"Ice Cold"
"Ice Cold"
Disclaimer: Hell to the no do I own Naruto.
Hopeless romantic.
I guess those are one of the words you would refer to me in the past. But now, no matter how hard I try, I couldn't care less, the thrill of bubbly romance seemed to have simmered down to ice cold water, or just really froze into hard cold ice. No romantic thing ever happened to me before; my world was completely boy-free except for my dad and my best friend. The hyper blonde wasn't anything you would refer to boy friend material; he was just plainly the best friend. Not that I'm complaining, Naruto was perfect any way possible.
In the past I would fantasize about the things that I wanted to happen. The dream guy, the unrealistic romance and just really my very own manga story fantasy. It totally felt surreal (Even my pink hair made more sense!), and I have to admit, it is pretty stupid now that I think of it. I was one of these shallow beings that could crack at any thing a guy would do to me. I totally over-looked stuff.
Being completely shunned from the boy-world, you couldn't blame me. But now I have this bird's eye view of the boy-world. No guy's really THAT sweet, and frankly, Mr. Perfect doesn't always have to be perfect. I knew that, and I was fooled once by a boy, who acted so sweet and innocent, but the truth was, he was just playing and only asked me out for the sake of telling everybody he has a girlfriend. Naruto totally fused up when he heard about it. He gave the guy a total pandemonium, giving him this long sermon of "being a man" (with violence inserted).
Now I live a content life. I'm totally happy with it! I was finally released from any tension and anxiety that was caused by my drama character.
In the past I would worry about the thoughts of being single. It was really shallow. But now, I worry about my future, school work, campaigning the next school, event, spreading the word of Global Warming, making people realize how cool the Beatles are, and maintaining a safe balance of work and friends. I could care less with being single or not. It just randomly crosses my mind now, and no sparks ever fly when I see a cute boy anymore. (I'm a one-guy-for-a-long-time type) I like boys, but, I don't spend so much time on them anymore. To be honest, I miss the feeling. Now that I've learned, I am completely confident on facing the romantic phase once again. But nothing seemed to melt the thick wall between today, and going back to the past with better knowledge. I can't expect anything to happen, nothing really thrills me anymore. Seems as if the unthinkable can only happen.
I practically lost hope of ever feeling that bubbly feeling again. Until HE moved center stage.
Who knew that the only thing that could melt the ice was the Ice King himself?
Uchiha Sasuke, you ARE the unthinkable.
AN: To continue or not continue. That is totally the question. Tell me what you think. Seriously, this was just randomly written. Stare at the blank document and type away. If the story line and writing is that crappy, please do tell me, and I'll do something about them.
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