Ruru here with another story straight out of my head from the shower! A new OC is here with me and I just somehow started loving these stories. My OC, Risa, will say the disclaimer I always forget about in my stories…Risa, where are you?
Jesse: I think she wants to stay out of the commentary.
Fine then, Risa! Be like that! Everyone knows who you are! You're on the cover of this story anyway! At least you're smiling in it! Jesse! Say it please.
Jesse: Ruru does not own Yugioh gx.
Oh, and this story starts off sort of like my Yugioh 5ds OC story. On with the chapter!
My name is Risa Kiyoshi and I'm no one famous at all. I am quiet and 'anti-social' as everyone says. I don't say much because I can find no reason to speak. Why are others so talkative, I don't know. I wish to be like them, to be honest. I will never be able to be honest with others or myself. If I will ever be able to be like that, I would be in my next life by then. I can't change myself no matter how much I try. I'm scared of change which other look forward to. I choose not to love and I will never be able to love. That is what I would like to think.
After taking some exams and an entrance duel, I enrolled in the Duel Academy. My cards were with me ever since I was little and it hasn't been changed ever since, at least on my watch it wasn't it. I was waiting on the deck of the ship, staring out to the sea, waiting for my arrival to the island. Lots of things had happened there, I was told. My dad had worried for my safety there and tried to convince me not to go, but I went anyway. I knew it was dangerous after everything that had happened, but knowing me, I sought excitement at every turn, but usually I never show it.
Ever since she died, I never was able to speak to anyone freely without being cautious. I miss my mom. I can be honest with her and her alone. It feels somewhat lonely. My duel spirits are the only ones I can talk to with ease. I looked up to see an island appearing in front of me. It looks beautiful.
I introduced myself to the class and took a seat. People were staring at me as if I was an alien and I felt kind of different, but that was natural. It happened every single day and I was used to it. I never bothered to stand up for myself because I knew it would only get my hopes up high for no good reason. I shouldn't think about this. It was no use to try to make friends. I love the quietness around me and it was all I ever need to make myself feel happy. I don't need anyone else other then myself and my cards. I can take care of myself.
I didn't really pay attention to class and had no idea what was going on, but class soon ended. I took nothing with me and stood up. I then walked out of the room. I didn't care who wanted to talk to me. I headed to the library as quickly as I could, not bothering to look at anyone. Once I got closer to the doors, I noticed a group in front of me. They seemed happy with one another. The group consisted of a light blue haired boy of the slifer dorms and another boy with light brown and dark brown hair of the same dorm. Also with them, was a dark blue haired boy wearing the obelisk blue uniform.
I sort of envied them, having fun with each other with no care in the world. I tried to look away, but somehow, the green eyes of the obelisk boy had attracted me, but I refused to admit this no matter what. I didn't deserve to even have a look at him. He was too good for me, at least in friendship terms. I finally looked away and headed into the library.
I looked through the children books and found my favorite book of them all. The Beauty and the Beast. Belle was someone I looked up to. Belle had always worked hard and never gave up easily. Belle loved reading as much as I did and could always keep a smile on, unlike myself. Just reading this made me feel better. I can be honest like Belle, but because of my own self, I'm too scared to say anything. I hated myself for this.
Then, my favorite duel spirit appeared next to me. Majestic Mech Ohka. I liked Ohka a tad bit more than the two other Majestic Mechs, but I didn't know why. I guess it was because he was always there for me. I stroked his pink and white mane and he purred back as if he was trying to comfort me. I loved his kind personality. Ohka looked at me, his eyes filled with worry. He knew what I had been through and that there was a possibility that I would push everyone away from me again. It had happened in every school I've been in and I was certain it would happen again.
I found a seat in the library and sat down in it with Ohka following me. He was so loyal, yet I made him worry because of my loneliness. I sighed. Ohka looked at me. I gently shook my head to tell him it was nothing and he placed his head down own his paws next to me feet. I opened the picture book and started to reread it. I wonder if I could ever find my prince charming like Belle…
I took a stroll around the campus, wanting to get some fresh air. Ohka was following me as well. He liked taking a stroll along with me and was always there when I walked alone. Having him near me makes me feel somewhat safe, but he couldn't really protect me and he knew that. The trees around me stood tall and mighty like the godly plants they were. The sun was high in the sky and shone brightly and Ohka stretched to get every ray if sunlight he could get. Sometimes I would wonder how the winged lion became my trusted monster. He acted so much like a cat. I couldn't help but smile a little. Noticing this, Ohka looked sort of relieved and rubbed against my leg.
After his affectionate action, I kept walking, taking in the scenery around me as much as I could. I loved the green color of the leaves. Maybe it was because green was the color of my mom's warm, loving eyes. I missed her to the point of breaking down when someone said her name. Even looking in the mirror reminded me of her. I was the exact image of my mother when she was my age. I felt my eyes moisten and blinked them away. Luckily, Ohka didn't notice. He would've stared me down until I said what was on my mind. Stubborn feline, but that was what I loved about Ohka. I smiled to myself again. I think the sun is frying my brain. I would hardly smile in front of anyone, not even for a funny joke.
As I walked, I heard some loud laughing. I suddenly knew that I was near the Slifer Red Dorm. I walked a little faster to see the dorm. I saw him a group of boys. They were Jaden, Syrus, Tyranno, and of course, Jesse. I had learned their names in the time I stayed here. Everyone had mostly talked about them and how they wanted to duel those guys very much, but it was mostly Jaden and Jesse who they wanted to duel. My forest green eyes flashed with envy. They can smile, laugh, and be honest with each other. I remembered the first time I thought this. It was my first day at duel academy when I saw them for the first time. I would sometimes wish to be near them. What am I thinking? I don't deserve them as my friends. Who would want to be friends with a girl who barely talked to them? No one. That is my answer and would always be my answer.
It was getting a bit too late for my liking and turned back and went back to my dorm. The Obelisk Blue Dorm was filled with snotty girls except for Alexis, Mindy, and Jasmine. At least they were nice enough to welcome me into the dorm, but I just pushed them away like the rest of the girls. Ohka walked next to me, enjoying the bits of sunlight left, ignoring me most of the time. I also enjoyed the sunlight, the main reason for a stroll, just like my fairy monsters do. Sometimes, I wish that the sun never set, but the sun setting was my favorite part of the day. The sky was always tainted with such warm colors. As I stared at the sky, Ohka nudged me to walk back to the dorm. He never enjoyed the time outside after the sunset. I gladly accepted it and continued to walk.
Ruru is here again!
Risa: …
Talk more, Risa! You hardly talk!
Risa: I…see no…good…reason to…talk.
You're as stubborn as Ohka!
Risa: I don't…really…care.
Forget you. Anyways, I'm adding a little extra part to this chapter before I leave because I like Jesse Anderson so much.
Risa: …
Risa, you're making things seem gloomy here.
Risa: Just…get…on…with it.
Fine then! This little story part isn't part of the main storyline, but I always wanted to write about Jesse. It takes place during Risa's stroll earlier. Here it is!
Jesse was laughing along with his friends after talking about some 'things'. After a little while, the laughing died down and it was getting late. Tyranno went back to his dorm and Jaden and Syrus went back to their rooms. He wanted to stay out a little longer and look at the sunset. It was beautiful as ever. His main attention was the sun until he saw something moving. It was a girl, he noticed. She had white hair with a faint purple hue to it and was wearing an obelisk blue uniform. Her back was turned towards him so he couldn't see her face. His green eyes sparked with curiosity. Then, he noticed a faint image of a duel monster beside her. If he looked closely enough, he could see that it was a pink and white lion with wings.
Soon, she disappeared into the forest. Jesse thought about her. He knew nearly everyone in the academy, yet he never saw a girl like her. Or did he?
And there you have it! Read and review everyone!
Risa: …good…bye.
Don't worry readers, Risa is fine. There's a reason this story is named Changing for You and I intend to stick with this title.
Risa: You…talk…too much.
Such a critic. I'll see you readers next time and so will Risa.
Risa: …
