This is based on Season 2 ep. 2 when Andy is undercover at the bar. She is talking to the bartender but I changed up the conversation. Sam and Andy AU.
I do not own Rookie Blue
Andy was happy with her life. She was happy with Luke, although sometimes she felt as though she constantly was trying to convince herself that she was happy. That Luke was what she wanted. She had long since done her best to bury her feelings for Sam ever since the blackout. But sometimes it was difficult to keep them there. His smile, his hand on the small of her back and his eyes. The way he looked her sometimes she almost thought she saw something. Something other than a friend or her partner on the job.
So now here she was doing an undercover job with him. Well Traci and Jerry too. But she mainly had contact with him. She thought of the last UC job they had to do. Where they had to act like a hot and heavy couple. Although if she was honest with herself she really didn't have to act. The way he held her so close, held her hand while brushing his thumb over her knuckles. It felt so natural. So right, like she could do everyday all day long. Then when he had to leave with Angel. The way he put his hands on her face, lips almost touching as he whispered to her. Then the kiss. It was like fireworks exploding throughout her entire body. She was pretty sure that was no act.
But Sam had made it clear "it what it was". Like touching her, kissing her and taking her to his bed meant absolutely nothing. Sometimes he confused the hell out of her.
Now she was pretending to be a waitress and trying make friends with the bartender, Tori, to find out more about her drug dealer boyfriend. That was what she was here for. Her job.
Tori seemed upset about something. "Hey, you okay?" Andy asked. "You wanna drink?" Tori asked her. "Sure" Andy said nodding her head. This was her chance to get something on her scumbag boyfriend and possibly make the bust.
I turned on the mic to my phone Sam had given me, so they could hear out in the van. Just in case she spilled anything important.
"So what does your guy do for a living?" Andy asked
"Oh, he does all kinds of things. Most of them illegal." Tori said
"Well that must be hard to deal with." Andy replied
"I just don't know what to do. I keep trying to end it. I don't hardly hear from him. And then.." Tori says
"You can't so no. I totally get it. He probably smart, sexy, funny and you can't keep your hands off him." Andy replied. She couldn't help but think of Sam. NOT Luke.
"So you dated a guy like that?" Tori asked
"A few yeah" Andy laughed.
"So is your guy like that?" Tori asked.
"Well he's not exactly mine." Andy said. She was completely forgetting about the trio in the van.
"Oh do tell" Tori said.
"Well he is all those things I am not with him. He drives me absolutely crazy." she replied.
"Sooo what's the problem" Tori asked her.
"Bad timing and I have been with someone else. Safer choice I guess."
"Safe can be kind of blah." Tori said giggling
"Yeah tell me about it" Andy said.
Little did Andy know that Sam was practically having a heart attack in the van. Was she talking about me? He thought. Then Sam noticed Traci and Jerry both glancing at him when she was talking about him. Then all of a sudden they heard Andy yelling for Macke to put the gun down. By the time they got in there with their guns drawn Russell Macke was dead shot by the club owner, also former officer.
After they got back to the station, Andy couldn't help but berate herself. What the hell was she doing. Talking about Sam like that. She was with Luke, even though Luke had been more and more preoccupied with his ex, Jo Rosati, lately. She just wasn't sure she wanted to live this life anymore. Safe and boring. Luke was good looking, in pretty boy kind of way, which was not her usual type. Sam was her type and she knew it. Luke was kind, but not very involved in Andy's life.
Sam however, was always there. He had her back and constantly listened to her problems trying to help her. She got to know him very well over these past several months. He was a truly amazing man. She couldn't help but think how much better her life would be if she wasn't such a chicken shit!
Then Tracy came in to the Locker room interrupting her thoughts. "So Andy what was all that about? Or should I say who?" she asked. Andy could feel an interrogation coming on. She did her best to play dumb. "What do you mean?" "Andy I mean the conversation you had with Tori about the man that isn't yours. The man that drives you crazy. By the way don't play dumb with me. I can see right through it." "Alright, fine. I don't know I am just so confused. I just don't…I don't know. Can we talk about this later, maybe somewhere besides the station?" "Yep, you have tomorrow off right?" she asked me. "Yeah." "Okay then, Dex can watch Leo. I have to work tomorrow night. How bout tomorrow morning I drop by?" "Yeah okay."
I finished getting dressed and left the locker room. On my way out Luke came up to me. "Hey I was thinking of taking my beautiful girlfriend out. You ready?" he asked. I was really in no mood to be near Luke right now. I needed to think. "Luke I am really tired. I just want to go home, relax and go to sleep." I replied. He told me he had some work he was gonna catch up on instead of going home with me. I didn't really even want to go in the house that I was living in with Luke. Part of me wished I had still lived in my own apartment.
As I walking through the stations' s parking lot I heard my name "McNally a word" Sam said. I looked up and saw him leaning against his truck. He looked pissed. Me and my big mouth. "Yeah. Sure. What is it Sam, I'm just on my way home." I said, hoping to get away as quickly as possible. "Get in I will give you a lift. Don't bother making up excuses." He said as he opened the passenger door for me to get in. This was going to be one long ass ride home.
I am still deciding exactly what Sam is going to say. Please Review. I always enjoy comments and feedback.
