I don't really know how much time it took me to make Maria allow me to write this, but she wasn't really happy about this. It's like that I don't have right to do this, but it's just that story was too perfect to be left behind. She was going out with Cassius, which was probably the main reason she liked Draco, and Lucius Malfoy. Cassius is blond, with kind of pale face, and pastel blue eyes. He sort has very bad attitude towards the teachers, the same way Maria does.
In this story, Draco is just like perfect person to do be Cassius. For Maria, well I don't really know that Pansy would be very good for her, so I just need to get the new character who's name will be Ellen. I also had sort of important role in what happened, so there will be Hildegard (my middle name) instead of me.
Breath, but I Can Taste You Still; Alive Bellow the Waste 1
A fine day at Hogwarts for Draco Malfoy, who was just starting new year. This year, he'll at least try not to think about girls. Even if his father was powerful, he still wanted to enter the ministry with good marks.
He entered the common room, like everyone. He climbed the main staircase, towards his dorminatory. Fallowing Crabbe and Goyle inside, he noticed that bed sheets weren't blue anymore. They were green now. The color of Slytherin.
"Yo, lets go, and check did they change girls' sheets" Blaise Zabini suggested, while Jeff Marls jumped. Both of them looked over to Draco.
"Don't force me do that, cause I may be expelled" Draco said, unwillingly. He really wanted to check the girls' dorminatory.
"C'mon Draco. Who do you expect us to take with us? Perhaps Crabbe and Goyle?" – Both Zabini and Marls laughed. Crabbe and
Goyle didn't seem to be insulted at all. It was true that only female person they ever talked to, was their mother, and in Crabbe's case, his sister.
"I don't really know. Lets just go, and I could go and ask Pansy does she still have laughing gas" – said Draco, standing up.
"That's you," said Marls. "I need more bills."
They set off towards girls' dorminatory.
"Hello girls" three of them stuck their heads inside.
"Shove off!" Hildegard yelled at them. Pansy was lying on her bed, while other three were sitting, and chatting.
"What if we don't want to go away?" Sneered Draco.
"You will," said Hildegard, grabbing first pillow she could get, and throwing it at Draco. She hit him on his face.
"Ouch" cried Draco.
"Now we'll have to come in, Draco needs doctor" Zabini Blaise pushed Draco inside, making him land on someone's bed.
"We aren't doctors," snapped Lauren Russell.
"What the hell are you than?" Marls and Blaise started fight/flirting with four girls. They totally forgot their excuse to come to girls' dorminatory.
"Do you feel so bed, that you want to spend night in my bed?" Ellen asked, sitting on the bed.
"I do. I feel so bad, that if I don't sleep in your bed, I will die" Draco said, turning his head towards her.
"You won't die" – Ellen said. It was strange for her. Her friends were having fight with boys, and she was on the bed with Draco Malfoy.
"I won't. You want to come with me? We can find some private place at Hogwarts, where I could sniff" Draco said, sitting up.
"What's so special about taking drugs?" Ellen asked.
"We can try it tonight, Ellen" Draco said, placing his hand between her, and bed.
"I'll just go with you, as your friend. Which drug are you going to take?" She asked.
"I'll see. Lets just go" Draco stood up, and motioned her to come. She fallowed him, as they got out of the room. They left other people have pillow fight inside.
"What's the password?" Draco asked, as they approached the stonewall.
"Vicisitudine" she said, as they excited the common room.
They paced very fast, until they got outside the dungeons, than he placed his arm around her. She said nothing. It was sort of cold, so it felt well being hugged.
No one saw them, as they passed. When they got to the seventh floor, Draco stopped.
"Why are we here?" – She asked, getting away from him.
"Lets go inside one of those empty, never used classrooms." Draco said, opening the door of one of them.
"What are we going to do there?" Ellen asked, as Draco pulled her inside.
"Don't we need little privacy?" Draco asked closing the door.
"Why?" she asked him.
"I certainly can't do this to you in the girls' dorminatory." Draco said, as pulled her closed, hugging her around her waist.
"Are you trying to kiss me?" she tried to get away, but he already let go of her, and sat in the chair, where teacher was supposed to sit.
"After I do this" he got the white residue out, and using the knife made thin rows.
"Why are you doing that, Draco?" She asked, as she came closer to him.
"No reason. I just can't stop," he said carelessly, rolling the bill.
"Are you addicted to drugs?" She placed her left hand on the table.
"I don't know what do you think?" He asked her. Then he bent his head down. The scene was disgusting. The drug-cocaine was slowly vanishing, as he would pass it. When he finished it, he just leaned back in the chair.
"Come here" he wanted her to sit in his lap.
She did so.
"Now, you never took any drug?" He asked, placing his hand on her knee.
"It's obvious I didn't" she was really annoyed by what he just did.
"Here, take this, and do it. Just don't go too much at once" Draco passed her another bill, pressing his lips slightly on her neck.
"I don't want to do it" Ellen said, determinately.
"C'mon, just do it. Nothing bad will happen to you. This is just sniffing. I didn't make you take injection" Draco touched her chin, with his tongue.
"Draco, don't you get it? I don't want to do this," she said. She moved a little, so tip of Draco's tongue was on her neck.
"Don't be a bitch. Do it?" he said, sliding his tongue down the neck, and now tickling her where her collar was.
"Draco, can you stop that?" she was pretty annoyed.
"No" he said, reaching her arm with his hand.
"Than fine" she got him off, and got out of the room, touching the place where Draco's tongue was.
"I'm sorry for being late, Miss" Draco said as he entered Defense Against the Dark Arts class. It became tradition for DADA teachers to be changed every year.
The teacher looked at him for a moment, than she said:
"I don't care who you are, or what excuse you have, you will be here on time."
Draco stared at her. Her hair was dyed blond, and she was wearing stupid dress with princess shoes.
"You can sit down, beside that young lady, over there" she said pointing him to sit beside Ellen, in the back row.
Draco passed Harry, and his friends. It was stupid that they had to have also DADA lessons with Gryffindors.
As he sat beside Ellen, she just moved her backpack from the chair where Draco was supposed to be sitting, and looked away.
"Now. My name is Mme Willows. I'll be your DADA teacher…" she started.
"Why were you such a bitch last night Ellen?" Draco asked quietly, not even looking at her.
"You could just tell me that you like to keep my tongue in your mouth, instead of your neck" Draco said again, when he realized that she doesn't want to speak to him.
"Draco, I went away, cause you were trying to make me take drugs. It doesn't have to do with your tongue. Anyways, the thing you did… well it felt sort of sexy, you know…" She said, placing her hand on her neck.
"Ooh… want me to do it again? I will do it right now, here." Draco said, coming closer to her.
"No not here. Anyways, you don't really have to do it, it's not that we are going out, or something?" She said.
"Would you two like to finish your chat outside?" Mme Willows smacked the table, with her fist.
"We were just discussing the subject Miss" Draco was trying to find excuse.
"Listen to me, you young man, or you will behave, or I will be sending you to the office (I don't think there's such a thing at Hogwarts, but I just don't think that story could work without the office)" she said.
"We were behaving ourselves, you were the one that was yelling at us" Ellen talked back to the teacher, as she always does.
"Excuse me" Mme Willows was terrified.
"Well excusez-moi (did I spell this right?) Madam, but you were yelling at us," Draco snapped at her.
"I am disgusted. Now, I don't want to have problems with you anymore, so please be kind. Be polite," she said.
Ellen and Draco wanted to fall on the ground. It was so funny. But they knew that it wouldn't end up very good.
"Pu Ellen, he is disgusting. You were really sitting in his lap, and you let him touch your neck? With his tongue, after he sniffed?" Hildegard was sickened, when Ellen told her about last night.
"Don't say that. It felt good. You know what? Tonight, I will ask him to stay in the common room with me. Anyways, why are we here, alone outside? Why don't we all go behind, where all of them are?" Ellen asked.
"You see that's not that bad idea. Lets go" Hildegard said, and they went behind the school.
Draco, Pansy, Millicent, Blaise, and Jeff were there smoking.
"Hey whatzup?" Hildegard asked as they sit on the grass, beside them. They were making a circle now.
"Nothin'. Want one?" Draco asked, placing a box of cigarettes in front of their noses.
"No" Ellen said automatically.
Hildegard sighed, and just said:
"No, I hate cigarettes."
"What ever. I'll go with this," said Draco, taking hashish out.
"You will be high, Draco" said Blaise.
"He is always high," said Millicent.
"Shudup" retorted Draco.
He lit one, and looked at Ellen who was sitting right beside him.
"Why are you staring at me?" Draco asked her.
Ellen looked at him.
"You are the one that was staring at me all the time," Ellen snapped at him.
"Want one?" He got another roll.
"No, thanks" she said, and half lay on the grass, supporting with her elbow.
"C'mon" said Draco, who was in the same position as she was. He moved closer towards her.
"I don't want to be addicted on drugs like you are" she said, as Draco moved hair from her face.
"But you want me, don't me?" Draco moved even closer.
"I'm not sure" she placed her hand, over his, which was on her face.
"Want me to make you sure?" Draco said, as he placed the roll of hashish in front of her nose.
"Is this going to make me addicted?" She said, taking the hashish in her hand.
Draco blew smoke on her, and than he said:
"This is pathetic. I'm sure it won't."
"Draco…" she gulped.
"C'mon, we don't have to fight" Draco sneered.
She sighed. It wasn't clear did she sigh to show him that she have beaten him up, and she doesn't want to do it; or to show him that he won, cause Draco forced roll in her mouth, and lit it with his own one.
"Ellen, why did you…" Hildegard asked sternly.
"And what if she did it? Just shut your mouth" Draco snarled at her.
"Don't be so harsh on her Draco." Said Pansy. She was little annoyed cause Draco was giving all his attention to Ellen.
"I'm not," Draco said, "And anyways, you have no right to be mad at me, Hildegard. She tried it herself."
"You were always so sick" Hildegard snapped at him.
"How are we going there, Ellen?" Draco asked her, as she started smoking.
Ellen said nothing. She just finished her hashish, and than they all had to go somewhere, when they were sure that that they weren't high anymore.
Ellen and Hildegard went to take walk over the Hogwarts grounds.
"Hildegard" Ellen said slowly.
"Yes" she said.
"What do you think about Draco?" She asked her slowly.
"He is a sick. He is… I just hate him," Hildegard said, not even looking at her best friend.
"Pity, cause he is really hot."
"He is not hot" Hildegard was disgusted. "He is ugly, and he could try getting some tan, and perhaps sleep. Look at his eye bags!"
"Have your own opinion. Fine with me." Ellen looked away.
"You like him don't you?" Asked Hildegard.
"Lets go back inside" said Ellen, and went away.
Ellen was sitting in the common room, doing the homework. Draco just came back from dinner.
"Draco!" She yelled over the common room. Draco heard her.
"What" he called back.
"Com'ere" she yelled, and he did so.
"What do you need?" He asked, as he sat in one of the chairs beside Ellen.
"Do you want to know what I need, or why did I call you?" She asked, closing the book.
"Both" Draco moved his chair closer to hers.
"You asked for it. I called you to ask you do you want to stay in the common room, until the late in the night with me. You know, we can have some fun alone. And when you get there, I will show you what I need" she said, moving her hair backwards.
"If it's what you need…" Draco started.
"Draco, how come you are so hot?" She asked him.
"I don't know" Draco got his arm around her neck, and got so close that his mouth was about a centimeter away from hers.
"Draco" she asked him, just about when he wanted to kiss her.
"What" Draco answered resentfully.
"There are some kids here, you know that?" She said, showing him a Slythierin first year boy, who went red from staring at two of them.
"What are you staring at, you brat?" Draco asked the kid.
"Nothing" the first year managed to utter.
"Than fuck off," Draco snapped at him. It was a moment of second for the kid to run away from the table.
"We don't want to do this in front of everyone, do we?" Ellen asked him.
"I would rather have you on my own."
"So what were you planning to do?" Draco said, as he sat on the couch, beside her, in front of the fire. They were totally alone now.
"What did you want to do?" she asked him, turning side to him.
Draco just drew a bag, with a white powder inside.
"Draco…" She uttered.
"Ellen, I know that… But just relax, and don't fuss. You don't know how better I feel after I take this" Draco said, as he pulled a table closer.
"You are really ruining your life, Draco," she said.
"Stop, you are starting to sound just like my father. But he has the right to tell me that. He knows, but he doesn't care," Draco said, moving his index threateningly in front of her nose.
"Do what ever you want to do," she said.
Draco already spread C all over the table, and lit the cigarette. She was staring at him all the time.
"Go ahead, blow yourself. I intended not to take too much, so I could spend my night with you, but this is just too much for me. I want you to have some," he said, pressing the cigarette under her nose.
There was a long silence, where their eyes met. His gray and cold eyes met hers dark and mysterious. It was moment of lucidity. She won't run away from him, like she did last night, but she knew that drugs were never good.
"I don't want to," she finally said. "You do it."
Draco just laughed cynically.
"There's nothing funny," she snapped at him.
He turned around, and started doing it. This time there was just one single row of cocaine, which can't affect really much.
She was staring at him. What would happen if someone would come in? Well if it was one of their seventh year friends, it would be okay. But perhaps Professor Snape.
Draco just leaned back in the chair, as he finished his job.
"If you think to sit like that whole night, I will go to sleep," she said.
Draco laughed again, even more cynically.
"How come I never gave you much attention before, Ellen?" Draco asked, as he turned to face her. His eyes were red now.
"You were too busy with going out with two girls at the same time," she said little angrily.
"You are interesting," he said, as he hugged her, and pressed her head on his chest.
She said nothing, just buried her face in his robes.
"So how do you feel?" She finally asked him.
"High" Draco sneered.
"Draco."
"Yes", he answered, as she placed her arm around his waist.
"Want me to play a song for you?" She asked, jerking her head, so she was able to see an old pianoforte in the corner of the common room.
"You re sick, but go ahead. I am available" Draco said, moving his arm, letting her go.
She got up, and as she reached the instrument, she followed Draco with her stare. He didn't look at her at all. He was looking at the fire. Ellen opened the dusty lid, and sit on the chair.
Draco finally turned around.
She placed her fingers on the keys, and played first chord. It was forte, and it was mix of minor, and major accords. It sounded strange.
Pandora, Pandora's AquariumShe dives for shells with her nautical nunsAnd thought you thought, you never tellPandora, Pandora's AquariumI'm not asking you to believe in meBoy I'm not that confused, I'm not your PersephoneFoam can be dangerous with tape across my mouthThis things you used to do, I never asked you howLine me up in single file with all your grievancesBreath but I can taste you still, alive bellow the waste…
Draco approached her, and sat on the chair beside her. Now she found her self between him, and the edge of the chair. She has chosen him, of course.
Choosing him meant also finding yourself in his arms. Ellen stopped playing the instrument, and did what he did. She hugged him.
"Ellen, do you want to go out with me?" He asked her, moving her face towards him. Again, she found her mouth a centimeter away from his.
"Yes" she said slowly.
He kissed her, than. It was strange feeling. After that much flirting, in just one day, it was kind of normal.
"Hildegard, wake up" Ellen was trying to wake Hildegard up.
"What the hell? It's five in the morning" Hildegard opened her eyes.
"I don't care. I know that you want to know everything that happened" she was talking very quickly.
"Actually, no. I'll know when you get your test results that you are pregnant, and HIV positive." She said, rubbing her eyes.
"Shut up. Now, what do you want to know?" Ellen was so excited to tell her everything.
"Nothing. How come you are awake at this time? You slept just few hours?" Hildegard was finally sitting up in her bed.
"I didn't sleep at all. I stayed awake all night, and I drunk coffee."
"Jesus" Leopold slapped herself on her forehead.
"And I'll drink it whole day, so I can stay awake" she said.
"What did you do whole night?" Hildegard asked her, confused.
"Spent with Draco," she said.
"Wonderful. So now there are already two people for rehabilitation center." Hildegard asked her, sarcastically.
"We didn't do drugs," Ellen snapped.
"Than you had sex without condom. So now you are pregnant, and you will name your child after the father."
"Shut up. We didn't have sex. We just kissed, and he asked me out" she said, trying to come down Hildegard.
"And you, stupid goose, said automatically yes. Is only point of your going out, who will dump whom first, in front of the whole school."
"I said yes. What do you care, you would say the same" Ellen snarled.
"What? First, I would vomit on him, even if he would try to touch me. He is full of drugs, can't you see it?" Hildegard shouted so loud that it was heard all over the dorminatory.
"Never mind. We'll talk tomorrow" Ellen exited the room.
Next day, Draco got to the Great Hall to have a breakfast. He came in, and sat for the Slytherin table. He sat just beside Ellen.
"I suppose that it would be nice to hear 'Good morning' from you," Draco said, as he dropped on the chair beside her. He looked awful.
"Good morning" she replied. She almost looked as bad as he did, but she at least didn't take any drug last night.
They spent rest of their meal in silence.
Than they got up, and headed towards their next class. They had Care of Magical Creatures with Gryffindors. They decided to wait on the stairs, cause they were too early. All of their friends were just right now about to start their breakfast.
"This is fun," Ellen said, as she sat on the stair.
"Really, really fun." Draco repeated sarcastically after her. He seated himself right beside her, placing his arm around her.
"So what do you want to do?" She asked him.
"You really want to know?" Draco narrowed his eyes.
"Yes," she sneered.
"Not here, and not now." Draco said.
"Draco," she asked him, placing his hand in his hair.
"Umh" Draco answered.
"Why don't you spike our hair?" She asked him, messing his perfectly tidy and flat hair on purpose.
"I don't know."
"Oh, c'mon. You'll look great," she said.
"I thought I already do?" Draco asked.
"You do, but I think that you would look better with your hair spiked."
"It's not possible to look better than this" Draco sneered.
"Please" she begged.
Draco just sighed. All of his friends have already done so. Why couldn't he? He already looks great, but with his hair. But now he is going out with her, but he won't mind if girls still look at him as a God.
"Fine, but I need something from you, too."
"I'm not doing any drugs," she said.
"No you don't have to. Tonight I want to try some smack, but I need someone to be with me. I know that first time things can go pretty wrong, so I need you to be with me. We will do it in the boys' washroom on the second floor, and no one will be there." Draco was saying, as he tried to fix his hair.
"Fine, I would anyways go with you" she said.
"I'll do it now" Draco said, as he stood up, and run inside.
Ellen just stayed there. When Hildegard came, she told her all about what just happened.
"Ellen, you won't be alone there with him." She said, as they were walking towards Hagrid's hut, with three other Slytherins.
"You are not coming with us," Ellen snapped at her.
"You won't make me, or I'm going straight to the headmaster."
"Fine, if you want to" she said sulkily.
Draco arrived in the middle of the class, with his hair spiked. Everybody looked at him, as he reached them.
"Why are you late, Draco Malfoy?" Hagrid asked him, as he got his hands out of unicorn dung.
"Something important happened" Draco lay. He could see that all girls are staring at him. Even Hermione, who never knew main difference between a boy and a girl, was looking with her open mouth.
"Yeah, perhaps spiking your hair is really important" Hildegard said loud. Ellen elbowed her.
"Is it true, were you late just because you were spiking your hair?" Hagrid asked as he cleared his hands from the shit.
"Yes" Draco answered as tough he was saying that for whole hour.
"That's not really an excuse to be late." Hagrid growled.
"He missed nothing. Draco the only thing we did, was how to clean the unicorns' shit" Ellen said.
"Fine Malfoy, but this is your last time you are late," Hagrid said.
"Sure" Draco muttered for himself, as he took a place between Hildegard and Ellen, knocking Hildegard away.
Ellen just turned around to face him. It was true that he was the best looking guy in the school, even with his normal/usual hairstyle, but he was so hot now.
"Can I touch it?" She asked him.
Draco nodded with his head.
"It's sharp," she said.
"Be careful not to cut your hand" Draco sneered, as she touched it.
"Ooh, can I touch it?" Lavender asked, as she was staring at them all the time.
"No" Draco said, sharply.
"Can I touch it?" Pansy Parkinson asked.
"You can" Draco said.
Pansy did the same thing.
"Do you want to touch it?" Draco sneered at Hildegard, who was mad at him.
"No, I don't want to have my hand all in hair gel," she snarled.
The rest of the class was monotone.
Lavender and Parvati were staring all the time at Draco, with hunger in their eyes. Hermione would occasionally give him dirty look 'This is class, not fashion show'. Harry, Ron, Seamus, Dean, and Neville were also staring at Draco, maliciously. How big hero Harry was, he couldn't beat Draco in one thing: looking. He was still short and skinny, with his greasy hair. All Slytherin girls were around Draco, giggling, and asking to touch his hair. At least they were like that, until he placed his arm around Ellen, when they sort of backed up.
"What's up with you all?" Hagrid yelled when he realized that even Hermione is not listening to his monotone, and boring talk.
"Draco is attracting all negative attention, Sir" Harry and Ron couldn't wait to tell Hagrid.
"Draco Malfoy, what are you doing? It's class not chat room." Hagrid growled at Draco, who turned around to him.
"We were just discussing how we love your class" Draco sneered.
"Or perhaps how to flirt better" Lavender snapped. She was hurt cause Draco let every other girl touch his hair, except her, that asked.
"Shut up" Draco sneered at her.
"I would give you all detention, but it's the end of the class." Hagrid said unpleasantly.
The Slytherins juts got their bags, and got away, while Gryffindors stayed to help Hagrid clean the unicorn shit.
"Be quiet, or Filch may hear us," Draco snapped in whisper at Hildegard, who was cursing him, all the way to the second floor.
They got inside the boys' washroom on second floor. It looked almost alike girls', but it had that things, which I can't remember this very moment how are called.
"So what are we going to do here?" Hildegard asked them.
"As far as I can see, I can die, and you won't even notice I'm dead," Draco said sardonically.
"Good for you. I though that you are totally stupid." Hildegard retorted.
"Shut up, both of you" Ellen yelled.
Draco said nothing, just took his wand out, and conjured a glass in front of him.
He kneeled. Ellen just sat in the corner, while Hildegard stayed in her standing position, with arms folded.
"I'm trying pure heroin now, by sniffing." Draco said a she drew a bag filled with white powder.
"Did you know that there's largest per cent of people that died from heroin overdose, on their first try?" Hildegard sneered ironically.
"Yes" Draco replied, smiling.
Ellen just buried her face in her hands.
When he finished his dividing, he started sniffing it. Hildegard was looking at him, smirking, and waiting the time when he will drop dead on the floor. Ellen was still staring at her hands. After just first row, Draco almost screamed.
Ellen looked up, and Hildegard smiled triumphantly, as tough she made this happen. Draco's nose was bleeding.
When she saw him, Ellen quickly got up, and run towards Draco. Hildegard just lazily came closer.
Ellen helped Draco get to the wall, where he sat, and she sat beside him. Hildegard was in front of them.
"Draco, are you fine?" Ellen asked him, as he wiped his blood.
"I guess so," he said slowly.
"I guess it was just too much for poor Draco" Hildegard sneered, but Ellen pierced her, with her stare.
"Why to me?" Draco asked.
"Draco, you know that this can happen to anyone. When you were buying heroin, you knew that first time everything could go wrong. That it can be a wonderful feeling, or just this what happened to you. But maybe next time it will be fine" Ellen told him.
"So you are giving him courage to do this again," Hildegard snarled.
"Shut up Hildegard," said Draco.
Ellen was just staring at Draco. He was sweating, and seemed very sick.
"Should we go to the headmaster?" Hildegard asked.
"No this will pass." Ellen said.
Draco was just sitting there, with his head backward, and his bloody hands on the floor.
Suddenly he stood up, and got to the toilet. Ellen fallowed him. He got there, bent his head over, and started vomiting. Ellen just sat beside him, and her hand was on his back.
When he stopped, he sat there, and stared at her.
For all that time Hildegard was outside the cubicle, trying to make the glass vanish.
Draco placed his hand on her face. Ellen looked down. He moved closer to her.
"Draco" she said slowly " I think I would die if something would happed to you."
Draco understood the thing she said, cause he placed in his arms, and said:
"I love you."
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It was love. Even if no one believed, Ellen and Draco still loved each other, but no one knew. They never said that in front of everyone, or to each other. The simple reason was: they knew that already. It was just matter of the time when they'll have to realize that they are just too much in love. And it happened, but in hard way.
Draco kept taking drugs, smoking, and occasionally drinking. Ellen tried all three of those, but the only thing that she could do sometimes was to drink.
One night, in the Slytherin common room, after everyone went to sleep, they stayed there alone. They always did so. It was biggest problem cause they never had any privacy. Draco was planning to invite her to stay over the Christmas holydays at his house. He already talked to his father, and he agreed that she could come over. Lucius never meet Ellen, bur he knew her parents pretty well.
"Ellen, would you mind getting the cigarettes out of my trench coat?" Draco said, as he drunk one more glass of whisky.
"Draco you know that I hate when someone smokes" Ellen said. She was sitting in his lap, and also drinking whisky.
"I won't smoke it, I just need it." Draco said. "Oh never mind. I'll just inject."
"Draco, can't you survive even one night without drugs?" Ellen asked, cause she was annoyed.
"Sure I can. Last two nights I didn't have anything. Now, I want something strong like heroin."
"You promised me you won't use it anymore" she snapped at him.
"Just tonight" Draco was justifying himself.
"Remember what happened last time?" she asked him.
"I was sick. But you yourself told me that usually happen when you do it for first time. It's now my second. And what ever, I'll infuse it this time."
"Sure you will, but without me" she said, and went away.
The End of the Part 1
So this is just end of first time. This is real story, and lots of these things, Maria told me, or I was just there. Please review.
It's true that I had horrible relationships with Cassius, and we hated each other. By the end of the story we'll keep "killing" each other, like we do in the real world.
Maria's Personal Review on the Story:
I'm not saying that I'm happy you wrote this, but I'm sure you wouldn't let me live if you didn't.
The whole thing that ever happened was really disgusting. It really was. The part when Cassius was trying heroin for first time happed at his house, in his bathroom. Both Leopold and me were there. I don't know how she made us keep her there. Cassius always seemed to hate him, and she hated him. And it really was that way. He vomited, and his nose was bleeding. It is sort of strange for thirteen yours old girl to see her boyfriend, who is also thirteen doing it, especially if you love him.
