Allen asked.

The girl giggled at him then smiled a small, delicate smile. Her crystal blue eyes were soft as if telling him that he was welcomed in this room. "Hello there Allen, Timcanpy. Nice to see you again." Her voice was sweet and flowed like her singing voice. Allen knew that he recognized the voice of the girl as she sang. It was the voice that was in his head, the first time that he played the song.

"Were you the one… who sang, in my head?" Allen felt stupid asking a question like that.

"Why yes. Thank you for realizing that." She smiled again. Allen felt somewhat uneasy when he was faced with that smile and wondered if this was what it felt like when he gave one of his cover smiles to them.

"May I ask who you are? And how you had the ability to make your voice be heard in my head an no one elses?" Allen's expression turned a bit sceptical when he asked her.

"All in good time, Allen-san. But no worries, I shall introduce myself. I've been around for a while and haven't aged a day since I met him." She said as invited Allen to sit beside her which sent a chill down Allen's back. When she mentioned him, he knew exactly who she was talking about. "I am known as the Sage of Tune though people just call me Kaiya." She told him calmly. Allen felt somewhat comforted when near this girl, like he'd be when he was with Mana. He felt like she was like a long lost sibling of his and that he just couldn't leave her alone.

"So you came to find out who I was right?" She said suddenly. Allen just remained silent but nodded slightly. He wondered if she saw his small nod but then she smiled again and looked at the ceiling. "I guess I'll start with my background right? We'll get on to your past later on, if you feel like it." She seemed really calm about her past unlike Allen. It kinda reminded him a quality of each of his friends. Lavi's openness, Kanda's collective image and Lenalee's comforting. This really intrigued Allen and he was really startled about it. This little girl was for real and she actually wanted to share part of her past with him so he decided to stay and smiled at her. "If I hear your past, it's only fair for me to share a part of mine." He said as she then started with her story.

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In the infirmary, Lavi couldn't take the growling sound of Krory's stomach. It was like torture for the ears. Kanda was giving his irritated look and looked like he was about to kill and Lavi really didn't want to be around for that. "Hey nurse! Can't you shut Krory's stomach up! It's death to my hearing!" He shouted covering his ears. "Hey Yu, don't you have anything to say?"

"Don't call me by my first name, baka usagi!" Kanda che'd. Lavi gave up and turned to Allen, thinking of Krory's stomach made him think of his own.

"Hey Allen, wanna get something to eat with me?" Lavi asked the boy covered in bed sheets. Silence came from the bed, not even a twitch. "Oi, moyashi, you listening?" Lavi flipped the blanket over and there was a huge pile of dishes, not his white haired friend.

"Allen?"

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"So it all started when the 14th took me in when no else had, he changed my life and I vowed to serve him forever. I had no memory of what happened before I met the 14th but that didn't matter, nothing really mattered actually. That was around the same time when I found out about the Millennium Earl, Akuma and the Noah, also that he was the extra Noah. Though he was different from the others like Road or Tyki and I was sure that he had different ambitions as to being on the side of the Millennium Earl but he never really told me. Before he decided to confront the Earl, he told me that whatever happened, I'd have to runaway and leave him behind to find another that I could serve." Allen listened to the female as she told him her past. It sort of inspired him, even though she just met him, he let him into her life. Just like that. He's never really let anyone get into his life so easily and he didn't speak of Mana very often. It also took a lot for him to actually talk about him as well.

"I refused of course but he ensured me that it was for the best, so I agreed. I told him that the Earl wouldn't do anything bad to him since he was family, though, I was proven wrong when the Earl thought of him as a traitor and killed him with ease." Her voice started getting a bit shaky as she leaned against Allen. Like him, she didn't like talking about her past but she needed to get it out in the open so that Allen would trust her like the 14th did. She just couldn't take being left behind once more and it would hurt just as much as it would the last time and probably a bit more painful. She just couldn't take it anymore.

"So what did you do after?" Allen asked suddenly, disturbing Kaiya's thoughts. She looked up at him and then continued.

"After I left, I wandered around, looking and searching for the one that was worthy of my assistance. After a month or so, I've yet to find the one human that would fit my expectations. That was when I met him.

(A/N: Yup another him…)

Flashback

Kaiya was walking around the city bored as ever. She didn't want to be alone anymore and though she knew that she could take care of herself, she would still try and find the one that would take her in and care for her.

"Why is everyone around here so self centered!" She screamed getting insulted glares from people who walked by her. She smiled sweetly as if it was her way of apologizing. The man who recently walked by just shrugged it off and muttered something to himself. She sighed as she sat on the curb of the street. She leaned on her two hands looking at the horses and the carriages that they pulled behind them. That's when she noticed something white that moved across the street, she didn't know who it was but she was dying to find out. She ran as fast as she could, dodging the incoming carriages. Ignoring the whiny of the crying horses, she kept on running.

"Who was that?" she asked herself while running down the alley. It was wet and water dripped around her from places up above. Why she'd come down this way, she had no idea, she just really wanted to find the thing that was in white. Suddenly, something fell from behind her and she turned to see a mask in her face. Shocked, she fell back and stared at the thing.

"What was that for you freak?" The boy behind the mask just smiled at her and offered her his hand. She stood up and brushed herself off. "No thanks." She said coldly as the boy in the white cape then walked away. "Hey wait!" He turned to look from behind his shoulder.

"What's your name?" That was the simplest question that she asked so far.

"I am known as the Crowned Clown." He said simply and started to walk again. She followed him, feeling as if she was drawn to him in a way though he didn't mind at all. In fact, he found it rather amusing. "So what do you have in mind right now?" He asked her as he continued to walk down the street.

"Nothing." She said playfully.

"If its nothing, why are you following me then?" He played her game.

"Just a vibe." She ran to his side and smiled a real smile. "Mind if I call you Master?" She asked suddenly catching him off guard.

"You're cute." He smiled back as they walked together as if they were two siblings. They continued on their way in silence, one not saying a word to the other and not even sharing a look. The silence lasted until the Clown broke it. "Have you heard of the Earl?"

End of Flashback

"The Earl?" Allen was caught off guard once again. After hearing crowned clown, his mind shut down but when hearing of the earl, it suddenly came clear. When they were in Edo, the Earl had told him once that Allen reminded him of a White Clown that chased August around. That was probably the old earl and his other self.

"Yes the Earl, and as you should know, the name of your innocence, came from a young man from a long time ago." Everything she said started to click together. She was a link between the 14th and the Crowned Clown and so was Allen. Now that he thought about it, his innocence was the Crown Clown and his body held the 14th within it. So no matter how he looked at it, this girl, Kaiya and himself were pretty much the same.

"That's mainly it…" She said as she turned to him. "After that, he confronted the Earl as well and that was the last that I saw of him too." She was really calm about it on the outside but on the inside, she felt like crying a river but she knew too well that she couldn't do that in front of Allen. She looked up at him and saw him and a smile that she only saw the Crowned Clown do. It was the kind of smile that shows that he understands what the other is feeling and there's no denying that it was real.

"Just one more question." Allen told her as she nodded, ready to answer. "How did you get here?" He asked carefully trying not to make her any sadder than she already was and he knew that she couldn't deny that.

"Actually, I've been here in this room. The whole time that you and your friends were here." She told him as she let Timcanpy rest on her finger. He seemed content to be with her.

"He really likes you." Allen told her.

"Yah." She agreed, admiring the little golem. Allen then popped up one more question and it was about whether or not the bracelets on her wrists were innocence or just jade. She told him innocence and that she had no idea where, when or how long she's had them. She always wondered if these were the reasons for the 14th to get suspected by the Earl in the first place, Allen just gave her an uncertain look, just like she expected.

He then stood up and stretched his back. Meeting Kaiya-chan, he felt much better and to thank her, he decided to take her to meet the Order, she was uncertain at first but at the mention of family, she was all for it. "Just to warn you, Komui-san get's kinda crazy at times and has serious case of sister complex." Allen explained as they walked out of the ark. Kaiya smiled and giggled as Allen told her about all of his friends.

Hope you enjoyed it

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