Victor sat on the window, sipping his wine and enjoying the night view of Barcelona up from their room. Despite not gaining first in the short program just now, he was more than satisfied seeing Yuri's performance. His student, his successor, his lover, who gained the world's attentions with just a short video of him skating Victor's program.
Yuri sat on the bed, facing Victor, not knowing how to say it. He wanted to cry, but he held it in. He knew he was holding Victor back.
"Yuri, what is it that you wanted to say to me?" Victor said after observing Yuri's expression.
"Victor.. After the final, let's end this," Yuri mustered up all his courage to say it to Victor. He was afraid if he didn't say it, he wouldn't be able to find another chance.
"Yuri.. What are you saying.." Victor was surprised, he didn't want to believe that such words would come out from Yuri's mouth, his lover's mouth.
"Let's.. break up." Victor felt like his heart dropped out of his body. The words he was afraid to hear is finally here. Victor knew Yuri got the potential to grow but deep inside he wanted to keep his lover locked inside his heart. He knew he doesn't want to separate from this Japanese man.
"No." Victor put his wine glass down and moved closer to Yuri. "Never."
Yuri stare at the clear blue eyes of his coach, the person who has stolen his heart for so long, the person he loved dearly… the person he wasn't supposed to steal from the world. Yuri noticed Victor's expression getting darker as he stared back at him.
Victor lifted Yuri's chin up, removing the glasses that hides his beautiful face and throw it to the floor. Each action felt like a slow motion to Yuri, as he felt his heart beating faster than he could control. His idol, his muse, his lover now looked at him with a pained expression.
"But Victor.." Yuri said, wanting to tell Victor how he wanted to set him free. Free from him. However his futile effort was stopped with Victor sudden kiss. His lips, hungry for Yuri.
Victor forced his tongue inside Yuri's mouth, entangled it with his. Yuri, who was shy and unwilling at first, gave up to Victor's perseverance. Yuri could feel his face getting hotter and his breath getting rougher.
"Good boy. Now let me remind you who you belong to," Victor smirked, satisfied with how Yuri replied his kiss.
Victor pinned Yuri down on the bed, slowly removing his thick clothes as he let the bath rope fell out of his body by itself.
Victor kissed Yuri's lips again, gently. His expression softened looking at Yuri closely. "You were the one who asked me to be your coach, and now this?"
Yuri kept quiet, averting his gaze from the clear blue eyes that looked at him, begging. Victor ignored Yuri's silence and instead he kissed him, sucking the pale white skin he adored, leaving trails of kiss marks on his body.
"…nnh, Victor..!" Yuri tensed up, unable to conceal the pleasure he got from his lover. His hand reached out to the back of the Russian man. Yuri could feel the places Victor had touched felt like it was on fire.
"What, Yuri?" Victor said as he continued caressing the soft skin of his lover. "Tell me what you want."
"I want to.. Hnggh.. Win.. Tomorrow's grand prix..," Yuri managed to find words to answer Victor's question without revealing his inner desire.
"That's all, Yuri? Are you sure you don't want anything else?" Victor said as he moved his hand towards Yuri's erect member, teasing it lightly.
"Victor.." Yuri whimpered like a kid
"Hm?" A smirk appeared on his face. "Tell me what I wanted to hear, then I'll do what you wanted me to do," Victor giving Yuri his satisfied expression, amused on what effect he has on this Japanese young man.
"But.."
"No matter what, I'm not breaking up with you, Yuri," Victor held Yuri's hand, bringing it to caress his cheek. He kissed their engagement ring. "I won't let you go."
Yuri averted his gaze, he didn't want Victor to see his teary eyes.
Victor lifted up Yuri's left leg and started kissing Yuri's back knee. His hands touching all over Yuri's leg, from his toe until his inner thigh. "Don't ever leave my side, Yuri.."
Yuri moaned, calling Victor's name in between. Truthfully, he was horrified with the thought of Victor leaving him. Looking at Victor's expression, intently watching Yurio, he was jealous. Such an ugly expression that lurk inside his heart. Tears filled up his eyes, slowly falling on his cheek. He wanted to cry, but he didn't want Victor to stop.
Victor continued his merciless attack despite noticing that his lover cried silently. It pained him to see him cry however he couldn't care less. Right now, he have to make sure that Yuri know he belonged to Victor
Victor stopped as he heard a sniff from the younger man. Yuri has become unable to conceal his cry any longer. "Victor.." Victor could hear Yuri quietly calling for him in between his cry. At this kind of situation, Victor couldn't bear it anymore.
"Why, Yuri? Why are you crying like this? I was supposed to be the one crying," Victor sat, leaving Yuri laying on the bed naked. His heart could feel how painful it was to experience losing his loved ones. The feeling was foreign, as he just began to get to know on his love and life, which both refers to the man laying in front of him. He faced sideways, not wanting Yuri to see his tears as it rolled down his cheeks.
"I'll do it. If you want to break up then let's break up. But don't cry like this. And let me get one final memory of me inside you. Let me do it for tonight. Then the day after tomorrow, we shall go back being strangers." Victor said, without looking at Yuri who is crying even harder because of him.
Victor hugged Yuri gently, afraid he would break the precious person he hold dearly. He kissed the ring he gave to Yuri again and finally looked at Yuri, clear blue eyes to the reddish brown. "Let's do it. For the last time," Victor smiled painfully and kissed Yuri's forehead.
"Don't cry, Yuri. It's the last thing I want to see from you," Victor said as he wiped the tears away from his lover's cheeks. "I love you, Yuri Katsuki. I love you more than anyone else in this world. Thank you for letting me be your coach."
Hearing Victor's confession, Yuri cried even harder in Victor's embrace. Victor hugged him even tighter. "Shh, don't cry, Yuri. How am I supposed to make love to you if you keep on crying like a kid?"
"I love you too, Victor," Yuri finally said something in between his cry.
"Then why do you want to break up with me?" Victor looked at Yuri with a pained expression.
Yuri averted his gaze and tried to hide his embarrassed face with his hands.
"Yuri, tell me," Victor shed another tear, wanting to know what the heck is wrong with his lover. "I just.. I can't.. Don't leave, Yuri. Please," Victor begged. Victor, the winner of five consecutive Grand Prix, the proud man that he is, lower his head in front of his lover, saddened by the thought of Yuri leaving him alone.
"Victor.. Please don't cry. Not you," Yuri hugged him tight.
"Then tell me what is wrong.. Just yesterday we got engaged, and today you wanted to break up with me. How am I supposed to accept that?" Victor's voice broke as he tried to control his emotions. He could feel sadness, anger, but despite all that he still love the guy in front of him.
"You'll hate me if I told you," Yuri said, unable to look at the face of his coach.
"Nothing can make me hate you, Yuri. Even when you asked me to break up with you, I was angry, but despite that all I could feel is how much I love you. I don't want to lose you, Yuri," Victor said sweetly as he kissed Yuri's ring finger, his favorite spot on Yuri's body. The proof that Yuri is his.
"I felt like I was a burden to you," Yuri finally talk to Victor. "I asked you to be my coach. I stole you from the world. I get even greedier now."
Victor listened to Yuri quietly, feeling a little bit better that Yuri finally told him the truth.
"Today, I saw you from behind. You were watching Yurio's performance so intensely. I get jealous. I didn't even realize I could feel that because you've been only looking at me. But then I realized, as you watched others performed. You missed the ice, the rink, the spotlight, didn't you?"
"Yuri.. I.."
"It's where you belong, Victor. You belong to the ice, to the spotlight. I can't steal you away from it. You are Victor Nikiforov, the skater, you are, you have and will always be that. I can't be selfish to keep you for myself," Yuri cried silently as he finished his sentences. "I tried to show them I am worthy of you, but watching everyone's performance today, I was desperate. I failed.." he added.
"Yuri, the ice is meaningless without you. You are where I belong now," Victor smiled softly, hugging Yuri close to him. "I can't believe you asked me to break up with you because of that." Victor chuckled at how simple-minded Yuri is.
"Yuri, listen to me. You can tell me what you honestly want. You can be selfish with me. After all, I'm your fiancée. And as I told you before, the ice is meaningless without you. I wanted to skate with you, for you, not the crowd, not the world. There's only you right here," Victor hold Yuri's hand and brought it to his chest. "Now tell me, be honest about what you want. I will not hate you and I'll stay with you no matter what."
Yuri looked at Victor, eyes filled with tears as he started sobbing and hugged Victor tightly. "Don't leave me Victor.. I'm afraid to be alone," Yuri said in between his tears.
"I won't." Victor replied.
"I want you to only look at me. Don't look at Yurio like that. Or Chris, or Phicit, or JJ, even Otabek. Don't watch them like how you've watched me," Yuri hugged Victor tighter.
"Mhm.. Okay," Victor smiled at Yuri's confession.
"Don't break up with me.. I'm sorry.." he finally said.
Victor patted Yuri's back and caressed his hair. "I won't. So don't ever ask me to end things with you ever again. I love you, Yuri Katsuki." Victor smiled as he kissed Yuri's ring again.
"And I love you too, Victor Nikiforov," Yuri replied, finally smiling, freed from all the emotions hurdled inside of him.
"Now then.. After you said such a cute thing, I can't possibly hold myself back, can I?" Victor smiled turned to a smirk, as he watched Yuri's face turns red.
"But tomorrow is the final.."
"Well, just think of it as a warm up exercise then," Victor said happily as he kissed Yuri's lips again and again. This time, Yuri replied Victor's kisses earnestly. He wanted Victor too.
"Yuri.." Victor said huskily, sending a shiver to the Japanese man. "I love you" Victor started kissing Yuri's neck, careful enough not to leave kiss marks at the place where his skin will be revealed with his costume tomorrow.
"Ngh.. Victor.." Yuri tried to hide his moan as he felt pleasure from the kisses given by his coach. Victor continued to kiss and lick every part of Yuri's body before stopping at his nipples. His slender finger skillfully teased them, circling and slightly pinching it before he gave a full attention to it with his mouth.
"Hngh.. Hah… Vic..tor.. No.." Yuri pant as he put his hand on Victor's shoulders, trying to stop him from teasing the poor man so much, only to earn a smirk from the Russian.
"Don't hide your voice, Yuri. No one can hear you except me. And I would love to hear you respond to what I'm doing."
"But.. Victor.. It's embarrassing.."
"Nothing is embarrassing about you, Yuri. The sexy Yuri who skated Eros, the innocent Yuri, the Yuri who loves katsudon.. and the Yuri that I'm making love to, I love them all. You're so beautiful. How many times do I have to say that for you to believe me?"
Yuri was amazed how this man didn't even embarrassed at what he just said. "The beautiful one here is you, Victor," Yuri replied.
Victor sighed, knowing that their conversation would be getting nowhere as Yuri will still insisted that he is not beautiful like Victor said. So he continued, tracing his fingers, slowly, as it reached lower and lower. Victor lifted Yuri's legs and put it on his shoulder, kissing it from Yuri's toe.
"Victor.. Hngh…" Yuri could feel his body is getting more sensitive under Victor's touch, as he curled his toe from feeling it too much.
"What is it, Yuri?" Victor continued kissing, slowly, giving attention to every part of Yuri's legs down to his inner tight. "Feel good?"
"Ye.. Yeah.." Yuri couldn't wait for Victor's next move as he started to brush his hands against Victor's silky silver hair. "Ah…!" Yuri couldn't contain his moan as Victor reached for his erect member, holding it gently as his hand started to tease the head while Victor eagerly kissing at licking the bottom part. It was easy for Victor to find all Yuri's sensitive spot.
Victor started to move his hand up and down, each time, in rhyme with Yuri's moan. It felt like a sweet melody in Victor's ears as he skillfully put Yuri's length in his mouth, earning yet another moan of pleasure from his lover.
Victor couldn't get enough of the Japanese man. He wanted him from the first time he met, from the first time the drunk Yuri asked him to dance and asked him to be his coach. He instantly fell in love with Yuri. He wanted him, to the point that he even took private Japanese lesson to prepare himself to be Yuri's coach. It took him a while to find Yuri, who went missing right after the party. He remembered how he immediately booked the earliest flight to Japan as soon as he saw the video. After all that, he would never let Yuri go.
"Victor.. I think.. I'll.. soon.."
"Yuri.. you taste good," Victor said. "It's okay, let it all go." And as if on cue, Yuri found his release inside his coach's mouth. Victor licked his lips after swallowing Yuri's. "You have no idea how seductive you are right now. Chris can't even beat you if you skate with this expression. However, it is reserved only for me. I don't want you to go out and seducing people," Victor commented after seeing Yuri laid panting hard with a blissful expression. His face was flushed red as sweat rolls down his face. Yuri clearly looked like he just went to heaven. He stared back at Victor with a lustful eyes.
"Victor, please.. I want you," Yuri begged.
"And where do you want me, exactly?" Victor leaned towards Yuri as his finger circling and toying with Yuri's bottom hole.
"Inside me, please," Yuri was desperate. He wanted Victor's so bad.
"Suck my fingers, Yuri," Victor ordered. Yuri sucked his fingers hard then Victor pushed two fingers in. He had no problem of doing so as Yuri has gotten used to it after doing it with him so many times. After all, Victor wasn't always the patient man everyone thought of. Especially when it's concerning Yuri.
"HHNGH..!" Yuri jolted at the sensation. Victor tried to open Yuri's muscle to lessen the pain when he put his in for Yuri. Victor moved his fingers slowly at first, letting Yuri adjusted with it.
Victor licked Yuri's ear as he continued moving his fingers faster, spreading it out. "Who taught you to be so seductive, Yuri?" Victor whispered.
"Y.. You.. Victor.." Yuri answered, his hand desperately wanted to be freed as Victor used his other hand to pin both Yuri's hands above his head.
"Lies.. You were already so seductive even when I first met you," Victor said, nibbling on Yuri's earlobe.
"I.. did not.. It was after you asked me to.. dance.. Eros.." Yuri tried to speak despite panting harder.
"Do you know why I asked you to dance that program?"
"To.. seduce you..?"
"That's one. But the main reason is because I didn't want to show the world your Agape, your pure love. That's your strong point, I know, but I would like to keep the innocent love you have for myself. I'm quite selfish after all," Victor smiled.
"Victor.. free my hands.." Yuri begged.
"No, you'll run away."
"I promise I won't."
Victor released his grip only to find Yuri suddenly reached for his neck and kiss Victor, desperate and hungry for him.
"You are the only one who know everything about me, Victor. And I'll only love you. It's been like that for a few years now." Yuri said in between their kisses, unwilling to break free from it even when he has things to say.
"Victor.. Let me do it for today."
Victor was startled by Yuri's sudden decision however he let him do whatever he wanted anyway. He pulled out his fingers as he knew Yuri's ready. It was the first time Yuri asked to be the one taking the lead.
Victor laid on the bed, his heart beating faster as he was excited to see how Yuri will do it. Yuri kissed Victor's lips, playing with both of their tongue for a while before he finally moved to taste the rest of Victor's body. He kissed the nape of his neck, slowly but surely leaving marks that proved Victor was his, earning soft moans from the Russian.
Yuri would happily continue, wanting to hear more of his lover's pleasured voice. However, he wanted Victor inside of him, as he slowly sit with his back arched, putting Victor's inside the place he has prepared.
Yuri paused for a while after successfully putting it in, overwhelmed, as always, by the size. He moaned from the pleasure of Victor entering him.
Victor held Yuri's hand dearly, smiling, satisfied by the sight of his lover. "As always, it felt good inside of you," Victor said, caressing the ring on Yuri's hand before kissing it. "Are you okay?"
Yuri nodded, despite clearly not looking okay, his eyes filled with tears once again. "It's just.. so big.. Even after we've done it so many times, I still can't get used to it." Yuri said, embarrassed.
Victor sat up, startling the Japanese, getting closer to Yuri's face. His hand touching Yuri's cheek, his gaze filled with affection, love, and lust. "So how are you going to do me?"
Yuri blushed. However, he wanted to please Victor. To let Victor knew that it was the right choice to choose him. He started to move, up and down, slowly, moaning every time he moved. Victor followed Yuri's rhythm, matching his pace with his lover. He can't wipe the thought of how happy he is that Yuri's finally showing how he wanted Victor, too, desperately.
"You've always surprised me, Yuri. Are you sure you'll be able to skate tomorrow if you keep moving like that?" Victor said.
"But.. Hah… I… Nghh.. want you, Victor.." Yuri said as he started to speed up, feeling Victor's length inside of him. "It.. ah.. feels good.."
"The honest Yuri is so cute," Victor leaned to kiss his lover, his tongue licking Yuri's lips before entering it mercilessly when Yuri opened his mouth to let out a moan. He explore the inside of Yuri's mouth, inviting his tongue to join in. Yuri replied Victor's kiss as he felt the pleasure.
Victor couldn't keep his hand quiet anymore. He started to brush lightly against Yuri's now sensitive skin, one hand slowly teasing Yuri's nipple and the other roamed down towards Yuri's member, caressing it with affection.
Yuri reached to the back of Victor's neck, caressing him back, down to his back. Victor's well build figure is his ideal he can't achieve despite working so hard. He still couldn't believe that his God wanted him, and currently inside him.
"Yuri, I'm close," Victor whispered huskily.
"Me.. too.." Yuri's voice ended up more like a whisper, intoxicated by Victor's scent. He tried to hold on to Victor's shoulder, trying to find his balance.
"Let's do it together, Yuri," Victor said before putting a final thrust and fins his release together with Yuri. Yuri had never expected to find someone who has that much control over him.
Yuri fell on Victor, feeling limp. It was the first for him to be the one moving. He was curious on how Victor could keep on doing that to him without feeling tired.
"How was it?" Victor asked, concerned. "Did you feel good?" He hugged Yuri as both of them laid on the bed.
Yuri chuckled. "I'm the one who's supposed to ask you that." He snuggled closer to Victor, inhaling his favorite scent.
"Everything felt good with you, Yuri. Except when you asked me to break up with you," Victor smiled.
"Ah.. Victor, I said sorry, didn't I.. Forgive me already.." Yuri whimpered.
"Alright, alright," Victor laughed. "I forgive you, Yuri." Victor kissed Yuri's forehead, showing his affection.
"Sorry, I was anxious," Yuri said as he cuddled with Victor.
"I know, but that was too much, so don't do that to me again, okay?"
"Okay, I promise." Yuri smiled.
"You remember when you gave me this ring?" Victor showed the ring that Yuri gave him, proudly circling his finger. "I was surprised. I wanted to give the ring, which is now on your finger, to you after the Grand Prix. But you outdid me. Can't say that I'm unhappy, though."
"Really? I was really surprised when you gave me that ring!"
"There's a secret in that ring, you know. I didn't manage to tell you because I gave it to you without explaining it."
"Really?"
"Yeah, give the ring to me. I'll show you."
Victor hold the ring as he showed Yuri the inner circle of the ring. "I've prepared this even before I came to your house, you know," Victor said. There it was engraved, Victor's name and some Russian words that Yuri couldn't read.
я люблю тебя – Victor N.
"Do you know what it means?" Victor asked. Yuri shook his head. "It means I love you, Yuri. You have stolen me from the world since long ago, so don't feel anxious about anything now," Victor hugged Yuri with his free hand, letting Yuri lay on his shoulder.
Yuri felt the tears filling his eyes once again, this time he could feel his heart will burst due to the happiness this man gave him.
"Tomorrow, skate while thinking of me, Yuri. Dance to your heart's content. Show the world the Yuri Katsuki who stole Victor from the world," Victor kissed Yuri's hand as he placed back the ring to his finger, where it belong.
"Okay," Yuri said, sobbing.
"You know, let's do this," Victor faced Yuri, his eyes looking straight at Yuri's eyes. "Gold medal or not, Yuri Katsuki, will you let me to take care of you for the rest of your life? Will you marry me, Yuri?"
For a while, there was only silence. A few minutes that make Victor felt like forever, with Yuri looking at him in disbelief.
"Please say yes, Yuri," Victor said, unable to wait a little longer.
Yuri nodded, unable to find a word to express how he feel like now. Victor hugged him tight, feeling happy after Yuri agreed on marrying him. His feeling right now couldn't even be compared to winning 5 Grand Prix consecutively. It was much deeper, much more.
"I thought you said we'll only get married if I won the gold medal.. After messing up today's performance.. I.. I.." Yuri cried again in Victor's embrace, tears falling on his lover's chest.
Victor sighed. "You and your anxiety. We'll have to work to get rid of that," Victor caressed Yuri's hair, kissing the top of his head. "Give your all tomorrow, Yuri. We've come this far. And as soon as the Grand Prix ends, we'll get married. Okay?" Yuri nodded in response.
"Now let's rest. We got a long day tomorrow," Victor said, kissing Yuri again.
"Okay.." Yuri said, fidgeting. "But before that, can I have one more round?"
Victor chuckled. "Anything for you, Yuri. Anything for you." Victor caressed Yuri's face, wiping away his tears. "But this time, I'll take the lead. I can't have you too tired to dance tomorrow."
"Now then, Yuri," Victor kissed the ring again, happy that Yuri has given him his all. "Shall we start?"
Note:
MY HEART BREAKS WATCHING EP 11! Which resulting in me deciding to create this fic.
Some part of the story is contributed by my fellow YOI fan lololol
Well, I'll believe in their love! I hope ep 12 will be a miracle!
