Why
I've always hated people that pitied themselves. I think it had something to do with the fact that I thought they were weak. I'm not much better anymore, I pity myself.
I pity myself for falling in love with an international musician that'll never love me.
I've started to wonder. Why did Dana have to come and ruin any chance I ever had?
Shane used to tell me that you had a crush on me and that I should tell you that I liked you. I never believe Shane, I'm regretting it now. I wished I had had the courage to ask you out. Maybe it would have been me with you instead of Dana.
I was going to, I kept hinting to you that maybe I felt more for you than you thought. I was hoping that you'd pick up on that, but I guess not. Dana came along and you forgot all about me.
How did you just forget about me? Just because of some random girl from the rival camp no less.
Now, it's Valentine's Day, I've heard from Mitchie that you're going to propose to Dana today. You're so clichéd. But I guess, at least you're not pinning for someone that'll never love you back. Am I right?
It's been five years since Camp Wars. You and Dana have been dating for five years. I've been wishing I was Dana for the last five years. I know it's never going to happen.
What do you see in Dana anyway? She's not that special. The only musical talent is that she's a pianist. So? I can play the piano too. A load better too. I can dance. I know I'm not the best singer out there, but at least I do sing. Dana doesn't. She can't dance to save her life.
I'm done pinning over you, Nate. There's only one question I want you to answer before I leave.
Why did you pick Dana over me?
Nate's hands clenched in fists as he read the letter over again. Caitlyn had left, she had packed up her bags and moved to somewhere no one would tell him about. He had no problem admitting that he had been dating Dana because she was a replacement for Caitlyn.
Caitlyn was a pianist. Caitlyn was a dancer.
Dana was a pianist. Dana wanted to be a dancer.
He knew it was wrong of him to be dating Dana to replace Caitlyn.
But he also knew that he'd never propose to Dana. That must have been Dana gossiping with Mitchie and hoping that he would. He'd never do that.
A/N: Just a little drabble kind of thing. I might continue if I feel like it, we'll see. Do you want me to continue?
