I've had this new story idea in my head for ages but I deliberately didn't post it because I already have five stories going.
Anyway today I really wanted to post it so I am.
Hopefully you guys all like it.
SPENCER'S P.O.V
I feel sick.
I can't watch this.
"Spencer..."
She stops talking when she realises what I'm staring at.
"Let's get out of here"
She's a good friend.
"Chelsea stay..."
I don't want to ruin her night.
"I'm just going to go"
"Are you sure?"
"Yer"
When I walk away I know I have noone to blame but myself.
FLASHBACK
"Hey"
I feel sick.
"Hey"
When I walk into her door room she hops up and out of her chair.
"Spencer I hate this..."
I've never felt like this before.
"I don't want to fight with you I just..."
I can feel the tears rolling down my face.
"What's wrong?"
I can't get my head around any of this.
"You fucked her didn't you?"
I should never have gone to that bar.
"Ashley I don't know what happened, I was drinking and then this morning I woke up in her room"
There's a long pause before she says anything.
"Get out"
"Ashley please?"
"We're done Spencer"
I was expecting this.
But it doesn't make it any easier.
"Ashley I love you"
I watch her as she walks over to the door.
"Leave"
"Ashley please...'
"We're done"
She pulls the door open.
"Leave"
END FLASHBACK
I started dating Ashley my sophmore year of college.
But I've known her since my freshmen year of High School.
Growing up we played soccer for rival schools in LA.
But it wasn't until I started at UCLA that I actually got to know her.
"Sorry I..."
I stop talking when I realise who it is.
"Hey"
She hates me as well.
"You're leaving?"
She steps to the side so I can keep walking.
"Yer I..."
I look back over at Ashley.
"I can't be here"
"Spencer you don't get to be mad at that"
I've been waiting for this to happen.
"You fucked someone else so you don't get to be upset"
"Maddy this isn't your fight"
"She's my best friend..."
She steps forward so she's right in my face.
"Maddy I'm not doing this with you"
I'm really not in the mood for this.
"You should of kept your legs closed..."
I look back over at Ashley.
"None of this would be happening if you did"
When she walks past me she deliberately bumps her shoulder into mine.
"Good riddance"
This is what it's going to be like now.
Everyone I care about at this school's going to hate me.
I fucked up and now the one person I didn't want to hurt.
Is hurting the most.
"SPENCER?"
When I hear her voice I stop walking.
"IF I HAD OF KNOWN YOU WERE THERE I WOULDN'T OF DONE THAT"
I need to leave before she confirms what I already know.
"CAN YOU STOP?"
When she says that I stop walking but I don't turn around.
"You've been trying to talk to me for two weeks and now I'm here you want to leave?"
"I..."
"You can't even look at me"
When I turn around she looks annoyed.
"Ashley I've barely slept in two weeks"
She's all I think about.
"I hurt the one person I care about the most and I'm scared"
This can't be over.
"I don't want this to be over but I know if I stand here and listen to what you have to say it will be"
When I step closer she doesn't move.
"Ashley I love you and I'm so sorry that I hurt you"
I can feel the tears building up in my eyes.
"But I want there to be an us..."
"I'm sorry..."
I can't breathe.
"I love you Spencer but I can't"
When she steps back the tears I've been holding in come streaming down my face.
"There's no us anymore..."
I don't know what to say.
"It's over"
I feel like I'm frozen.
I can't move.
My whole body's gone numb.
She's walking away from me and there's nothing I can do about it.
