Hello everyone, welcome to this fanfic. Before you read it, I need to say something about this.
This can be called as my first English fic. My former ones are all written in Chinese. So maybe there are some mistakes in my fic. If you find that disturbing, please forgive me…
This is not a typical fanfiction. Or rather, it's more some essays than a story. I represent my thoughts and feelings in it as if telling them to a real person. I wrote it as a diary or loveletter. So all the expressions in it are true. Even if I don't agree on some opinions, I still type it out. In Chinese these are called "黑历史"(black history)...
Since some of the opinions are wrong and I regret had thought that now, several sentence may be offensive to other characters's fans. I'm so sorry for that. If you don't want to continue reading this fanfiction, please close this page. I don't want to hurt others by language.
If you decide to continue reading, have fun !
